"The Perfect Match Wife Xiaoqiu" - Chapter 030, The Disappointment of Comparing Your Heart to Your Heart

After reading Xiaoqiu's temporary diary, I finally understood what Xiaoqiu said about the extremely embarrassing things on Valentine's Day, and I also understood why Xiaoqiu abnormally squeezed out toothpaste for me in the morning. Looking at her like that, she must be really ready for a divorce. But, strangely, after learning about Xiaoqiu’s “super embarrassing thing”, I wasn’t particularly angry. On the contrary, I felt a little enlightened. Because this kind of bold behavior is really like Xiaoqiu's style, and only Xiaoqiu dares to do it. No matter how good my father is in bed, he can't think of such an "unexpected" way to play. So, is the father playing with Xiaoqiu, or is Xiaoqiu playing with the father? Was it his father who conquered Xiaoqiu, or did Xiaoqiu exhaust herself? Is it true that as Xiaoqiu said, she always thought this was a game, but with my tolerance, she was particularly good at playing it and dared to go crazy? However, if Xiaoqiu was not such a daring and crazy character, she would not have dared to agree to play this crazy game at the beginning, and it only took more than a month to hand herself over and seduce her father into bed. Now when she was about to give up, Xiaoqiu actually used such a "feverful" method to make her father "grateful", hoping to completely satisfy her father. To be honest, if Xiaoqiu uses other methods to break up with her father, I still don’t think it is credible. But Xiaoqiu broke off from her father in this way. But it also shows that Xiaoqiu is "hysterical" and wants to give up. Obviously, Xiaoqiu wants to tell her father that everything that should be given to you will be given to you, and what can’t be given to you will be given to you in a different way. There is really nothing extra to give you in the future. I gave it all to you, what else do you want? Therefore, I was so amazed by Xiaoqiu's boldness and "enthusiaSM" that I forgot to get angry. She dared to love, hate, go crazy and play. In order to get married, I quarreled with my Family and wanted to elope with me; I quarreled with me and dared to run away from Home; in order to satisfy myself and my father, I went to repair my hymen; in order to force my father to stay in Shenzhen, I got a tattoo In order to win me back, she took a wedding dress and burned it with a cigarette butt... What a toss-up woman. I shook my head and SMiled bitterly, because Xiaoqiu is so tormented. Although sometimes he caused bloody storms, I have to admit that living with Xiaoqiu for so long will never feel dull, because, you You never know what exaggerated thing she will do next. Unless you put her in a cage. Just like that, although I was furious for a while after reading the diary, after thinking about it, I didn’t want to get angry anymore. Since things happened, getting angry can’t change anything. So, I got up and had breakfast as if nothing had happened. However, compared to me who sees through everything and is calm in dealing with things, Xiaoqiu is much less calm. She is a little reserved at the dinner table and dare not look at me. After all, she confessed such an "extremely embarrassing thing" and I am really the only one left. I was so amazed. Looking at Xiaoqiu like that, all I could think of was: "Awesome, I admire you. You really know how to play, and you are so courageous. My titanium alloy dog ​​eyes are blinded..." No wonder people often ridicule that women either don't play, When it comes to playing, he is crazier than a man. As for Xiaoqiu, I just led herI went on the road and gave her a little space, which gave me such a "new realm, new height..." Xiaoqiu may also know that her play is a bit too "unbelievable", so the whole breakfast process was like a I was too ashamed to look at my embarrassment. However, in the afternoon, what Xiaoqiu did made me panic a little, because after dinner, Xiaoqiu asked me to help her look at the supermarket for a while, and then went to buy a ball of wool and shoe soles. She said sadly in the evening: "husband, if we get divorced in the future, you may forget me soon, so I want to make a few things with my own hands and leave them to you, just like A'Zhu made a piece of clothing and left it to Qiao Feng. This afternoon, I asked I met my aunt. She said that making a sweater is slow and difficult, so I am going to make you two pairs of cloth shoes and a scarf. I hope you can think of me when you wear it in the future..." After that, Xiaoqiu went to pick up the soles of the shoes. . But because Xiaoqiu was not familiar with using a thimble, she often put the needle into her shoe and then banged the needle in on the table. And Xiaoqiu may be afraid that she won't have enough time in seven days, so she doesn't go to bed until after 11 o'clock. The next day, after going to work, I didn’t take Xiaoqiu’s anomaly seriously anymore, because something happened that made me feel jealous: early the next morning, when I first arrived at the Company, I met Ye Wuhen. , Ye Wuhen said to me with a bright SMile on his face: "director Chen, guess where I went yesterday. Yesterday I had dinner with Morfen. After dinner, we walked on the street for a while..." Ye Wuhen didn't Wu said happily, but I was a little surprised, because in just over half a month, Ye Wuhen was able to ask Morfen out, which made me feel a little panicked for no reason. What made me even more angry was that during lunch, Morfin actually said to me insinuatingly: "Brother Chen, I will resign next month, and Xiaoqiu is back. The money I gave you last time..." Morfin actually urged me to pay back the money, which surprised me, but it was not a glorious thing, so I kept saying: "Wait a moment, I will transfer it to you via Alipay..." Debt collection is inherently an embarrassing thing. You Qi asked an acquaintance to collect debts, so Morfin added embarrassedly: "It's okay, I just said it casually. After all, I'm leaving soon, otherwise I wouldn't be able to talk about it..." Morfin said it politely and tactfully, but I But he didn't want to delay, so he turned on his phone and transferred the money to Morfin. After the transfer, he said: "The money can be paid back, but you can't leave. I haven't told director Wang about your resignation report yet. It will be completed this year. Let's talk about it next year..." "Halo, why haven't you handed in my resignation report yet...?" Morfin complained softly, a bit pretentiously. In fact, I know that Morfin may not want to leave at all now. After all, he is enjoying the happiness of being pursued. So I tried to persuade Morfin to stay and said, "If you leave, where can I find such a capable helper who has graduated from college? For my sake, let's do it until the end of the year..." "Halo, I'll do it then. For a while..." Just like that, Morfin found a step and climbed down, then stayed. However, I know that the credit must go to Ye Wuhen. But what’s depressing is that this actually makes me a little jealous, looking at Morfin and Ye WuThe progress of the traces is getting more and more enthusiastic, and it actually makes me feel the disappointment that Xiaoqiu felt when watching the progress between his father and aunt Shi getting SMoother and SMoother. Yes, even if I don’t like Morfin anymore, I can’t deny that I used to like Morfin’s pride in treating me as his best friend of the opposite sex. It's a pity that in Morfen's heart, Ye Wuhen's status must have surpassed mine. But misfortunes come with blessings. I feel that this is a scene deliberately arranged by God. Maybe God felt that there were too many misunderstandings between Xiaoqiu and me, so he directed such a scene to let me feel Xiaoqiu personally. The loss of autumn. And I had the same reaction as Xiaoqiu at the beginning. Although I was a little angry, I couldn't break it. I even couldn't help but want to say to Morfin: "Xiaoqiu promised to get a divorce. You and Ye Wuhen are divorced." It's related..." "However, I don't want to do this, because I am not a proactive man in the first place. When I chased Xiaoqiu, I didn't put much effort into it, so why should I be so humble and "take back" Morfin. Why can't Morfin wait for me for half a year, even half a month? Therefore, in those days, I was a little depressed. When I came Home every day, I would lie in bed and think wildly. As for Xiaoqiu, I probably didn’t have much time to go to the supermarket. I closed the door very early every night, and then went back to the room to I wear a scarf, and I often cry secretly while wearing a sweater. Even once, while I was asleep, I went to the living room to secretly record what I said there: "Dear Xiaoxue, this year is your seventh birthday. mom was too busy, so she didn't come over, but you are so beautiful." Don’t forget mom, listen to Dad at Home, mom will always love you..." If I hadn’t gotten up in the middle of the night to go to the Bathroom and found Xiao Qiu missing, I really wouldn’t have known that Xiao Qiu had done so much secretly, leaving Xiao Qiu for Xiao Bao There are many recordings of her. Later I secretly paid attention and found that Xiaoqiu did not repeat this sentence every time. For example, she once said: "Dear daughter, you are eighTeen years old this year, and your mother doesn't have anything to give you." Yes, let me read you one of my mother's favorite love stories... The name of the story is "A man who hangs up the phone before you finish talking is not a good man"..." Xiaoqiu then cried silently while reading. Another example is once saying: "Wow, honey, you are 10 years old, and you must be getting more and more beautiful. Unfortunately, your mother is too busy and has no time to see you, but your mother buried the gift on the wall of such-and-such elementary School. 20 meters to the left, mom, this game is fun, ask dad to take you and dig with a shovel..." In this way, I secretly observed Xiaoqiu's "crazy" enthusiaSM, and suddenly sighed, Xiaoqiu sometimes does It's crazy, but Morfin is very rational, but Morfin may not feel the joyful and joyful feeling of losing one's mind and loving someone crazily. I couldn't help but make a comparison there. If Morfin had been replaced by Xiaoqiu, Morfin might not have broken off the relationship with me so quickly. Press

According to Xiaoqiu’s crazy character of daring to love and hate, she would definitely say: “Brother Chen, Xiaoqiu doesn’t know how to cherish you, but I am willing to cherish you.No matter how long it takes for you to divorce Xiaoqiu, I am willing to wait for you..." If Morfin could say this, I might not be so entangled now, and maybe take the opportunity to say to Xiaoqiu: "Okay, you are in my eyes. He’s just a piece of shit, and I’ll get divorced in a week…” However, Morfin’s rationality made me feel the beautiful and warm side behind Xiaoqiu’s madness and boldness. It’s true that everything has pros and cons, and there is always something to give up. Yes, since you like Xiaoqiu's boldness, you can no longer ask her to be as calm as Mo Fen. There is nothing in the world that can make you shed tears and hate to say goodbye. It's sad, because many times, once you turn around, your whole life will be gone. So, as the seven-day appointment gets closer and closer, the feeling of reluctance in my heart becomes stronger and stronger. Xiaoqiu is gone, who will. Help me go to the supermarket, who will help me take care of my baby, who will cook for me? These are all real problems, but what scares me the most is that after divorcing Xiaoqiu, I can still find such a silly and crazy woman. However, although I thought so, I was unwilling to admit it. On the seventh day, which was Sunday, after lunch, I still said to Xiaoqiu deliberately: "Today is Sunday, the Civil affairs Bureau Don't open the door, I'll buy some good food and wine. Let's have something good tonight, and let's treat it as a parting dinner, so we can get together and relax..." Upon hearing this, Xiao Qiu's face immediately turned livid, and she subconsciously said "Oh..." After that, I went to wash the dishes in a panic. Because it was still early and I didn’t want to stay at Home, so when I saw this, I took Xiaobao and drove to the largest vegetable market in the city to buy some food along the way. It was just time to take Xiaobao to play. Afterwards, I helped Xiaobao buy some summer clothes, went shopping, bought some big fish and meat, and bought a bottle of red wine, and then took a look. It was already almost three o'clock, so I drove back Home and found that the supermarket was closed, and a piece of paper was posted on the door. The paper said: "Due to unforeseen circumstances, we will be temporarily closed for a while..." This shows that Xiaoqiu had no intention of going to the supermarket because she felt she was about to get divorced. When I returned to the bedroom, I found that Xiaoqiu was really weak and lying on the bed. When I asked her to get up to cook, Xiaoqiu looked sick again. With such a look on her face, she sighed and said: "Hey, go and cook it, I'm not in the mood..." Seeing Xiaoqiu's desperate look, I didn't bother to force her to cook, but just when I turned around and was about to go downstairs, Xiaoqiu suddenly got up with a "clunk", and then said: "It's better for me to cook, just treat it as the last time I cook for you..." Afterwards, I took Xiaobao to play in the room, and Xiaoqiu opened the door. Locked tightly, she was washing and cooking alone in the kitchen. Even when chopping vegetables, she felt like she couldn't even hold the kitchen knife steady. I was really worried that she would accidentally cut it like in the TV series. But, it didn't happen. Such a coincidence, on the contrary, Xiaoqiu managed to cook a table full of dishes, but it was true that he forgot to add salt to a few dishes. Xiaobao was the happiest when eating. After all, he was too young to feel it at all. Her mother is suffering from heart failure, so Xiaobao is still happyThe ground shouted: "Wow, mom cooked a lot of delicious dishes today..." There were a lot of dishes and it was still early, so I took out the red wine and prepared to drink some with Xiaoqiu. But Xiaobao was arguing at the side: "I want to drink too, I want to drink too..." The child couldn't let her go, so I said: "You can't drink, the child can't drink, don't let your father say it again." The second time..." When Xiaobao heard about it, he said: "Oh, forget it, then mom and dad drink, and I drink boiled water..." After saying that, Xiaobao ran to the coffee table and put her exclusive children's cartoon kettle on it. Then he leaned over the table, scooped out some salty green beans with a spoon, and then said while eating: "The salty green beans made by mom are the most delicious, spicy and salty, and my father and I like to eat them the most..." Xiaobao is originally He is lively and talkative, but for some reason, Xiaobao's ordinary words made Xiaoqiu lose control. Suddenly, Xiaoqiu burst into tears and cried: "Huh, huh, hubby, I really know I was wrong, For Xiaobao's sake, can you forgive me this time?" Xiaoqiu's loss of control happened suddenly, leaving me unprepared. Before I could react, Xiaobao asked curiously and panicked: " "mom, mom, why are you crying?" "Don't worry about mom, mom did something wrong and she is admitting it to dad, huh, huh..." After saying that, he fell to his knees on the ground, and then cried out of control: " husband, please, don’t let me go..." Xiaoqiu suddenly collapsed and went crazy, which scared me so much that I subconsciously said: "What are you doing in front of Xiaobao? It's so interesting. "I just finished speaking and when I wanted to continue, Xiaoqiu stood up again, then covered her face and ran back to the bedroom. This confused me again. But at this time, Xiaobao's reaction was faster than mine, because before I could react, Xiaobao asked me again: "Why is mommy crying? What did mommy do wrong?" Seeing Xiaobao's panic, I finally came to my senses, thought for a moment and said to Xiaobao: "mom is fine, but she got drunk. Just like grandpa and grandpa, when you get drunk, you will become stupid, so mom and dad won't let you." You drink..." At this time, Xiaobao stuck out his tongue, touched his chest and said, "Wow, I was scared to death. I thought something was wrong with my mother, but it turned out that she was drunk. Then I won't dare to drink anymore..." " Yes, you see how scary you become when you are drunk. Look how stupid your mother is. She doesn’t eat all the delicious food. How about we eat it?” “Hehe, why don’t you leave some for your mother?” ?" "Well, let's keep some..." "..." Just when I was talking to Xiaobao and eating enthusiastically, Xiaoqiu actually sent a message: "I'm sorry, husband, I just lost my temper. , you are right, it is meaningless for me to be so messy and forceful to keep you, I am so useless, I can't even acCompany you for the last meal... However, I have figured it out now, let's do what my husband said, we can have a good time together Come on, I'll come down and finish dinner with you now..." I read the message, and not long after, Xiaoqiu came down as expected. I looked at it and found that Xiaoqiu's face was white and clean, and the hair around her face was still a little wet. wet, feelingShe must have washed her face, and she also forced a SMile and said: "Baby, mommy was drunk just now, so she became crazy. You must not drink in the future, otherwise you will become crazy, how terrible..." Then, Xiaoqiu's face Although he was SMiling, it was easy to tell that he was SMiling but not SMiling, but it was okay. At least he tried his best to finish dinner and insisted on washing the dishes. After cleaning up, she returned to the bedroom. At this time, Xiaoqiu probably no longer had the strength to pretend to be strong. After a while, she said to Xiaobao: "mom is drunk tonight and is so tired. You should go to bed early tonight." Is that okay?" Xiaobao was fine and well-behaved. After Xiaoqiu helped her take a bath, she returned to the baby room very obediently. Although she couldn't sleep, she played with the Doll and said to the Doll: "I'll tell you tonight. One thing about you is that you are so scary when you get drunk. You will become stupid and crazy. You and I can’t drink in the future, you know?" of course, Xiaoqiu may not have noticed this, because she was lying on the bed exhausted both physically and mentally. I didn’t even take a shower. As for me, seeing that it was still early, I said: "By the way, let's get divorced tomorrow. Let's write the divorce agreement..." "You can write whatever you want. I don't want anything, as long as I can come back and see Xiaobao occasionally." That's it..." Seeing Xiaoqiu's miserable expression, I was not in the mood to discuss it at all, so I took out the paper and wrote a few words at random: "Chen Zhihao and Xia Ruiqiu have agreed to divorce due to the breakdown of their relationship. The house, car, deposit, and all debts belong to Nanfang Chen Zhihao. The custody of daughter Chen Shuxue belongs to father Chen Zhihao. The girl Xia Ruiqiu can come to visit once every Sunday..." I wrote a few lines of the agreement and showed it to Xiaoqiu. , but Xiaoqiu looked at it for a long time and didn't understand it. She even asked me, sobbing softly: "Humph, where is the article about Xiaobao's custody rights?" Helpless, I pointed to the last line and said, "That's it. "Article..." But it was just one line of text. Xiaoqiu read it for a long time before crying and said: "Okay, then I'll sign..." After saying that, he picked up the pen and signed the three words Xia Ruiqiu tremblingly. Moreover, after Xiaoqiu signed the agreement, she handed the agreement to me in despair, then lay on the bed like a zombie and covered her face with a pillow. I didn’t know why I was so mean at that time. When I saw Xiaoqiu trying to escape, I couldn’t help but said: “Get up, we’re getting divorced tomorrow, pack up your clothes and take them away...” “I don’t want to pack them away, I don’t want the clothes anymore. …" Xiaoqiu didn't want to say anything at that time, so how could she be in the mood to pack her clothes. But at that time I shamelessly said: "Do you want a divorce or not? After the divorce, you won't live here. Why do you put your clothes here?" Xiaoqiu lost control of her emotions and cried so much that she was choked with sobs. He said: "Hmm, huh, huh, huh, you drove me away and you didn't let me put my clothes away. Hmm, why don't I let go of my clothes? Hmm, you can take the clothes and burn them tomorrow. Come on, huh, huh, huh..." Seeing that Xiaoqiu was completely out of control, it made me feel very comfortable, so I went to take a bath and fell asleep contentedly. But strangeThe strange thing is that although I went to bed early and Xiaoqiu went to bed late, Xiaoqiu still woke up before me. I don’t know if it was because I didn’t sleep all night. Anyway, it was bright and clear, so Xiaoqiu was there to pack the clothes lightly. . Although Xiaoqiu's behavior made me very curious, it was not convenient for me to ask. After all, I was the one who forced Xiaoqiu to pack her clothes last night. At this time, the setting sun's blood-like gleam hit Xiaoqiu's thin body, and the chilly morning made Xiaoqiu tremble a little. Watching Xiaoqiu empty out the clothes in the closet one by one with heartache, and then When I sadly folded them one by one into the box, I actually felt a deep "sentiment of farewell". After all, Xiaoqiu ran away from Home last time and didn't take any of her clothes with her. This time, they were all emptied. Just when I was curious and sighing, Xiaoqiu packed up her clothes and went to Xiaobao's room with her suitcase. Then she shook Xiaobao awake and said, "Baby, mommy will go out to make money in a few days. Maybe I don’t have time to acCompany you anymore..." Upon hearing that Xiaoqiu was leaving, Xiaobao, who was still confused just now, immediately asked nervously: "mom, mom, are you going out again?" Xiaoqiu sighed and said: "Yeah, mommy will be like last time and can't play with you anymore, but you have to be like last time and listen to daddy at Home..." Xiaoqiu cried after saying that, but in order to prevent Xiaobao from discovering it, she held on tight He hugged Xiaobao tightly. After hugging her for a while, she held back her tears and said with a SMile: "mom is leaving, but she wants you to do something for her. Can you promise her?" Xiaobao may not be able to let go of Xiaoqiu, but he also said a little sadly: "What's the matter, mom..." "mom has to be busy for a long time, so I put the clothes in your room temporarily. If you miss your mother, just take a look at your mother's clothes, but you have to promise your mother that you can't let anyone else except your father. Touching mom's clothes..." Xiaoqiu couldn't help crying as she spoke. When Xiaobao saw Xiaoqiu crying, he also cried: "mom, mom, how long are you going to be busy? What do I want you to do? You have to come back to see me often..." "mom will come back to see you, but You have to help mom take care of her clothes. No one can touch her except dad. Do you remember..." "I remember. Xiaobao will definitely remember mom's words..." The mother and daughter were talking while talking. The crying made the pear blossoms rain. However, suddenly, Xiaoqiu seemed to remember something, and suddenly said to Xiaobao: "You play alone on the bed for a while. mom has something to do. I will come over later to help you get dressed and get up..." After saying that, Xiaoqiu ran back. In the bedroom, he woke me up pretending to be sleeping there, and then took out his notebook and said to me: "By the way, husband, if it's Xiaobao's birthday in the future and I don't come back in time, you can play the music I left for her. I have recorded all the voices from the age of 5 to 28. At the age of 28, Xiaobao will get married, so I don’t have to worry about it. The recordings are stored in my QQ hard drive, and I will never change the password. I don’t want to find another half anymore..." Because I already knew that Xiaoqiu left Xiaobao’s voice, so I was not surprised. I just said lightly: "Oh, I know..." "Also, I gave my I put my clothes in Xiaobao's room, no matter who you marry in the future, that is my daughter’s room, you can’t throw away my clothes, no one can..." "Oh, no one will throw away your clothes, if my future Wife, even you in Xiaobao The clothes in the room have to be thrown away, I will not marry her..." I was just joking, but Xiaoqiu muttered sentimentally and sadly: "Yes, Morfin is more sensible than me, much more reasonable than me...I So ignorant…”