"The Perfect Match Wife Xiaoqiu" - Chapter 033: Only by never forgetting your original intention can you always be successful! Only by showing off your face can you be able to transcend!

There is a saying in the Yanhua Sutra: Only by never forgetting your original intention can you persevere. In marriage, it is actually the same. When every man pursues a woman, he treats her like a goddess, but after he pursues her, he has long forgotten his original sincerity, and in turn bosses her around. Women, too, went from being docile and obedient to men as if they were treasures to being ordered around like maids by men. Everyone has forgotten their original intention. How can we start well and end well? And I was the same. When I got Xiaoqiu's QQ, I was secretly happy for a long time. Later, I was even more happy when I made a voice call with Xiaoqiu. I was flattered to be able to ask Xiaoqiu out to play. . This is how I felt at the beginning. But now, Xiaoqiu has been lying next to me for a month or two, and I haven't even spoken to her properly. Actually, that night, if it weren't for my sister's father-in-law and Wang Dong's affairs that bothered me, maybe I wouldn't have said so much to Xiaoqiu. And when I think that Xiaoqiu has "approved" that I can have a night of indulgence with Wang Dong, and that it can change the situation and relieve my urgent need, to be honest, I am quite excited. After all, I haven't tasted the fishy SMell for a long time, Yu Qing Even if you are angry, you will be a little hungry and thirsty. Yes, Wang Dong is not my type, but the thought of being able to have sex with Wang Dong still makes me look forward to it. Especially, there is a bit of excitement about "sacrifice one's life for righteousness" involuntarily. So, Xiaoqiu, who keeps saying that she doesn’t like her father at all, is so devoted in bed? Could it be that this is also the Pleasure of pure desire? So I asked Xiaoqiu in confusion: "By the way, why don't you write in your diary anymore? I'm very surprised. You said you have no feelings for dad at all. Why do you call dad and husband so affectionately? Why do you shout so hoarsely? Do you think it makes sense why you told me everything you wanted to say to me, then didn’t write anything in your diary, and lied to me so much?” My string of questions turned out to be true. It was difficult for Xiaoqiu to resist. Xiaoqiu frowned and thought hard for a while before saying: "husband, this question is really a bit complicated. Can I think about it for a while? Can I write it to you later?" "No, you have to tell me now..." I don't know why I didn't give Xiaoqiu room to think. Maybe, maybe I don’t want to have to wait for Xiaoqiu to write a diary for a long time. However, although my request was a bit overbearing, Xiaoqiu was also a little powerless and didn't know how to answer, but after thinking about it for a while, she still said: "Well, how should I put it, this matter is really complicated. I have also reflected on it during this time, and I What exactly did I do wrong? But after thinking about it for a long time, I found that if I had to do it all over again, I would probably make the same mistake again. You can tell me that I cheated on you. I did, but as I said in my diary. Same, I really couldn't help myself. At first, I found out that you were jealous, so I didn't want to go to my dad's room to sleep, and I wanted to stop slowly. But then, you let me go again. This is not the key. Dad tied me up and wouldn't let me come back. husband, you always don't want to see disharmony in the Family and hate noisy people. Tell me, how dare I do anything wrong with dad?Love to tell you? So, if you let me choose again, I will probably not tell you, and I will be SMart and try to find a way to get the best of both worlds..." When Xiaoqiu said this, I felt that it was a bit cliche, so I couldn't help but interrupt. Said: "I'm very surprised. When dad drugged you, you dared to tell me why dad tied you up, but you didn't dare to tell me anymore..." "I didn't tell you, you discovered it yourself." Xiao Qiu answered quickly this time, but it made me a little embarrassed. After all, I remembered it wrong, so I stuttered awkwardly: "Oh, oh, that's right. You've always wanted to hide something from the beginning. In fact, if you had found out that your dad had drugged you, you wouldn't have told me, right...? Xiaoqiu thought for a moment and said: "Haha, maybe, but at the same time, from the beginning, I didn't want to make your father and son unhappy because of me. I didn't want to be the kind of daughter-in-law who sows discord. At that time, I was very angry with my father." It's very cruel, right? Even though I knew that Dad had drugged me, I still didn't want you to quarrel with Dad. At that time, I would never defend Dad, right? Who do you think I was protecting at that time? Not to protect you. "Xiaoqiu's words left me a little speechless. Because at that time, I really wanted to scold my father and not play this game. However, Xiaoqiu used her gentleness, thoughtfulness and cleverness to make me feel like the game I can continue playing. Just when I was reCalling the past and the SMart Xiaoqiu, Xiaoqiu said: "But that's not right. If I had found out that Dad had drugged me, I might have told you, because I didn't really want to play this game at the beginning, and the game wasn't that popular. Dad didn't know that you actually knew about me and him. It would be easy for you to deal with it, right? The worst thing is that you just don't play, Dad. Even if you do something wrong, you don’t dare to do anything to us? But this is different from dad kidnapping me, because at this time you already know about my affair with dad, and you also agreed, and the matter has become public. At this time, when you deal with it, you say it is too troublesome, and you can't tell me Dad had a quarrel and wanted to defend me, so if he asked me to choose again, I might make the same mistake again, because in fact, I was also thinking about you at the time..." The first half of Xiaoqiu's sentence was somewhat reasonable and reasonable. The affection is profound, but the second half of the sentence makes me feel that it is a bit unworthy of the name, so I feel a little indignant

and said flatly: "For me Thinking about it, just playing such a hot game with dad? Are you going to repair your hymen? Do you know how embarrassing it is for me to be kept in the dark? Xiaoqiu blushed at what I said, and sighed before saying, "Well, on the one hand, Dad was stalking me, and on the other hand, you were considerate and tolerant of me, and persuaded me to let go and play. Moreover, at that time, Dad I did such an outrageous thing again, but when I thought that you would be jealous, I couldn't help but start hiding it from you and started lying. And once you choose to hide, there will be more lies. It was okay at first, but then you became addicted, because I used to tell you everything, but suddenly I hid it from you, told you nothing, and alsoI promised my dad to go crazy with him. It felt like I was kidnapped on a pirate ship and was raped by my dad. At that time, I could either tell you the whole truth or tell you nothing. This is why I lived and died in the first place. The reason why I don't want to write a diary is because I don't want to tell you a lot of lies in the diary. I comfort myself that as long as I don't write a diary, it means I haven't deceived you. At most, I haven't reported it to you in time. I just did it with my dad. When you were pregnant, you also secretly looked for a lady, and you only told me a year later. And I was thinking the same thing as you. When I get pregnant and can't be with you, I will look for another opportunity, little by little. I am confessing these things to you, because at that time, when I say these exciting things, I can help you with your mouth and make you feel comfortable at the same time. This is how I served you when I was pregnant for the first time..." Xiaoqiu's words almost made me angry to death. If you don't learn the good things, you will learn the bad things very quickly. I hid the fact that she was looking for the young lady, but she still remembered it so clearly. However, it didn't look like Xiaoqiu's words were precise. I made it up on the spot. However, this still didn’t convince me, so I said, “Awesome, do you know how crazy you were at that time? Is this the reason why you enjoy playing so much that you don’t miss Shu? " "I know, I really know that I was playing too much at that time. How to say it? This is all a step-by-step, subtle and gradual process. At the beginning, I wasn’t that crazy, I just wanted a perfect ending. Later, when I thought about breaking up with my dad, I just gave it a half push and my dad’s methods were clever. In short, I was indeed addicted, especially at first I just thought it was a secret, but later I really felt that it was a bit of an affair, and it was honest. I have an affair, so I become more and more addicted. Doing those things behind your back is really inexplicably exciting. How to put it, it was like being kidnapped by gangsters and being raped as much as possible in a place no one knew about. At first, I wanted to resist, but then due to various reasons, I couldn't refuse, so I just wanted to accept it, and then I became addicted to it. I don’t dare to face the reality anymore, I don’t dare to go Home, because when I go Home, others will know the truth, point fingers behind your back, say that you have been ruined by bad people, ask questions, and make you collapse, so, Only now do I understand why women have been defiled by bad people. Why they accept it is actually indulging themselves and not daring to face reality. At that time, I was pretty much the same. I always comforted myself, satisfying my dad first, making myself comfortable first, passing this period first, and then there would always be a chance to slowly confess to my husband. of course, I don’t mean to confess everything. If you are unhappy, maybe I will only confess half and hide the other half. Really, at that time, I kind of liked to be clever..." What Xiaoqiu said at this time must be true, But it still made me very unhappy, so I looked at Xiaoqiu with contempt and said, "Really? Then don’t you think that you satisfy dad in this way, or as you put it, you also satisfy yourself, but you teamed up with dad to deceive me, don’t you think I am embarrassed? What does Dad think? You gave him everything, and you gave it to him secretly behind my back..." After hearing this, Xiaoqiu sighed again and said, "Oh, how should I put it, so this matter is very complicated. It's good to play with dad.You don't have to worry about this or that, but when you play with strangers, you will definitely have a lot of worries. However, everything has pros and cons. Playing with strangers may not be so exciting, but I don’t have to face him all day long. After playing a few times, I will definitely go our separate ways and no one will know anyone else. But with my dad, I have to face him every day. Moreover, I also have to consider Family harmony, have a perfect start and a perfect ending, take care of your feelings, and battle wits and courage with dad. Okay, but it’s been more than a year, how do you want me to handle it? So, if I had it to do over again, I might still choose not to tell you, and then start hiding it in good faith, and I would try to end it perfectly, and in the end I might get deeper and deeper, and the more I play, the crazier I get. After all, that night I I told Dad that I have sacrificed like this, so I will play with you even if I can be crazy. If you don't live in peace of mind, you sincerely want to break up this Family. From now on, if you dare to disrespect Zhihao and don't live a good life, I will not divorce Zhihao, but I will move out of this Home immediately, and you will never want to live with us again. In fact, the effect is still there. During that period, why do you think Dad suddenly became honest, why was he willing to pursue auntie, and why did he stop harassing me? "Xiaoqiu spoke more and more fluently and eloquently, but I fell into hard thinking. No matter how crazy Xiaoqiu played with her father, she really didn't have to worry about being abducted, but she really had to be this crazy. , can it end perfectly? I really only wanted to have a beginning, but I didn’t think about how to end it, because at that time I didn’t expect that I would be jealous of my father and feel that I couldn’t play anymore, and I really couldn’t think of a good ending. This way, it can end perfectly. Yes, if I knew that Xiaoqiu was tied up and could not come back, would I really fall out with my father? Would I really have to waste all my efforts and end up unhappy? So I thought about it and said: "No matter what, no matter how difficult it is to deal with, you should tell me. You are still thinking about not telling me..." "Oh, I should tell you, but you are not that kind of domineering husband. You never care about me. Chatting with the opposite sex and many things encourage me to make my own decisions. That's why I act SMart and make my own decisions. Actually, I don't want to embarrass you. I was indeed a bit SMart at that time, but the effect was not very bad. Although I relied on my dad a little too much, I did feel the stimulation myself. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have relied on my dad so much. And looking back, my dad was also obedient. And I, as you said, enjoyed unprecedented Pleasure. Just imagine, if you did not watch the monitoring, but afterwards, I told you bit by bit through my diary when I was bored during pregnancy. At that time, aunt Shi I also lived here. If you heard about what happened with dad and me, you might not be so angry. So, although what I did was very excessive for you, it was all because of your pet, and you were usually too tolerant of me, so I couldn’t extricate myself from the Pleasure and dared to play with confidence. Although I say Dad is satisfied, but I really enjoy it myself. Among the three of us, you are actually the one who suffers the most. However, I really thought that since you love me so much, I can just act coquettishly with you afterwards.When the Family is harmonious and happy, you may really not blame me too much. I don’t want to deceive you. Unless I know the consequences, if I make another choice, I might make the same mistake again..." At that time, I was really speechless. How could I feel that Xiaoqiu, like my father-in-law, was so bad at telling the truth? Stubborn, so upright, you can't even pretend to be submissive? So, I said depressedly: "Okay, let's just assume that you have difficulties in saying all this, but you will confess to me later, but you ran away from Home. how do you say? Xiaoqiu was silent for a while and said: "It's not that I'm stubborn, nor that I'm stubborn. It's just that I really can't bear to lie to you now. Even if you find out later and know that you secretly installed surveillance, my approach will not be the same." It’s not too silly. I went to your Company because I just celebrated the Chinese New Year and wanted to see you in the Company. I indirectly wanted to let Morfin know how close I am to you. I really didn’t want to make a fuss, you Think about it. Am I that stupid? If I want to make a fuss, I would go to Morfin's house to make a fuss. That way Morfin would be embarrassed. If I go to your Company to make a fuss, it will only make you and myself embarrassed, right? "Xiaoqiu's words were concise and reasonable, but they made me feel very long-winded, so I said impatiently: "I didn't say you went to my Company to cause trouble. I meant that you ran away from Home. You didn't think about it. ? How much impact does it have on your parents, Xiaobao, and me? Is this a sign of loving me and Xiaobao?" Xiaoqiu took a deep breath, sighed deeply and said, "Oh, it was all a mistake. This is the only thing I regret. At that time, I saw You protected Morfin, which really drove me crazy. Afterwards, you ignored me for three days and refused to let me come back. I begged you to take me back, but you didn’t accept. At that time, I was really crazy, too. I can't bear to go back. Now think about it, why do you want to lose face to your husband? How good would it be if I had the shamelessness to go back? If I had gone back instead of running away from Home, I would have cleared up the misunderstanding on the night I went back. As long as I know you didn't dump me on purpose, I won't be angry. Did you know? I dug my heart out for you, played such a bold game with you, and then I was played to pieces, but you secretly installed surveillance, and then kicked me away. How much of a blow do you think it was to me? I listened to my husband and had an affair with my father-in-law, but I was tricked by my husband and dumped by my husband. How do you want me to behave in the future? How much impact will this have on my future life? At that time, I even wanted to die. At that time, I only had hatred for you, no love at all. It can be said that I hated you deeply. The deeper I loved you, the deeper I hated you. When I think about it, you have caused me such harm that I will never be able to recover, and I don’t want you to have an easy time with Morfin. Really, I was too impulsive at the time, so I should have shamelessly come back to you. Even if I am too angry to fight you, I can just give you a hard fight, or I can chop you with a knife. At worst, we will die together. At least we will die in this way. We are together, and we really shouldn’t run away from Home in such a rage..." What Xiaoqiu said made me dumbfounded. She even fought with me, hacked me with a knife, and even wanted to hack me to death. But it’s also true. Among outsiders, the most common thing is that It's better to negotiate and settle the matter without losing face to your Wife or husband.Why do you want to hide? They say that fighting at the head of the bed and fighting at the end of the bed will lead to no acquaintance without fighting. So, maybe a fight between loving couples can really solve many problems. On the contrary, caring about this and that will be counterproductive. If I had put down my shame and grabbed Xiaoqiu's ears and scolded her: "Damn girl, little pervert, are you and dad getting more and more crazy?" Then, with Xiaoqiu's unashamed personality, she would definitely confess a lot to me. However, it is easier said than done. For example, we all know that shameless people often succeed easily, but you can never do it yourself. And after Xiaoqiu and I talked so much, I still couldn’t bear to say that I understood, which belongs to a man. Still, he couldn't get rid of the noble demon of self-esteem in the man's heart, so he said he forgives Xiaoqiu. And just said thoughtfully: "Haha, maybe you are right, maybe the process is just caused by too many misunderstandings, maybe there is nothing wrong. But, you did run away from Home, just like You said the same thing, maybe the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred. I won't be able to forgive you for a while, and maybe I won't be able to forgive you for a long time. And I don't know if I can forgive you again..." Xiaoqiu SMiled after hearing this. He SMiled and said: "I understand, I know how it feels to hate someone, so if you hate me, just hit me. Don't worry. If you hit me now, I won't leave. I will never have the shame to rely on you." , if you still can't forgive me, just kill me, and we will die together. The worst case scenario is that the baby will be given to my parents to raise..." The first half of Xiaoqiu's words sounded very comfortable, but the second half, why did it happen again? ? Been through so much. Why don’t you know how to love your own children? So I had to ask Xiaoqiu: "I'm so dizzy, why are you so irresponsible to Xiaobao?"