The unjust things that happened between me and my cousin

(-) In the beginning, my name is Shi Xiaolei. I have two Brothers. The upper Brother is two years older than me. My Brother has had a higher status than me in the Family since he was a child. I am slightly inferior in terms of study and appearance. The eldest Brother has I have a resolute face, I am about 1.8 meters tall, and I play good golf. The university is a key institution in the south. But I am about 1.75 meters tall, with average appearance, not strong body, and even my academic performance is mediocre. Yong, now studying in a third-rate university. I feel like my elder Brother’s light has always shone on me and I can’t open my eyes, so I feel inferior. Originally, at my age, I should have been working hard in society for several years. As I said, I have my reasons. I will elaborate on them later. The main reason is that my grades have been going up and down, and I am a bit stubborn. Even though my Family wasn't very optimistic about it, I repeated my studies for a year, but in the end I didn't even get into a better university. How about that? It's embarrassing, right? Probably even God sees me as easy to bully. Let me start from my junior high School. The junior high School I am in is the No. 2 Middle School in our county. Among all the junior high Schools in the county, it is not a bad middle School. The students in our School are not like the No. 1 Middle School who are elite soldiers who love to learn, nor are they like those in the countryside. students in middle Schools are uneducated. students in our School basically learn while playing, but their grades are pretty good. That’s when my cousin came into my life. When we were young, our Family lived in the countryside, and we moved to the city after entering junior high School. However, my cousin’s Family has always been in the county town. She is the same age as me. When we were in the first grade of junior high School, we were in the same class. Maybe it was because my second uncle left. I feel like there are too many coincidences with her. When I first started School in the first grade of junior high School, my grades were very bad and I was second to last in our class. At that time, the class Teacher arranged the seats according to the seats, and the good grades were in the front row. I could only sit in the corner of the last row of a classroom. I remember my cousin was right in the middle of the first row. When I first entered middle School, everything felt new. I was a little embarrassed at that time. I had just had a circumcision surgery, and my penis was numb all the time. It was hard to walk. My dad was running the bus in the city, and my mom was selling fruit. , couldn't get around to pick me up, so my second uncle gave the honorable task of "taking care of me" to my little cousin. As I said before, my Family used to be in a rural area, not very close to my second uncle's Family. My second uncle's Family had three children, two boys. My cousin was a super-born child. According to the saying at the time, super-born children were subject to reporting. So my second uncle has never dared to bring her back to his Hometown. Another reason is that she has been growing up in her grandma's house and I have basically never seen her. So when I first met her in junior high School, I was really surprised. Feeling: Beautiful, really beautiful, but I know this is my cousin, I can’t have such thoughts, otherwise it would be Incest. She gave me the impression that she didn't really care about me at first. When she met me for the first time, she didn't look at me directly. She raised her chin high and looked proud. She seemed to glance at me and said, "You're just a little kid." Lei? "I am a stubborn child. I will do to others what others do to me. Her attitude also made me feel inferior, so I said, "That's right."Then I ran out of words and started to look to the side, as if she didn't exist. She felt a little neglected, and seemed to want to express the sense of superiority she had felt since childhood: "Is this the attitude towards your sister? I said who my father asked me to take care of, and it turned out to be a wolf." I know. What did she mean? My father's job in the city was held by my second uncle, as well as my mother's fruit shop. If my second uncle hadn't been working in the police station, these would have been useless. Maybe I was still in the village. Playing in the mud in the field. I didn't say anything and just walked away. Due to little JJ's lack of cooperation, my steps were a bit staggering and I looked a little embarrassed. Well, I was very embarrassed. I only heard Shi Lin shouting from behind: "Hey, Shi Xiaolei, my dad asked me to bring you the medicine!" I pretended not to hear it. This is the scene when we first met, a SMall misunderstanding, ended on bad terms. Speaking of middle Schools and elementary Schools, they are different. In terms of class cadres, when we were in elementary School, we didn’t have that many committee members at all. There were just a squad leader and a few group leaders. In junior high School, the class gradually had study committee members, discipline committee members, and physical education committee members. There are various committee members who are annoying, and Shi Lin, my little cousin, also had the honor of becoming a study committee member. Here I want to talk about our disciplinary committee member. He is taller than us, and he looks quite human-like. Except for his thicker lips, he only has the ability to bully others. He also has a fancy name, Dahu, I don't think he looks like a big tiger, but he is quite a tiger. At that time, it was still popular for us to worship the boss. He had a Brother called Lao Jue. Because he was very good at what he did, he got such a nickname. Lao Jue was a well-known figure in our class and even the School. In the early years, his Brother " It was a great time when he was "in Office". At that time, our current head Teacher happened to be his Brother's class Teacher. Usually his Brother was not convinced by his old class Teacher. Because he held a grudge after being lectured a few times, he went to him after School. Several children in the third grade of junior high School were blocked at an intersection as Lao Ban went Home. Lao Ban was not tall and thin. An adult was beaten to death by several half-grown children. In other words, this is what Lao Jue has been suffering from. Reasons for class suppression. The elder Brother is awesome, the younger brother is also awesome, and the younger brother is naturally awesome... In fact, Lao Jue is quite low-key. He usually doesn't like to stand out. He is the kind of person who doesn't talk much but absolutely no one dares. The kind that hangs in front of him, but Dahu is different. He became the disciplinary committee member and coaxed him to be awesome. On the second day of School, he stood on the podium and gave a speech. He planned to stand up and tell anyone who wanted to disobey. Just pass under his fist, or be honest and obedient. Don't talk nonsense or make SMall moves during self-study in class. While talking, you would look in the direction of my little cousin from time to time, as if to show how powerful you are. I didn't notice it at first, but when I thought about it a long time later, I realized that Dahu also had a crush on my little cousin. My deskmate was ranked last in the competition with me. He looked quite vulgar, and even had a SMall parting that was very popular at that time. He was a traitor in the world. What I can't stand the most is when he picks his nose while pulling my arm and Calling me: "Hey, Xiaolei..." Whenever this happensI usually roll my eyes and hide away, mainly because I am afraid that his products will get on my clothes, which makes him look quite innocent. Let’s call this guy Zhou Zhou. In fact, he was very stubborn with me later. When we had nothing to do, we discussed in private who was the class star of our class. The conclusion was that Shi Lin was the absolute overlord. of course at that time, he was still I didn't know that Shi Lin was my direct blood relative. When he said that he would marry Shi Lin in the future, I almost didn't punch him. In the next few days, I was basically the last one to leave after School. of course, my little cousin was also the last one to leave with me, but she was quite indifferent to me. We usually left in tandem, and she helped me carry the bags. Carrying my Schoolbag and not talking to me, this was actually enough to lighten my burden. I wasn't at the point where I needed someone to help me walk. It can be seen that she actually doesn't want to have anything to do with me, but this task was assigned by her second uncle after all. He is the head of the Family, so he must be dignified. In fact, she mentioned it once and asked if she wanted to help. I said I could walk by myself, and she was happy and relaxed. It was during that half month that I felt I had fallen in love with her. Seeing her carrying a Schoolbag on her back and carrying another in her hand, struggling a bit, made me feel particularly cute. of course, I was very young at that time, and the feeling of liking was only hazy, uncertain but easy to develop. What is more realistic is that she is my cousin, and I can't have any thoughts about her. Although I am young, this The reason is still clear. At that time, my second uncle's Family lived on the South Street of the County, and my Home was on the East Street of the County. After getting off the bus, we still had to walk for a while. She always walked farther than me. Although she also had a bicycle, she still chose to "take care of me." She wanted to ride the bus with me. The buses at that time were broken and the SMell on the bus was not good. It was quite embarrassing for a girl like her who loves to be clean. I have kept these in mind. , so although she is still cold and indifferent to me, I know that she is a very responsible and strong girl, and she will definitely get things done if she promises others. Compared with other girls in our class who only know how to hang out with boys or only know how to study, she is already my favorite. Half a month later, my lower body was basically SMoother. At least I no longer needed her to help me carry my bag. So that morning I told Shi Lin that I could leave by myself after School in the afternoon and I no longer had to ask her to carry my bag. She said calmly Oh, I opened the book and started reading. I couldn't see any expression on her face. I thought she would be a little disappointed. It seemed that I was being sentimental. On the contrary, I felt empty in my heart. Maybe for someone like me, if I weren't related as a relative, people wouldn't even take a look at me. She is so aloof, and I'm just a toad. As the saying goes, all toads want to eat swan meat. Although we have never thought about eating swan meat, we always want to SMell the fragrance of swans. Returning to his seat, Zhou Zhou still SMiled flatteringly at me: "Xiao Lei, I heard that Shi Lin is your cousin?" I didn't say anything to him, expressing my acquiescence. He continued to flatter me and said: "Xiao Lei, we don't need to say more about our relationship, right? When will you help me make a match?"ah? " I looked at him from top to bottom and said: "Virtue~! He seemed unwilling to give up, picking his nostrils and continuing to ask me about Shi Lin. I said to him seriously: "Zhou Zhou, don't have any ideas about her. My second uncle married her by fingertips when he was a child." , that guy lives next door to us, he’s half a head taller than you, and he’s from No. 1. "Actually, I was just lying at the time, but Zhou Zhou believed it. He was so depressed that he licked his nose and muttered: "Hey, why don't you just give me a chance?" "I laughed out loud. I don't know why, but I always feel like I don't allow others to pursue or possess Shi Lin. I know that in her heart, I don't even count! (2) Not long after Xiao Dou started School One afternoon during the self-study class, I looked in the direction of Shi Lin from behind. There were four people in a row over there, two There are two men and two women. On the left of Shi Lin is a boy wearing glasses, who looks thinner than me. On her right is a girl who is average-looking. As mentioned before, we are ranked according to our grades, and the four in the middle are even more so. The elite of our class, the top four. The boy’s name is Wei song, and the girl’s name is Zhang Dan. From junior high School to high School, we basically judge heroes by their grades. No matter who you are, as long as you have good grades, you will be the apple of our eye. , the Teacher's darling, the idol of his classmates. This is what Wei song is like. The key is that he has pride and is usually very cool. Even Dahu, the disciplinary committee member, is afraid of him, otherwise he will report to the class Teacher casually. It was enough for those who opposed him to wear their shoes for a while. Looking at Wei song who was discussing the problem with Shi Lin, I didn't know why, but I suddenly felt so sad that I couldn't help myself. I am not as ambitious as my elder Brother, so I have always been a nuisance to my parents and a headache for them since I was a child. I am rebellious, stubborn, love to fight, love to get into trouble, and I am unwilling to drop out of School after failing exams again and again. It seems that I have to prove to others that I can do well in the exam, but the result is poor. I am tragic. I am not a genius. On the contrary, I am a fool. Haha, although I was admitted to college, I was not in the upper class. My parents were too embarrassed to mention it to my relatives and neighbors. So, when I saw Wei song discussing issues with my little cousin and he was so close, I felt indignant. I touched Zhou Zhou’s arm. He whispered: "Zhou Zhou, do you want Shi Lin to like you? "Zhou Zhou's eyes suddenly flashed with excitement, and he said with laughter: "I think about it, I want to die, Xiaolei, your brain is enlightened, do you want to win over your Brother? I chuckled and said, "Look at the kid in the middle?" The guy wearing glasses, probably called Wei song, is probably the one you want to eradicate first. " Zhou Zhou also happened to see Wei song, who was getting very close to my cousin. The guy's eyes narrowed, which gave him a more sinister feeling, and he said, "Xiao Lei, I'll take care of him after School this afternoon. "I chuckled and said nothing. At that time, School had only started for less than a month, and Zhou Zhou could handle whoever he asked. After School in the afternoon, there were more people at the School gate.A few half-grown children, about two or three years older than us, were chatting with each other's shoulders. Zhou Zhou greeted them and started to share cigarettes with them. By the way, he introduced me to them. They saw that I was weak and didn't care much. , said a lukewarm hello and forgot about it. These boys are all Brothers of Zhou Zhou’s Brother. Zhou Zhou’s Brother is pretty good at No. 2 Middle School, but he likes to eat alone and doesn’t like to share good things with others, so there are only a few of them. He was a gangster Brother who didn't care much about his Brother's personality. Apart from them, Zhou Zhou, his Brother basically didn't have many friends. However, this group of people was famous for fighting fiercely. I heard that there was a group fight with a group of people from No. 1 Middle School. The guy was so frightened that he ran to the Office, only to be beaten up by several people from his Brother Zhou Zhou in front of the Teacher. It felt like causing havoc in heaven. So they have a bit of a nickname. As soon as Zhou Dagang is mentioned in the second middle School, someone should know that he is a ruthless character. But his younger brother Tuesday Gang, also known as Zhou Zhou, is not very famous. We SMoked for a while, and Wei songcai walked out slowly, holding his bicycle, talking and laughing with a girl. The girl didn't know him at first, but now he looks familiar to her. She probably lives in the same place as him. neighbor. There was a hot-tempered guy named Aotian among Zhou Zhou's Brother's group, and it was probably this name that inspired him. Zhou Zhou signaled that Wei song was coming, and before he could give the order, he rushed over. Later, It also proves that there are only two endings for this kind of people in the future, living and staying in the prison, and dying and staying in hell. Impatient is not the best. Ao Tian didn't know where he came up with a stick in his hand, and he slapped it on Wei song's back indiscriminately. Wei song was probably frightened and didn't even have the slightest sense of resistance. The girl had already been frightened and cried. With the bicycle next to him, he didn't know whether to leave or report to the Teacher. He probably played with a stick seven or eight times. Wei song covered his head and howled into a ball on the ground, crying for mercy. I saw that it didn’t mean much anymore, so I wiped it from behind, hugged Aotian and said, "Hey, hey, Brother, okay, okay, if you hit me again, you will be killed." Several other people probably died. He had gone through some scenes. Although he was not very young, he could still tell the difference in strength between the enemy and ourselves, so he had no intention of taking action. Zhou Zhou came over and scolded Wei song, kicked him, and pulled Ao Tian away. The SB was still shouting like a gangster: "Let go, let go!" Attracting many people to watch. In that situation, the Teacher just turned away and walked away, thinking, except for his own children, who would care? ! Wei song curled up on the ground, not knowing whether he was really dead or fake. I touched my nose and walked over, squatted down, and pulled him. He was obviously shaking. I said, "Get up, and if you have nothing to do, go Home quickly. Do you know what to complain about today?" Wei song lay on the spot, not speaking, but seemed to be listening to me. I said, "Does Zhou Dagang of our junior high School know?" Then he turned back and pointed at Zhou Zhou: "This is his biological Brother. If you didn't offend anyone else, you didn't get this beating in vain! Don't even think about suing the Teacher, just stay away from Shi Lin. That's right." After all, he was just a kid. He wanted to hint that he had offended Zhou Zhou, but he accidentallyMy selfishness was exposed, and my tone sounded as if I was the one who wanted to beat him up. Wei song didn't dare to get up and looked at Aotian and his gang with their faces on the ground. They didn't say anything, and neither did Zhou Zhou. I said: "Get up and go Home quickly. It's okay." Then he climbed up carefully and limped away while holding the bicycle leg. Faintly, he could see water dripping from his lower body, which was so emotional. The child was so scared that he peed. The girl who was with her cautiously followed her with her bicycle. (3) Did you see it? This is retribution. I watched them walk away, and then I said to the group of people behind me: "Let's go, Brothers. I'll treat you to my dear friends. Let's get to know each other well today." This made people SMile. Hey, didn't I just steal your scene? As for that? Originally, this matter should have come to an end, but there happened to be an interlude. About the third day after SMashing Wei song, Wei song came to class as usual. I wonder if his Family noticed? Those seven or eight sticks are all strong enough. Could this kid resist the beating? All in all, it's a fog. Zhou Zhou and I had spring and autumn dreams during the day as usual, and we had no idea what the Teacher was talking about. Finished, go to the toilet. The toilets at that time were large public toilets. Zhou Zhou was squatting in the one near the door and SMoking a cigarette. I was peeing in the one farthest from the door. At this time, a group of half-grown children rushed into the toilet in chaos, probably in the third or second grade of junior high School. Judging from their appearance, they were all characters from the School. The most annoying thing was that the name they shouted was someone else. It’s exactly my and Zhouzhou’s names. It was also a coincidence that Zhou Zhou ran into someone's eyes. He was closest to the toilet. One of them said: "Just him, beat him up!" Before poor little Zhou Zhou could even lift his pants, several people pulled him down and gave him a violent beating. beat. I was a little confused at the time, thinking that Wei song wanted to have sex with me. Although I had had countless fights in elementary School, it was nothing. Children were just playing house, how could it be the same as in junior high School? To be honest, I was always scared at the time with these little desperate brats. run? The toilet is blocked. Leave? That means he will definitely be beaten. While hesitating, he heard a violent roar like exploding spring thunder: Who hit my Brother? ? ! Zhou Dagang arrived. Zhou Dagang led Aotian's gang and rushed in. The people Wei song found started to confront them, and it was a melee. But fortunately, these people all knew each other, and the leader seemed to know Zhou Dagang. When he heard that he was his younger brother, he said a lot of polite words and SMoked with each other before letting it go. I escaped the disaster just like that. The most pitiful person was little Zhouzhou. He was repaired and his appearance was beautiful and colorful. Every time I think about this section afterwards, I can’t help but laugh. Damn it. It’s because of this incident that I gave Shi Lin a bad impression for the first time since we got acquainted with her. That day she asked me to go to the back of the teaching building, because that was where the bicycles were parked, and no one would go there during recess. Shi Lin seemed to be angry and said: "Xiao Lei, I heard that you asked someone to beat Wei song?" I was originally wondering what she wanted to do with me, but it turned out that it was because of Wei song.I said nothing and turned my head away. Shi Lin seemed very excited and said: "Why are you so bad? I heard from my uncle that although you are usually naughty, you are not bad. I think you are completely a bad person! It's really disappointing that my dad still lets me look at you. "I feel a little aggrieved. Although I planned the beating of Wei song, I didn't touch him. So I said a little irritably: "You have to take care of it. My parents don't care about me and the kidnapping you did?" Shi Lin didn't seem to expect this attitude of mine. She gave me a hateful look and said: " Okay, Shi Xiaolei, I don't care about you and I have no rights, but I finally understand who you are, a bad guy!" After saying that, he ran towards the teaching building without looking back. I stayed where I was, petrified. I originally wanted to explain to her, I wanted to admit my mistake, but why did I have to be so forceful? I hate myself a little bit. For a long time after that, my cousin, who didn’t like to talk to me at all, never said a word to me, and she didn’t even make eye contact. I was probably like air in her eyes. Stuff. To be honest, I am very depressed. (4) What am I doing? Coming back to Dahu, he is becoming more and more arrogant day by day. At the beginning, he only cared about the face of the class Teacher, but later he "monopolized power". It seems that three classes a year have become his world. He made noises in class all day long and bullied the children. The two children he bullied were named Liu Jin and Hong Chao. The two of them are actually Lao Jue's right-hand men. They usually help Lao Jue carry water, tea and take-out meals. Lao Jue also likes these two children and doesn't tend to use excessive violence towards them. Occasionally he loses his temper. Kick their butts, or say that this big tiger has no expression. Seeing Lao Jue bullying these two children, he also bullied them. In fact, Lao Jue didn't say anything on the surface, but he was already very unhappy in his heart, but due to the The relationship of thanksgiving was not shown. One of them is named Liu Jin. He is quite handsome in today's terms. He is not short, and he is the art committee member of the class. He has learned to draw since he was a child. He usually takes care of the blackboard newspapers and other things for the class himself. The most important thing, the most important thing, he used to live upstairs in my cousin’s house, and we were childhood sweethearts~! So every time Big Tiger bullies Liu Jin, my cousin feels a little uncomfortable. After all, she is playing with her childhood friends, but she is not a girl who can come out to seek justice. Besides, Big Tiger is used to biting people, so she I could only scold him in my heart. But one time, my cousin couldn't help it. That time the class published a blackboard newspaper. Because my cousin’s handwriting was good, slender and elegant, the Teacher assigned her to publish a blackboard newspaper together with Liu Jin. It seemed that it was National Day as the theme, so I forgot about it. At that time, the blackboard papers were done in the back during self-study. My cousin and Liu Jin were arranging plans. Maybe their voices were a little higher. At this time, Dahu happened to be chatting with a few people in the front row. This was his Privilege, others can't chat, he can. Maybe it was jealousy, but when he saw Liu Jin making plans with my cousin, he got angry and started roaring on the podium: "mom, Xiao Jin, come here!" Liu Jin looked confused. WalkWhen he arrived at the front of the classroom, still holding a newspaper clip in his hand, Dahu Zhaozhao pulled his hand on Liu Jin's face and made a mouthful of words. Five palm prints appeared on Liu Jin's face. His face was red and he glared a little aggrieved. Holding a big tiger. "stare at your mother, don't you accept it?" Dahu shouted arrogantly to Liu Jin, and the whole class fell silent. Others can ignore it, but my cousin can't stand it. She took her precious study time to publish this blackboard newspaper, so she can't afford to delay it. Besides, seeing her childhood friend being bullied, she can't suppress her anger for a long time. When she came up, she shouted to Dahu angrily: "Zhang Dongfan, you're going too far!" Dahu was stunned for a few seconds, maybe he didn't expect that a little girl could talk to him like this, and then he laughed again, a little bit He said jokingly: "What are you doing? Aren't you happy about beating your little one?" At this time, there were several malicious laughs in the class. My cousin's face turned red with anger, she ran to the front of the classroom and glared at Dahu and said, "Zhang Dongfan, be careful what you say!!" My cousin's behavior only aroused Dahu's grandstanding mentality. He was a bit mean. He said: "Haha, why should I pay attention? Let me tell you, I just want to beat your little one and make you feel bad!" Dahu snatched the newspaper clip and slapped Liu Jin on his calf. At this moment, My cousin stepped in front of Liu Jin, and the clip hit my cousin's calf firmly! I didn't know what I felt at the time, I felt so distressed. That silly girl didn't even say a word of pain, she stood there stubbornly, like the patron saint of the boy behind her. This was probably the reason why Liu Jin fell in love with her wholeheartedly. Bar. Because I felt so distressed, my head was so hot that I was no longer afraid of Dahu, who usually dared not look directly at him. Just when Dahu was feeling a little regretful and a little complacent, a figure much shorter than him appeared. In front of him, there followed an old punch. To be honest, I felt like I was going crazy at the time. Although I am writing calmly now, I have lost my mind. After the punch, I didn’t even give him a chance to react. I grabbed a stool and shined a light on the big tiger’s head. Wow, I forgot whether the class was quiet or moving at that time. I only knew that the big tiger was hiding from me like a madman, completely losing its previous majesty, and I just felt that my mind was blank, only mechanical movements remained. No one would have thought that I, who was half a head shorter than Dahu, would go crazy and hit Dahu with blood on his face. Even I could not imagine that, to be honest. What happened later was even more frustrating. My parents and I were invited to the School to compensate for their injuries. I won’t tell you how much the compensation was. I was criticized by the whole School. There were several big notices with black and white letters posted, and they were distributed. The major bulletin boards on campus looked like they were dying. At that time, I felt like I couldn’t even lift my head. What do I mean? A hero saves a beauty? Not really. At most, he could be regarded as the perpetrator of a vicious incident. In fact, he should be expelled. This is because my second uncle had an affair. I won’t go into the details. In short, I can be regarded as a lost man. It’s mid-December in the blink of an eye. Here I have to add something about the last fight with Dahu. Some people may ask why Lao Jue didn’t take care of it, but I won’t go into it.Well, Dahu is usually very capable, and he always bullies his little Brothers in front of Lao Jue. Lao Jue has long annoyed him. Besides, I have a good relationship with Lao Jue. It was popular to listen to WALKMAN at that time, so I gave him He had sorted out a few boxes of cassette tapes, which was considered as a way to gain face, and he also gave me this face. Later, Lao Jue even beat up Dahu. (5) The birthday thing is like this. Hong Chao once got two walkie-talkies out of nowhere. At that time, BP machines were not affordable for us students who were neither rich nor poor, let alone a copycat Big Brother. , this stuff was new at the time. When Dahu saw several students surrounding Hong Chao, he pulled them apart and saw the gadget in his hand. He began to ask in a money-obsessed manner: "Hong Chao, whose walkie-talkie is this?" Hong Chao said Seeing that it was Dahu, he was a little scared and said: "I got it for Brother Jue." Dahu ignored him and played with the walkie-talkie to himself and said: "Leave it to me. Brother Jue and I, who can we let go?" It's the same everywhere." He never expected that Lao Jue would be annoyed by this matter. There were a lot of people on the street that day. In the middle stood Lao Jue and Da Hu. Lao Jue was wearing military leather shoes with steel plates on the front. He kicked Da Hu in the face. Da Hu fell to the ground and was pulled by Lao Jue's hair. Get up and kick again. After a few rounds, the big tiger will basically become a sick cat. It got a lot colder while we were talking. That day, Shi Lin took the initiative to call me and said: "Shi Xiaolei, it's my birthday today, and my dad asked you to come to my house for dinner." I responded calmly on the surface, but in fact I was already secretly excited, wasn't it? I have never eaten at my second uncle's house. On the contrary, I have eaten at my second uncle's house many times, but today is different. Today is Shi Lin's birthday. I have been restless all morning. I didn’t listen to anything the Teacher said. I just thought about what gift to give to Shi Lin. This is the first time I celebrate someone else’s birthday and the first time I give a gift to someone. I took sick leave in the afternoon and skipped School to pick out a gift for Shi Lin. In fact, I didn’t have much pocket money at that time. My parents knew that I was fooling around and started to reduce my expenses. I could only save from food money. At that time, I basically didn't have the habit of eating breakfast. My lunch was fried noodles from the School gate. I also saved a considerable amount of money, a few hundred. I usually used the money to buy some cigarettes and gadgets. At that time, half-cut leather gloves were still popular. I bought a pair and wore them on my hands to show off for a while. Now that I think about it, it doesn’t protect me from the wind and the cold. It’s so SB. ah. I walked around and around the streets of the county town, which was not very prosperous at that time, thinking about what to buy better. Suddenly, I thought, doesn't my cousin like to read books? I'll just buy the book. In fact, I think it’s quite tacky now, but at that time, the price of one book was enough to buy several delicious meals. For a Family like ours, which was not very wealthy, it was considered a luxury item, so I bought a set out of frustration. , three books of "The Ordinary World", which used up a large part of my Family's resources, but since I was buying a gift for my little cousin, I couldn't be vague about it, and I didn't even blink an eye. In fact, I read a lot of books at that time, but I had never read "The Ordinary World". I saw those three thick books placed in the most conspicuous place in the bookstore. It was quite shocking. The big-character poster said it was "Memorial Road".Yao, I've never even heard of Lu Yao. I really watched "The Ordinary World" when I went to Suzhou to visit my eldest cousin. Around 2002, I was lying alone in the park. For two or three days, apart from going to Carrefour to buy some food, I only had time to read. Later, I read it twice, in 2004 and last year. Many years later, I went to my second uncle’s house and occasionally went to Shi Lin’s room. I can see that these three books are completely placed in the most conspicuous position on the bookshelf. They look a bit old, but the style is still the same, which shows how much my cousin loves these books. In the evening, I played King of Fighters for two hours in the game arcade. I rode my bicycle to my second uncle's house without even taking my Schoolbag. To my surprise, Shi Lin stood outside the door and seemed to be waiting for someone. Haha, I think she was waiting for someone. As for me. I said, "Shi Lin, who are you waiting for?" It was a bit like asking knowingly. Shi Lin SMiled and said, "You're here. You go in first. I'll wait for Liu Ran." Oh, it turns out you weren't waiting for me. She felt extremely disappointed and went in a little dejected. Could it be that Shi Lin was a little bit disappointed? Don't you care?