Luring the Wolf into the House: Adoption Diary (01~33) (7/34)

Chapter 1 My name is Xu Jian, I am 35 years old and I am a reporter for a television station. Because I am hard-working and willing to take risks and endure hardships, my current financial situation is quite rich. Over the years as a reporter, it can be said that there were many narrow escapes. For example, I went undercover to secretly photograph black coal kilns and black brick kilns, and I also went to deep mountains and old forests to secretly photograph deforestation. If we want to talk about the most dangerous time, it was the time when we filmed the deforestation in Fuyuan Forest Farm.

In the deep mountains and old forests, there was no human habitation for more than a hundred miles. Finally, the illegal mining dealers discovered me. I had to escape alone for hundreds of miles in the deep mountains and old forests. I almost got caught by those illegal mining dealers. If I was caught, I would be killed. Even if you kill someone in the deep mountains and old forests, no one will know about it. I walked in the forest for three days and three nights. I got lost, ran out of water, food, and collapsed. Fortunately, I was saved by an old man who was picking mushrooms and pine nuts. Looking back now, I still feel scared. However, my salary and bonuses are naturally quite large, and it can be said that they are all earned through hard work. Hard work always pays off. I now have a well-off Family and a beautiful Wife. Her name is Zhang Kexin. She is as gentle as water. She is 28 years old. As her name suggests, her appearance, temperament, and personality can penetrate into every man's heart. In my heart, her job is much better than mine. She is a Chinese Teacher in a junior high School and works part-time as a psychological counselor at the School. Although her salary is much lower than mine, she is still considered a white-collar worker. She is 168cm tall and has a slender figure. Because she often does yoga, she has a very good figure. She is hot but not coquettish, and her walking and body movements are so gentle and elegant. The most eye-catching thing about my Wife is her 32E big breasts. They are very plump, but not scary. They are still very proportional to her figure. The overall image is a bit like the Japanese actress-Miyu Kasaka. Walking on the road, she always attracts the attention of others. Most of the eyes focus on her breasts besides her face. Since she is a Teacher and a role model, she dresses relatively conservatively. But even so, my Wife is still favored by many adolescent boys in School, and there are many people who secretly and anonymously write love letters to my Wife. Children in adolescence don’t know how high the sky is. Every time my Wife comes back and talks to me, we both can’t help but SMile. Today’s children... My Wife has a more conservative personality. We met during a simple interview. That At that time, I was responsible for producing a documentary about Teenagers, which was based on the School my Wife attended. So we naturally met, got to know each other, fell in love, and finally got married. I am a full 7 years older than my Wife, but we have a lot in common, and my conditions at the time were not bad. We developed from close friends step by step. We have been married for five years. When we got married, my Wife had just graduated from college and went to teach at that School. She was only 23 years old, and I was already thirty at that time. Because my Wife is more conservative, even though she had several relationships in college, they were limited to kissing and holding hands, and she always maintained her Virginity.On our wedding night, even when we were in love, she would not stay with me past 9:30 pm at the latest. After 9:30 pm, her parents, my current father-in-law and Mother-in-law, would call her. Called my Wife and urged her to come Home. Under such Family upbringing and discipline, I was able to enjoy my Wife's first time. This is something I should brag about and be proud of. What surprises me is that my Wife is a woman that countless men dream of, also known as a lady under the bed and a slut in bed. I am her first man, but she is not my first woman. That night, I penetrated her and broke her body. She was crying under me. Seeing the red spots on the blanket cushioned on the bed sheets, I could only use deep kisses and strong sex. Pay her back. Unexpectedly, after the first night, my Wife was very open-minded. She was willing to try any move I asked, including Oral Sex and doggy style. She was willing to cooperate with me. However, my Wife’s sex positions were very jerky at first, and finally she was slow to me. With slow training, she began to become more and more proficient, allowing me to enjoy all the tenderness. After all, she was so obedient in bed, and she basically did whatever I asked her to do. It's just that her moans are more conservative and she never screams in an exaggerated way, and she never uses foul language when we have sex. The only regret is that we still have no children. For this reason, we went to the hospital for a check-up. The final result was that my Wife had no problem, but the problem appeared in me. The results of the check-up were satisfactory. The sperm survival rate was too low to make a woman pregnant. From that time on, my Wife and I sought medical treatment everywhere, including Western medicine, Chinese medicine, Tibetan medicine, and even rural folk remedies. We tried basically everything we could, but there was no success at all. Well, this is the only thing I regret. Paper couldn't cover up the fire, and my infertility gradually became known to people. My Family, relatives, friends, and colleagues. At that time, I became a topic of discussion for almost everyone, although most people were Comfort, but there are still a very SMall number of people who will secretly laugh and despise you behind your back. That time made me suffer a lot of torture and pressure. Fortunately, Ke Xin comforted me and accompanied me, helped me through the psychological difficulties, and helped me get back on my feet. My Wife has not abandoned me, she has never left me, and she has not changed at all. This is what makes me most gratified, and it is also my biggest motivation to live on. Since then, I have been working hard. Since I am a disabled person physically, I must not be a disabled person at work and career. This is why I work so hard and desperately. Ke Xin once told me that secretly going for artificial insemination would block other people’s mouths. Then who would know that this child is not mine? But it made me think about going to the hospital and spending a huge amount of money to take out the Semen of an unknown man from the sperm bank and inject it into Kexin's uterus to make her pregnant with a strange man's child. Thinking of this, I feel a knot in my heart, as disgusting as eating a fly, so I would rather bear the pressure thanShe was unwilling to let Ke Xin go to the hospital for artificial insemination to give birth to a child for someone else. As for borrowing those illusory things, I can't accept it even more. I don't even allow formal insemination in the hospital, let alone borrowing seeds? So until now we have no children, and we have even prepared for the worst-case scenario of becoming a DINK Family. Since I often travel for work, my Wife is at Home alone most of the time. When you go out, you will inevitably be laughed at by your colleagues, saying that your beautiful Wife is left alone at Home. Aren't you worried? I laugh at these joking remarks. Discussion group: 五九九九八四八一三. I believe in my Wife, not to mention my understanding of her character and my professional sensitivity. As a senior reporter who often does undercover interviews, my ability to observe words, react on the spot, and make subjective judgments is no better than those of others. Criminal investigators and private detectives are much weaker, and I am also proficient in various monitoring and secret camera techniques, so all of this is completely under my control. I am not afraid of being laughed at when I say this. During the period after I learned that I was ill, maybe I was psychologically traumatized and made myself a little paranoid. I actually monitored and monitored my Wife for a period of time, including monitoring her cell phone. We installed surveillance cameras at Home, etc., but my Wife never acted out of the ordinary. Although many men chased her and flirted with her, she always resolutely refused, and sometimes she even got emotional with those men. Slowly, I I felt relieved about my Wife. But there is another regret, maybe it is a psychological problem. After I learned that I was sick, every time I had sex with my Wife and looked at the thick Semen flowing out of my Wife's Vagina, I would have a voice in my heart that said: This Semen is still good. Semen? It looks like Semen, but there is not much sperm in it. It is waste sperm that cannot make a woman pregnant. It is just an appearance. I have been tormented by this shadow and contradiction in my heart. As a result, my sexual function has declined significantly. Sometimes I have premature ejaculation, and sometimes I feel weak during sex. I also went to the hospital for treatment, but the male doctor told me that I have these. Psychological impotence and premature ejaculation are not physical and can only be treated through psychological adjustment. There are no drugs to treat them. During that time, my life seemed to have reached a low point. You know, when I first got married, I had sex with Kexin five times at most in one night. As a result, Kexin suffered from back pain and didn’t even get out of bed the next day. As a result, now... I can only numb it through hard work. Self, adjust your own heart. My Wife has been trying every possible means to help me in bed, using sexy Underwear and other means, but the result is still not very obvious. Countless nights, I have seen Kexin secretly masturbating to satisfy herself, but Kexin has not cheated at all. This is also the most gratifying and saddening place for me. What I didn’t expect was that my illness had unintentionally caused changes in my personality and psychology. I only discovered these later. of course, these are all things for a later time. Everything seemed to be going like this, until one time I volunteered to go to a certain place in Africa.I worked as a war reporter in a war-torn country, but this special interview and shooting, this special journey, completely changed my life and Family life...