"The Perfect Match Wife Xiaoqiu" - Chapter 029, Xiaoqiu who dares to love, hate, go crazy and play

I remember that night, when I just got Home from get off work, Xiaoqiu pulled me Home uneasily, and then said to me with a sad face: "Oh, I'm so annoying, husband, let me tell you something, don't be angry... "What's the matter?" "Oh, dad went out to work, but I really didn't know anything. At noon today, dad said he had something to say to me, so I said, don't follow me when Zhihao is not at Home. He talked and then ignored him. I didn’t pay attention to him in the afternoon. But when I was cooking in the evening, I saw a letter on the table. I opened it curiously and read it. It turned out to be written by my father. Dad said in the letter. , at Home, I was afraid that we would be embarrassed, so I went out to work

. My husband, here is the letter..." Xiao Qiubian As he said that, he gave me the letter, and I opened the letter out of curiosity. I saw my father writing in the letter: Zhihao, when I am at Home, it will affect your relationship to some extent. You see, I am awkward. I feel uncomfortable myself. So, I found a job as a janitor at the Julong Electronics Factory in Xiyang Town, Hanzhong City. I will work here for a few years. When Xiaoxia goes to work, if you want me to come back to visit the supermarket, I will Come back again. This is good for everyone. After reading my father’s letter, I didn’t particularly agree with it, but after thinking about it, I also felt that this idea was feasible. After all, the three of them struggled together for the so-called superficial harmony, but they were exhausted physically and mentally. Now, my father goes to work "honestly", which makes me feel a lot more relaxed. After all, at the very least, outsiders will only say that my father went to work to make money, and they will not say that the Family "cannot understand life." of course, my father went to work. The happiest person was Xiaoqiu. Xiaoqiu suddenly seemed to feel "as light as a swallow" and her energy was much better. In the days after her father left, Xiaoqiu even couldn't help but SMile from time to time. As for me, my father left and Morfen ignored me, leaving me and Xiaoqiu "dependent on each other." Therefore, my relationship with Xiaoqiu was gradually easing. However, I did not expect that extreme joy can lead to sadness. Maybe Xiaoqiu was too happy. One night a few days after his father left, after turning off the lights, Xiaoqiu suddenly asked me out of curiosity: "husband, tomorrow is Sunday and I can't sleep. Do you want it?" " I don't want to..." After I replied indifferently, I remembered that Xiaoqiu couldn't help but masturbate with her father's Underwear when she was abstinent for a month, so I couldn't help but asked coldly: "Can't you hold it in anymore?" Xiaoqiu was indeed not deceitful, and she opened her mouth and said: "How is it possible? How could I have such a big desire? I haven't done it for only two or three months, how could I think about it?" Xiaoqiu's nonsense made me very unhappy, so I immediately laughed and said: " Really? After a month of abstinence during the Spring Festival, who couldn't hold it in anymore and secretly masturbated with his father's Underwear?" Xiaoqiu was stunned by my words. She didn't say anything for a long time, but after thinking about it for a while, she sighed. He said again: "Oh, yes, I couldn't help but masturbate. It was just a physiological reaction, but at least I didn't ask dad to do it, right? When I think about you being drunk and having to abstain from sex for a long time, I really feel It’s so uncomfortable to hold it in..."Xiaoqiu's explanation did not satisfy me, so I said in a displeased manner: "Don't explain anymore, the more you explain, the more disgusting it will be..." I was bored and didn't want to go on, but Xiaoqiu became excited. Na said anxiously and frustratedly: "husband, I'm really not that lewd person, and I didn't quarrel with you at that time. Is it normal to want to do this?" If I knew you were unhappy, I would definitely keep to myself. Not to mention not masturbating, I could even control myself from having random thoughts..." Finally, my relationship with Xiaoqiu eased a bit, so I ignored Xiaoqiu because I was too lazy to discuss the matter. , after all, Xiaoqiu only masturbated and did not do it with her father. Maybe she thought about it in her heart, but she resTrained her rationality. But compared to my avoidance and didn't want to talk about it, Xiaoqiu's reaction was very strong. I ignored her. I actually got a little crazy, and even cried with excitement: "Oh, I'm so annoying, how can I explain it to you? You must think I'm very naughty and have no control at all, right? Oops, I can't stand it anymore, I'm going crazy..." As Xiaoqiu said, she became more and more crazy. I don't know whether it was because of the excitement or the reason for crying. In short, I was a little crazy there. I don't know why Xiaoqiu The reaction was so strong and she had done so many embarrassing things. Do you still care about this one? So I turned my back to her and ignored her. However, Xiaoqiu seemed to be possessed and actually got up and squatted down on me. On the bedside, he cried anxiously and asked: "Hubby, please speak, do you think I am the kind of lustful woman who can't hold back her desires? "When I saw how crazy Xiaoqiu was, I couldn't help but answer, so I said truthfully: "Don't ask me, I only know that you couldn't hold it in and masturbated with daddy's Underwear. As for what kind of woman you are, I couldn't tell for a while, I only saw the facts..." Upon hearing this, Xiaoqiu gasped a few times with excitement, then collapsed on the ground, and then lay on the ground crying inconsolable. When I saw Xiaoqiu, Qiu was crying again, and said a little impatiently: "Can you stop crying and go back to bed? "But Xiaoqiu still kept sobbing, and even choked up with tears at one point. In the end, she cried heartbreakingly: "Humph, I'm so tired, I'm really tired..." Xiaoqiu was like this This was the first time I saw her crying like a peasant woman who lost her father. I was so frightened that I quickly said, "Why are you crying so loudly?" The window is not closed. The neighbor will hear me later. Do you hear me telling you to go to bed quickly...? " Seeing that I was angry, Xiaoqiu stumbled onto the bed while choking, but she still cried softly and said something: "I'm really not as lewd as you think, but I don't know how to be with you. "Explain, I'm so tired, I can't breathe." In the end, I don't know how long I cried, but Xiaoqiu actually took her notebook and went to Xiaobao's room. She also said to me: "husband, I can't sleep, I'll go Xiaobao's room, write something from my heart, you can sleep peacefully..." Xiaoqiu's violent reaction was a little difficult for me to understand, but there was nothing I could do about it, so I thought about it for a while and went to bed. The next morning, because it was Sunday, I had a falling out with Morfin again and had nowhere to go, so II slept very soundly, and it wasn't until Xiaoqiu walked in with red eyes that I realized that it was already bright in the early summer morning. After Xiaoqiu came in, she rubbed her haggard eyes, then handed the notebook to me, and said: "Dear husband, this is what I wrote last night. I will squeeze the toothpaste for you. After brushing your teeth, you Take your time, I'll make breakfast..." I was puzzled by Xiaoqiu's abnormality, so after brushing my teeth, I lay on the bed and picked up my notebook. Xiaoqiu had already opened the text, and there was no question. , I read at the beginning: You men, there is a saying that is crude but not crude: You would rather marry a Prostitute as your Wife than a Whore. I was so crazy when I knew that I was so bad in your heart. I even broke down so much that I wanted to commit suicide by hitting the wall. But when I thought about my father doing such a childish thing, I felt that I could no longer be so childish and could no longer cause trouble to my husband. That's why I kept crying and couldn't sleep because I felt that our marriage could not be repaired. "Just like I can't explain to you the matter of masturbating with dad's Underwear. I asked myself while lying in bed, am I lascivious? Am I mean? I thought about it for a long time. Maybe, I am lustful, wanton, bold, and mean... But I really don’t want to admit that I am just the kind of bad woman who is full of desires but can’t control herself. I have always felt that most women in the world can control their desires. There is really no woman who would abandon her loving husband purely for sex. Having said that, but just like what my husband said, no matter how much I explain, I can’t cover up the fact that I was masturbating with my dad’s Underwear. I tried to recall why I couldn't help but masturbate with my dad's Underwear at that time. However, after I thought about it seriously, I realized that at the beginning, I didn’t even think about enduring it. I didn’t want to endure it, so how could I endure it? And why don’t I want to endure it? First, I thought no one knew. People will always do some weird things in an unsupervised environment. For example, there are a few women who dare to admit that they have never been secretly curious and peed standing up when they were taking a shower at Home. Who can guarantee that they will do it when they are alone? , also like the sages? I'm just an ordinary woman. Second, it’s not the first time I masturbate with my dad’s Underwear. I've taken it before, and my husband wasn't angry. And he also praised me for being a person who does whatever I want. Therefore, at that time, I never thought about restraining myself. Just imagine, if my husband had always been very strict and rigid in his requirements for me, I would not masturbate no matter how much I couldn't help it. Really, I didn’t even think about enduring it. How could you ask me to endure it? of course, again, although I masturbated with my Underwear, it only showed my physical desire. So intellectually, the actual situation is that I was the only one who was the most active in helping my dad arrange blind dates, and in private The pressure forced Dad to pursue aunt Shi properly. When the original desire came, I inadvertently failed to control it, because my husband doted on me and gave me the most relaxing space in marriage. I never thought about restraining myself, nor did I think that my husband would be angry when he saw it. But even if I don't resTrain myselfNo matter if I can't hold it back, then you can't deny the efforts I put in when I was rational, right? Also, why did you have desire at that time and masturbate with your dad’s Underwear? First, during that time, I hadn’t done it for a long time. After the Chinese New Year, I only did it for one night on Valentine’s Day with my dad. I didn't do it at other times, and I didn't do it with my dad during the Chinese New Year period, so I couldn't help but think that it was really just an instinctive reaction. Besides, I'm not frigid. Furthermore, even though I don’t love Dad, I still plan to break up with him. However, when I suddenly saw the man who used to be so clingy to me and was so kind to aunt Shi, I felt a little bit disappointed. It was like, an ugly woman likes you, even if you don't like her, but suddenly, even this ugly woman doesn't like you. I like you, but on the contrary, I turn around and chase an ugly guy who is not as good as you. Are you feeling a little disappointed? So, intellectually, I wish aunt Shi would get married as soon as possible, but deep down, I feel more or less disappointed. Maybe this is the greedy nature of human beings. But no matter what, I didn't destroy Dad and aunt Shi. On the contrary, I kept trying to bring them together. Also, perhaps the most important point, I masturbated with my dad’s Underwear, mainly because I felt a little empty. After all, he lost my Virginity to me on Valentine’s Day. Yes, I have to confess this matter sooner or later. During that time, I really went crazy and wanted to use the most perfect way to end my relationship with my father. So during the Spring Festival, I went for hymen repair surgery and then experienced it on Valentine’s Day. The intense Pleasure of having your Virginity lost again and again. I wanted to use this special way to end the relationship with my father. I thought to myself that with my husband, losing the first night marked the beginning of a lifetime, but with my father-in-law, on the contrary, losing the first night ended the bad relationship. So after the craziness on Valentine’s Day, the desire was indeed greater during that period. It was really like when I lost my Virginity to my husband, I felt so empty and wanted, so I unknowingly took my father's Underwear and masturbated. But, again, my desire was pushed to the extreme by my husband's pampering and my father-in-law's forbidden love. The craziness on Valentine's Day night really drove me crazy. However, I still don’t want to admit that I can’t control my desires. At least, I haven’t had sex with my dad since Valentine’s Day, and I actively tried to set up aunt Shi and my dad. Today, I have almost confessed what I need to confess. Maybe I am really rotten in my husband’s heart, maybe I am really spoiled by you, maybe I really have gone too far, and I am really confused. First of all, For the first time, I doubted whether my husband could understand me and forgive me. I am indeed playful and a bit naughty, but when I first started dating you, I was not like this and was very conservative. Therefore, I feel that my naughtyness is not because I fell in love with Dad, but because I was spoiled by you and inspired me. It's just his unscrupulous and bold nature. Dad is still a chess piece, but because of your favor and my boldness, dad, the chess piece, was put to use. Haha, no matter how much I say, it’s useless. Unknowingly, I did so many embarrassing things. Maybe during that time, I was really carried away by desire, but it was just my enjoyment, and I thought you could forgive me. All I can say is that I was really not conquered by my father. Maybe I was.My own desires conquered. of course, this explanation sounds a bit glib to me, because my desires can be considered developed by my father. If I am conquered by my own desires, it also indirectly means that my father has developed my desires very much. In place, but I really can only admit that it was just desire that made me lost, but my heart was not lost at all, because from the beginning to the end, I thought it was a game, and it was precisely because of this mentality that I dared So bold to play the game. Alas, maybe this game was played too crazy. This game made me pretend to be real, so my husband was so angry that it was hard to accept it. There is no use regretting it now. It was because I was too confident in you. Tolerance, I really thought that no matter what I do, as long as my heart is not cheating, and I am a little bold occasionally, you will tolerate me, and the most important thing is, I always thought it was a game, but I just went too far. I always thought , after you found out, the most you could do was scold me for being too crazy and selfish. I really didn’t expect you to be jealous. I really didn’t expect you to think I was conquered by dad. I really never thought you would think I was in love with you. Dad. I always thought this was just a game. of course, it might be that I am obsessed with being in power. However, husband, you are not a bystander, because in my eyes, you are also in power. How could I fall in love with Dad? This is unrealistic no matter what, okay? Remember when you first played this game, you said, if you play with other men, you are afraid that I will fall in love with other men. Only when you play with dad, you don’t need to Worry, actually I also have this mentality, which makes me more and more bold as I play. Having said so much and being wordy for so long, I just want to tell you that I really can’t bear to leave you. It’s still the same as before. When I think about it, I will remarry another man and have children. collapsed. "However, if you really think I'm a piece of shit, I can't forgive myself. I won't force you to be with me. So, if you really look down on me, I am willing not to pester you, I can leave the house without asking for anything, and in order to prove that I am deeply reluctant to let you go, I am also willing to leave my little treasure to you. The most important thing is, in order to prove that I can control my desires, I am willing to spend the rest of my life to prove that after divorcing you, I will never find a second man. If I can't do this, my parents will die and the whole Family will not be well. die. If I get so dizzy that I really can't hold it in anymore and ruin my vow to you, I'd rather commit suicide than be a scumbag. Alas, I really figured it out and am tired. But husband, don’t rush to give the answer. Just calm down for the last week and let me be your Wife for the last week.