"The Perfect Match Wife Xiaoqiu" - Chapter 40, Play games instead of being played by games.

of course, her father would seize the opportunity to show off his skills in Xiaoqiu's boudoir, and even bring Xiaoqiu to climax one after another. of course, Xiaoqiu is likely to be distracted and lose more "territory" to open up a larger scale for her father. Thinking of this, of course I will feel jealous and angry. However, what is more important than jealousy and anger is that when you defeat the "inner demon" and make yourself stronger and more open-minded, the feeling of helping others and sacrificing yourself is actually great. Because, I know, no matter how powerful my father is tonight, and how confused and infatuated Xiaoqiu is tonight, it is impossible to compare with the love between me and Xiaoqiu. My father may have many short-lived passions with Xiaoqiu, but only I can know and love Xiaoqiu for a lifetime. I thought at the time that if I have a good attitude, I will have a lot less troubles. Why bother worrying about everything in life? So, I just left there and started to help Xiaobao wash his face and feet. However, at this moment, Xiaoqiu actually sent me a message, and Xiaoqiu wrote: "I'm sorry, no matter when and where, I don't want to deceive my heart, let alone you. This one Since last week, I have just started to get a little more involved in the game. If I stay at Home tonight, I don’t know how to face you, and I don’t want to force a SMile to make you happy.” After reading Xiaoqiu’s message, I felt like it. In fact, Qiu is quite honest and unconcerned most of the time. She can pretend to be at Home tonight to make me happy, but she doesn't like to use disguises to deceive me, because this is real deception, right? So I sent a message back to Xiaoqiu: "Haha, although strong wine is good, don't be greedy. But with your personality, I guess you won't feel comfortable if you don't get yourself drunk. Come on, just take the opportunity to indulge. Just once, as long as you don't get drunk and play bad..." Then Xiaoqiu, probably driving, responded with a wry SMile and an embarrassed expression, and added a short line: "No way, I always know what's appropriate, okay? "As soon as I heard Xiaoqiu say that she knew what was right, I wanted to laugh. However, it is indeed difficult for women who are having an affair to grasp the right balance. For example, when a man does not want to wear a condom, there will always be various reasons and means. Otherwise, there would not be so many women getting pregnant outside of marriage and falling into an abyss. . Xiaoqiu, actually it’s pretty good. Although I have lost a lot of sense of propriety, at least I am not completely led by my father. It's just that Xiaoqiu, a naughty little boy, sometimes brings his father along with him without any sense of propriety. However, tonight, Xiaoqiu took the initiative to lead her father to her boudoir, and she would probably be made to forget her sense of propriety again. However, Xiaoqiu's completely silly, even a little clever, emotional and real side is what I like the most. Just imagine, if during the entire game, Xiaoqiu is like a robot, completely listening to my instructions, just like completing a task, he will acCompany his father for a while and then come back. Then this game will be as boring as chasing a duck to the shelves, and will be overshadowed. It’s precisely because Xiaoqiu is playful and a little daring that this game can be so colorful, right? Thinking of this, I SMiled, then washed my face and brushed my teeth and went to bed. Because life is a long road, although Xiaoqiu is not the most perfect, but living with Xiaoqiu, at least the days will never be boring; although they are not rich and powerful, at least the two of them laugh and laugh constantly. If life is like this, you will be content. However, it is often easier said than done, reason is reason, reason is reason. When I really turn off the lights, face the dark room, and face the depths of my heart, I am still a little uncontrollably disappointed. , repeated for a long time without falling asleep. Because the passage of time means that the unpredictable Xiaoqiu may not come back, and may have really taken his father to his Mother-in-law's house. Needless to say, if this had happened in the past, I would have turned into a "big detective" again. I would have been unable to help but find excuses to call my Mother-in-law, and I would have found ways to interfere with her. Until it made three people tremble with fear, until it made three people exhausted. So although I still feel a little uncomfortable in my heart; although I still can't help but always think about my father, he may be doing whatever he wants in Xiaoqiu's boudoir at this moment. However, I tried hard to calm down and fall asleep. However, just when I was in a daze and about to fall asleep, I suddenly heard the sound of someone opening the door softly. This suddenly startled me, and I thought to myself that there was a thief in the house? However, before I could react, the door was gently opened. I was immediately frightened and sat up. Just as I was looking at the door in surprise and fear, Xiaoqiu walked softly. When Xiaoqiu came in, when she saw me looking at her, Xiaoqiu immediately said with disdain: "Hey, why are you opening your eyes so wide? You don't know me?" Xiaoqiu's sudden appearance made me, a monk Zhang Er, confused, so He said awkwardly: "It's you, what? What's wrong? Why are you back so late?" Xiaoqiu turned on the light, then pursed her lips and said with a SMile: "Tch, I really don't want to come back tonight." Xiaoqiu At this point, he suddenly laughed "haha" twice, and then said: "But if I don't understand my husband's character, isn't it the end of the world? Do you think I don't know? If I don't come back tonight, I'm afraid you will be resentful I will love you forever..." Xiaoqiu said that I was petty, and the way I spoke so decisively made me very depressed. So I subconsciously retorted: "Tch, is it true? I think you are biting Lu Dongbin, right? Are you embarrassed to say that I am petty? If I were petty, would I let you spend all day in my father's house, happy and carefree?" Xiao Qiu said contemptuously. He glanced at me and said with a contemptuous SMile: "Come on, come on, don't deny it. I came back so late on purpose tonight. You see, it's already 11 o'clock. I came back so quietly, and you were so worried." Did you find it? You must have been so angry that you couldn't sleep, right? Haha..." Xiaoqiu laughed out loud as she spoke. That confident look really made me feel a little embarrassed, so I racked my brains to argue. Said: "Damn, I'm alone at Home, why don't I wake up? I have to take care of Xiaobao in the middle of the night. Do you think it's easy for me?" Xiaoqiu looked at me suspiciously, and then said half-heartedly: "Okay. Okay, okay, I can't say anything about you, but ah, youCan you please stop being so hypocritical? I run both ways in the middle of winter, do you think it’s easy for me? Aren't you afraid that you will be jealous and sulky again? "Xiao Qiu spoke with reason and emotion at Xiaoqiu. She probably felt that she couldn't win over me with her lies, so she was going to use the "gentleness tactic". But I really didn't want to hurt Xiao Qiu who came back so late, so I did He had no choice but to say: "Okay, there is hot water in the Bathroom. Wash your feet with hot water and go to bed. "Afterwards, Xiaoqiu quickly washed up, and when she got to bed, she couldn't wait to tell me seriously: "Zhihao." Tonight, don't be joking around. Can I tell you something serious..."? When I saw Xiaoqiu's serious look, I felt a little uncomfortable and stammered: "What's the matter? What's going on? "After I finished speaking, Xiaoqiu looked at my eyes seriously, and then asked eagerly: "Then tell me, you haven't fallen asleep tonight, are you jealous? "After I finished speaking, Xiaoqiu was still staring at me, as if if I told a lie, Xiaoqiu would go crazy and eat me up. So, I was so frightened that I hesitated and said, "It's okay. I must be a little jealous every time I see you getting carried away while playing, right? But, just a little bit..." After hearing this, Xiaoqiu thought seriously for a moment, and then said sadly but sincerely: "husband, we may not be suitable for playing this game. Tonight, I thought a lot. I feel that the lives of three people are too complicated. I really can't take care of the feelings of two men at the same time. Just like tonight, when I felt that you might be jealous, I was immediately confused because I was worried that we would make the same mistake again and make the house uneasy. This kind of life of always being worried and scared, I really I can't stand it..." I looked at Xiaoqiu, who was "unfoundedly worrying", and said calmly: "Haha, you are overthinking. I really wasn't jealous tonight. Have you forgotten that this game is to test the love between us? Do you really think our relationship is so fragile? Xiaoqiu frowned, her face filled with sadness. She stopped thinking for a moment and said, "Hey, I understand the truth." But I really don’t want to continue the test, I’m really a little scared..." Xiaoqiu suddenly said that she wanted to end the game, which surprised me and confused me? So I asked tentatively: "What's the matter? You came back so late just to tell me that you don’t want to play games anymore? So why didn't you come back when I asked you to move back last time? Xiaoqiu looked at me and said, "Last time, I wanted to try it out. Are you really not jealous or are you pretending not to be jealous?" But, tonight I suddenly understood that if you are not jealous at all, I will feel that you don't care about me. However, if you are jealous and I am scared, it means that I may have done something wrong again. Therefore, this degree is really difficult to grasp. I stayed with my father for another week or so, and then we stopped completely. Do you think it will work? " Hearing Xiaoqiu say this, I didn't react for a moment. Because from the beginning to the end, I never thought about letting Xiaoqiu and my father break off forcibly. Because I always felt that if even my father could affect the relationship between me and Xiaoqiu, Emotions, then this relationship is too fragile. I never thought about letting Xiaoqiu break off from her father, maybe because of this.Because, I never believed that my relationship with Xiaoqiu was so fragile, so ordinary, so vulnerable. So I was a little disappointed there, and I asked reluctantly: "Haha, you and dad live under the same roof, can you really completely cut off the relationship? I think it's difficult, right?" As soon as I finished speaking, Xiaoqiu said He retorted: "Why not? It's been more than two years? I have been with him all the time that I should be with him, and he has experienced what he should enjoy. I have really paid a lot for my dad. Especially during this time, I'm trying my best to follow him. If he still can't understand my good intentions, then I won't recognize you as my father." Looking at Xiaoqiu's serious words, let him know. I wanted to laugh for no reason. In fact, at that time, apart from laughing a few times, I didn’t know what to say. When Xiaoqiu saw that I was silent, she asked again: "Why are you laughing?" I said casually and inexplicably: "Haha, I think you are quite sensible, so why don't you just SMile?" Xiaoqiu showed a look of contempt. , said with dissatisfaction: "It's funny, I've always been very sensible, okay? What on earth do you think? Do you think this is okay?" Xiaoqiu's continuous pursuit of questions made me a little at a loss. Because, I am really not willing to have such a "failed ending", and at the same time, I can't find a reason for Xiaoqiu to continue. So I had to say: "You asked too suddenly, and it's very late now. Can you let me think about it carefully and tell you tomorrow?" Xiaoqiu saw the serious look on my face, so she had to say: "Well, Okay." Then he took off his coat, sighed, and started to sleep holding me in his arms a little unnaturally. Seeing Xiaoqiu sighing there made me feel very uncomfortable. I had nothing to say and said, "You idiot, why are you sighing? You should be more confident." Xiaoqiu SMiled politely and said, "You're right. I understand, it’s okay, I just really don’t want to make the same mistake again because of my dad...” Maybe it was Xiaoqiu’s dejection that made me suddenly express my inner unwillingness, and I said unconvincingly: “Look, If we end the game like this, what does it mean? It means that we have been defeated by the game and defeated by reality. It means that our love is actually very ordinary and cannot stand the test..." Xiaoqiu saw that I said so much and tried hard. He raised his head and looked at me curiously. And I said: "You know? When a husband and Wife work together, they can cut through gold. The game has tested us for so long. It's our turn to fight back with our fists." Xiaoqiu was a little surprised and asked: "Haha , how to fight back?" I quickly organized my thoughts, and then said slowly while thinking: "To be honest, you are not with me during this period, and I have thought about a lot of things. You are right. , In fact, we were indeed defeated by the game. As you said some time ago, over the past two years, I have become less and less familiar with you. In fact, you have become less and less trusting of me. The love between us. , It is indeed not as strong as before..." Xiaoqiu looked at me in surprise and panic, SMiled bitterly, and retorted weakly: "I think it's okay if it were another couple, maybe they would have divorced long ago., at least we still care about each other very much..." I looked at Xiaoqiu's guilty conscience and said with a SMile: "But we are not as confident as before. In the past, no matter what big or SMall thing happened, or how embarrassing it was, you would come over and tell me immediately. Because I am your most trustworthy person. In the past, I could always feel your psychological changes immediately. I'm like the roundworm in your belly, I know you better than you know yourself. However, now, I feel that we are far from being as close as before. When Xiaoqiu heard this, he immediately said, "Yes, that's why I don't want to play games anymore, you know?" In the past, I thought that if I left you, I would go crazy and die. But now, I actually feel that even if I leave you, I might be able to live with another man. So, I just want to go back to the life before, just the two of us..." I looked at Xiaoqiu, SMiled and said, "Fool, can you be more confident? If we go back to the past now, it means that we are deserters. How happy do you think we will be in such an embarrassing and elusive love? "Xiaoqiu looked at me in confusion, and I continued to explain: "Many marriages are like this. They are forced to bow their heads by reality, and they have to endure the humiliation and bear the burden and move forward with difficulty. I don’t want our marriage to end up like that. We should stand up and fight back bravely instead of running away. As long as you are willing to go through fire and water with me, that's all. Xiaoqiu SMiled at this time, and then asked: "Haha, my life is yours for the rest of my life. I must have the determination, but you have to tell me how to fight back?" "I moved my body, and then said word by word: "To be honest, it's not that our love is really too fragile, but that the lives of three people are inherently complicated. It's difficult for two people to be of the same mind, let alone three people. Therefore, we must make our love strong enough so that we love each other more and trust each other more, so that our feelings will not be affected by dad. Feelings are like sailing against the current. If we don't advance, we will retreat..." Xiaoqiu began to open up. My eyes listened curiously, and I wanted to say something, but I held it back and said, "It's very simple. To put it bluntly, we should not escape and terminate the game. But let love be sublimated, because as long as we truly love and trust each other, all tests will become vulnerable..." Xiaoqiu pursed her lips and SMiled and said: "Haha, I seem to be able to understand your artistic conception, but I Still don’t know what to do? "I thought for a moment and said, "Look, let me give you an example. You always thought that if I were to be like sister Shuang's husband, something suddenly happened to me. You also have to never marry, as if this is the only way to prove how much you love me, right? "Xiao Qiu was a little dizzy by what I said. She thought hard and said, "I haven't thought about it carefully. I just think that if I leave you, I will never want to find another man again. "Actually, this is a truth. It is because of our deep-rooted traditional thinking. It seems that only by staying safe can we prove how much we loved each other." In fact, if we have loved each other forever,We have loved each other without regrets, so why should we worry unreasonably and use things that have not happened to prove that we love each other? You see, we always have to swear on the future to love each other forever. In fact, using the future as an excuse is just a lack of confidence in the present. At this point, I paused for a moment and concluded: "So, I don't want to be tested by the game anymore, but enjoy the game." I completely understand that as long as this moment, we have truly loved each other and enjoyed unparalleled happiness. Why should I worry about my future life? Even if I suddenly have an accident in the future, whether you will marry another man or not, I will no longer care. Because as long as we truly love each other for even one day, it will be eternity. As long as you cherish the happiness of the moment, you will have a clear conscience and don't have to worry about the distant future at all. "Xiaoqiu couldn't help but SMile and said: "What you said seems to make sense. I seem to understand a little bit. Cherish the present, just do it and cherish it, right..." Looking at Xiaoqiu's stupid look, I had to say: "Almost That's what it means. You see, in "Grey's Anatomy", the hero and heroine are so in love, but they don't even have a marriage certificate

, they just use a sticky note The names of two people were written randomly on the paper on the bedside. If you really love each other, you won't care about so many formalities. True intimacy is the telepathy between two people. If it is affected by the trivial things in the outside world, it cannot be called true love at all. We should not only cherish the present moment, but also enjoy the days when we have each other. If we have truly loved each other, we will have no regrets. Even if we will be separated in the future, and we will be separated for life and death, we will have no regrets. "Xiaoqiu probably still didn't understand. She blinked her eyes and deliberately covered up her embarrassment. And I began to conclude: "So, we can't stop playing, our days will be long in the future. We cannot spend the next few decades suffering like this. On the contrary, we should bravely enjoy the game. Our future is still long, and we still have more happiness to experience together. In the future, we will not only play games, but also play crazier and crazier. As long as you have the heart to go up the mountain of swords and the sea of ​​fire with me..." At this time, Xiaoqiu finally began to understand, and said there: "husband, I understand, I will follow you to kill people like before. I will never regret setting fire or robbing my house, and I will be happy even if I endure all kinds of pain and suffering along with you. I will trust you unconditionally from now on, and I will play whatever you ask me to play. For you, even if I am broken into pieces and thrown into the eighTeenth level of hell, I will have no regrets. "Seeing Xiaoqiu suddenly requoting A'Zhu's classic dialogue to Brother Qiao in "Dragon Part One", I believed that Xiaoqiu had regained her confidence, and the love between Xiaoqiu and I finally began to ignite again. . So, I excitedly struck the iron while it was hot and said: "We must also break through the world and the rules like the heroes and heroines in the novel. You see, the male and female protagonists in "Grey's Anatomy" do not have marriage certificates. Qiao Feng and A'Zhu were so bold in ancient times and ignored the judgment of the world. Then we don’t have to return to a dull and boring life at all.” Speaking of which,I stopped for a moment, because I suddenly had inspiration, and said in one breath: "We must be even crazier than them. Be bolder than A'Zhu and Qiao Feng. Not only do we not want to end the game, we should play even crazier." Xiao At this time, Qiu finally became embarrassed and played the role of a concubine for the adulterer, and asked with a lewd SMile: "Haha, then why do you want to be so crazy? I'll give it a go." I looked at the lovely Xiao Qiu, hesitated for a moment, and said bravely: "Take you Marrying dad, don’t you and dad have a marriage certificate? Why not take this opportunity to get one? The feeling that you still have a place that belongs to me when you marry someone else must be both special and fun. , we should be so confident. Our ordinary love started when you married me, and if we want to transcend ordinary love, break away from the world and truly enjoy the game, it starts when you marry someone else. This is us. At the beginning of the counterattack, we set sail to enjoy the game and enjoy the beginning of happiness." Xiaoqiu looked at me in surprise, her heart beating faster, but at the same time she couldn't hide her joy and asked with a SMile: "This, this business. ? I'm a little scared."