After reading Xiaoqiu's diary, the first thing I thought of was that the last time I went to my father's room to "check", the only "nurse outfit" in the closet had been unpacked, so it was consistent with what Xiaoqiu said now. What touched me the most was that after reading Xiaoqiu’s diary, I felt a little disgusted with my father for the first time. Because, Xiaoqiu said that her father was very possessive, and I felt that very well. After all, when I was young, I treated my mother with the same suspicion. In the past, I only knew that my father would push Xiaoqiu's bottom line in bed, and I thought it was quite fun, but I didn't expect that my father would be so possessive and would conquer Xiaoqiu psychologically. However, if you think about it carefully, the exciting part of the whole game is that my father desperately wants to break through Xiaoqiu, so that he can have a sense of conquest, which is fun; and I, on the other hand, desperately want Xiaoqiu to hold on to the bottom line. Holding the bottom line shows that Xiaoqiu cares very much. Me, I have a sense of pride; as for Xiaoqiu, starting from herself, she actually likes to be broken by her father. However, it is indeed sandwiched between two people. Therefore, once this game starts, it is destined to have only two results, either father and Xiaoqiu become the winners. Or, I become a winner. If there is a third perfect result, that is, the father breaks through some of Xiaoqiu's bottom lines, but fails to break through in the end. But the result is that Xiaoqiu loses more and more of her bottom line, so I feel frustrated and become more and more disappointed. Isn't it? Xiaoqiu is my Wife, and in my heart, she should be on my side. The huge frustration made me start to blame Xiaoqiu, feeling that she was not living up to expectations, and then I sulked alone, leaving Xiaoqiu to fight with her father alone. However, as Xiaoqiu said in her diary, women can only defend themselves in bed and have no ability to resist. On the contrary, my father is very patient and skillful, and he has the right time, place and people. For example, if it were an outsider who drugged Xiaoqiu, the police would have been called. Binding Xiaoqiu would have made Xiaoqiu furious. But because his father is my father, For special reasons, Xiaoqiu tolerated her father again and again, so her father could barely break through Xiaoqiu like this, right? Moreover, if you think about it carefully, Xiaoqiu's resistance is still good. For example, at the beginning of the game, in order to please Xiaoqiu, his father tried every means, but the result was no good. In the end, Qianlu was exhausted and used damaging tricks to give Xiaoqiu an aphrodisiac. Xiaoqiu cried so hard, but when I wanted to settle accounts with my father, Xiaoqiu still had many concerns and was unwilling to let me fall out with my father because of her. Therefore, Xiaoqiu's kind and honest nature has been in place for a long time. . Even later, when I was depressed and deliberately sulking, Xiaoqiu still resolutely canceled spending time with my father on Wednesdays. My father had no choice but to conquer Xiaoqiu, so he started to tie Xiaoqiu up with hurt moves. Looking at the back of Xiaoqiu working hard to write in the increasingly cold night, I was still a little moved, especially when I thought of my father using various means to break through Xiaoqiu's bottom line in bed, and Xiaoqiu's desperate resistance. I felt a little distressed, so I thought about it a lot that night. However, the only regret is that Xiaoqiu was finally pushed past the bottom line by her father. Otherwise, I would definitely love her to death. Perhaps this is the charm of forbidden games. Either, let people who love each other fall more and more in love with each other, and their relationship becomes more and more unbreakable. Or, just like Xiaoqiu and I, our marriages were shattered into pieces. Yes, yes, things have come to this point, what else can be done? Xiaoqiu has been penetrated too much, and all her postures have been unlocked by her father. What else is there to say? So, I was too lazy to think about it and fell asleep. Now, think about it, maybe this is the difference between men and women. When I was lying in bed sleeping, Xiaoqiu was still sitting hard in front of the computer trying to save the marriage. This is why women can more easily forgive men for cheating. When a man encounters a problem, he wants a divorce and it will be over. When a woman encounters a problem, she will try her best to repair the marriage. But, perhaps, only by experiencing it can we have a deep understanding. I was the same at that time. I didn’t think about it so much at all. I just thought about getting divorced because it was more convenient and easier. Therefore, Xiaoqiu's diary is like a fleeting cloud of SMoke. I felt sorry for Xiaoqiu for a while, but forgot all about it the next day. It is still time to go to work and get off work, and it is still time to live a "carefree" life. However, during these "unresTrained" days of mine, Xiaoqiu wrote a few more diary entries, and said something to me on Saturday night: "Hubby, tomorrow is Sunday, I will write more tonight, and tomorrow When you are bored at Home, read the diary I wrote for you." I SMiled slightly and said casually: "I have something to do tomorrow, so I will go do some errands with Morfen..." Xiaoqiu's expression changed when he mentioned Morfen. I immediately became gloomy and said angrily: "Why are you going out with Morfen to do things again?" I joked with my unchangeable nature: "Then you are not the same, why are you meddling in my private affairs?" Xiaoqiu was stunned after hearing this, I probably didn't expect that I would still be humorous with her at this time, so I laughed at myself: "I can't help it. I've been taking care of it for six or seven years, so I'm used to it..." Xiaoqiu replied calmly, which surprised me a little, but I soon felt disgusted. I didn’t want to continue talking to Xiaoqiu, so I remained silent. But then Xiaoqiu SMiled and said: "Don't worry, although I do mind it. But I won't make trouble unreasonably, because I promised you..." Xiaoqiu's look of knowing what is right made me very unhappy. , so I took the opportunity to ridicule Xiaoqiu again and said contemptuously: "Why are you so knowledgeable all of a sudden?" Xiaoqiu stopped her SMile in embarrassment and said a little dissatisfied: "husband, you have wrongly blamed me for this, right? Marry me. No one in your five or six years, neighbors, or relatives said that my Wife was not doing well? It's a joke..." When Xiaoqiu heard this, he was stunned for a moment before he realized it, and then he frowned and said, "Don't blame me wrongly, okay? When I went to your Company that day, I originally wanted to see you and calm down with you. It’s nothing to do with me, I didn’t even think about quarreling with Morfin, but as soon as I walked to the door of your Office, I saw you flirting with Morfin, and I couldn’t control my temper for a moment.” Xiaoqiu’s words made me angry. He was surprised, so surprised that he didn't believe it at all. He was at a loss for words for a long time, and then he said: "You are so eloquent, you really want to talk to me, why are you doing so?"Don't you want to bring Xiaobao here? He came here alone, obviously wanting to cause trouble..." Xiaoqiu was a little anxious when she heard that. After being stunned for half a second, she said hurriedly: "Hey, I also want to bring Xiaobao here, but do I have a car? Should I bring Xiaobao here in a cargo van? Besides, at that time, work started just after the Chinese New Year, and the buses were full of migrant workers, all carrying large and SMall bags. Is it okay for me to take my little treasure with me? Besides, I can't stay at your place all afternoon. I'll go back to buy some things, some groceries and so on. How can I take Xiaobao with me? You think I haven't thought about it? I wanted to take Xiaobao with me at first, but in the end my dad said it was inconvenient to go all the way, and I thought about it, so I didn’t take him. If you don’t believe me, if you have the chance, ask Dad if I wanted to take Xiaobao there that day. " I was not convinced by Xiaoqiu's words at all. On the contrary, when I heard the word "Dad" coming out of my mouth, I satirized Xiaoqiu in disgust and said, "Have you learned how to discuss it with Dad before going out? When Xiaoqiu heard this, her eyes were watery and a little angry, as if she had been wronged a lot. She gritted her teeth and said angrily: "Haha, yes, we discussed it with dad, right?" It’s so funny. As a Family, before going out, dad casually makes a suggestion and it becomes a discussion? Don't I talk to dad anymore? At that time, you didn't ask me to do this? I don’t know if I am obeying my father’s words like this. I only know that you are getting SMaller and SMaller. During that time, my father and I had already broken up. I am his daughter-in-law, and Xiaobao is his granddaughter. Please take care of me when you go out. Guilty too? "Xiaoqiu's sharp tongue made me very unhappy, so I got angry and angrily said, "Break it,? Really broken? When you quarreled with me, did dad hug you and want to do that with you? "What does he want?" As long as I don’t want to, that’s fine. Let me ask you, if my dad holds me, do I do it with him? Dad went to the hotel to coax me, but I didn’t do it with him because I still wanted to repair the relationship with you.” Xiaoqiu said it clearly and clearly, which made me very annoyed, so I said again: “Yes, yes, yes, I want to talk to you.” I reconciled, but ended up running away from Home and eloping with my dad. Is this called repairing our relationship? Xiaoqiu sighed and said, "You're here again. I admit it. It was my fault for running away from Home, but it doesn't mean that because I ran away from Home, my other advantages will be useless, right?" Besides, you keep saying that you don't let me say "your Home, your dad, your sister" and insist that I treat this place as my only Home, but do you treat me as your Family? I am your Family member, you beat me away, I said I wanted to come back, did you let me come back? You know, they say that when a man hits a woman, the first time is the second time, and this is the second time you hit me. Although you pretended to hit me the first time, I was also scared. "Speaking of this, Xiaoqiu sighed and changed the topic: "I have figured it out now, even if you hit me, I will admit it, but after you hit me, you should coax me Home, right? You left me alone outside for three or four days, no matter what, but when you get better, you become better than anyone else, and when you become ruthless, you become more ruthless than anyone else..." "It's funny, who wouldn't let you come back? Didn't I let you come back? I think you are spoiled and have had a quarrel. Do you still want me to invite you back? "I was a little angry." "Did you invite me back?" Did you invite me? Not onlyNo, I took the initiative to send you a message, but you didn’t reply. Even if you reply one, you’re too busy. How about you come back by yourself? You also know that I am spoiled, but I am still frightened by you. You used to dote on me so much, and suddenly you beat me again, want to divorce me, and stay out for three days and three nights without you caring. Am I not panicked or confused? I simply can’t believe that my husband, who is so good to me, would be so heartless to me..." Xiaoqiu’s gushing words, which seemed to make sense every time, really made me unable to resist. I was angry and anxious for a while. I just came up with a sentence to refute Xiaoqiu. I pretended to be calm and said to Xiaoqiu: "Haha, I understand. As long as I am not perfect and do something wrong, you will run away from Home, right? Then I I'm really afraid of you..." Xiaoqiu was stunned when she heard this, and finally squeezed out a tear, blew her nose, sighed and said: "Haha, I understand, running away from Home is a death sentence for a woman. , no wonder those women who ran away from Home in anger could not come back when they wanted to come back, because even if they came back, they would never be able to turn over. I don’t want to talk about it anymore. You can do whatever you want. Anyway, I did something wrong. If you want to kill me or chop me into pieces, it’s up to you...” I wanted to say, “You have been so wronged, why did you come back?” ", but I held back the words once they came to my lips, because I didn't want to keep accusing each other like this. The next morning, after breakfast, when I was bored at Home, Morfin sent a message: "You are free this afternoon. At o'clock, we'll meet at cross-strait coffee. I have some personal matters and I want to ask your opinion. It's just the two of us. It's not very convenient to talk with children..." Morfin, it's so formal, it makes me uneasy, so I I didn't have dinner at Home at noon, so I drove to the city around 11 o'clock, and then walked around until the time I agreed with Morfin at 3 o'clock in the afternoon. Then I came to the coffee shop and ordered two cups of coffee. Morfin said: " It’s been a long time since I came to a coffee shop to drink coffee, and I haven’t felt so relaxed for a long time..." And I didn’t know what to say to Morfin. After all, I didn’t know what kind of medicine she was selling in her gourd, so I casually echoed: "Haha , Yes, when I’m tired from work, it’s good to sit in a cafe occasionally and read a book. I heard that Melbourne people often drink a cup of coffee all afternoon and rest lazily while reading a book..." Morfin was startled. Said: "Yes, yes, I should have brought a book here if I had known..." Morfin, just like that, I was startled for a moment, but after I finished it, there was nothing to talk about, so I took a sip a little embarrassedly. The two of them were silent for a while, so in order to break the awkwardness, I had to take the initiative and said: "There seems to be a place abroad where you can order coffee on the wall..." Morfin asked in surprise when he heard this. Said: "Coffee can also be placed on the wall? "Yeah, for example, the two of us order three cups of coffee, one for you, one for me, and one cup with a sign on the wall, so that some Homeless people who can't afford coffee can drink it for free." There is coffee on the wall..." "Haha, Brother Chen knows so much, I have never heard that coffee can be placed on the wall..." Morfin, always agreeing with me, makes me a little tired, I used toBecause she would say, wow, you are so caring, but I didn’t expect that she would still praise me as always. At this moment, Morfin said again: "By the way, Brother Chen knows so much, so I have something to ask Brother Chen for his opinion on..." "What's the matter...?" I asked casually, But Morfin hesitated, stuttered a few times, and then said: "Remember Wednesday, the song "Love Sales" I told you about? I really like one of the lyrics in it." That's the sentence: "Love is not something you want to sell, you can sell it if you want to buy it. Let me break away, let me understand, let go of your love!" Morfin's toothpaste-squeezing talk made me impatient, so I simply joked: : "What are you doing? Why do you like this lyric? Do you want to be on "The Voice of China"?" Morfen was amused by me, but he laughed a few times and said seriously: "No, I don't have that ability. Let me tell you directly, my ex-husband wants to remarry me, but I think marriage is not a business, and we can reconcile if we want to. Brother Chen, tell me, should I consider my ex-husband's opinion?" Morfin's words surprised me. , and it’s a bit Alexander. If Xiaoqiu and I hadn’t divorced, I could easily answer Morfin’s question, but now I’m ambiguous with Morfin, and I really don’t know how to answer, so I hesitated for a long time. , and then said: "This, this question? Isn't it okay for you to ask me? My own marriage is in a mess, how can I give you advice?" Upon hearing this, Morfin frowned and thought for a moment, feeling a little dissatisfied. Said: "I called you out specifically to ask for your opinion. Just give me a hint." Morfin's questioning made me anxious. I was not good at this question, so I After hesitating for a long time, he said: "Then don't agree to him yet, wait and see for a while..." When Morfin heard this, he seemed a little disappointed, and his face was not very good. He frowned and asked me: "What about you, what are you doing now? Are you also waiting for Xiaoqiu to come back? Then wait and see for a while?" Morfen's words already made me sweat, and I said very unnaturally: "You and I have different personalities, little one. Qiu eloped with another man, and it is difficult to get back together. "It's difficult. Is there still a chance? Has Xiaoqiu never contacted you?" Morfen's barrage of questions made me unable to resist, so I hurried. Changing the topic: "Oh, I don't want to mention Xiaoqiu now. It's rare to have a day off. Why bring up such annoying things? I hope Xiaoqiu will never bother me..." At this time, Morfin SMiled awkwardly, and then followed My SMile also became cheerful and I said: "Haha, that's true. Regardless of those troubles, living well now is the king. Brother Chen, why don't we wait a minute and let's go see a movie. Anyway, it's still early to go back... "As for me, I really didn't know how to refuse Morfin's enthusiaSM, so after drinking coffee, the two of us came to Wanda Studios again. When two young people watch a movie together, they are definitely attracted to each other. However, when two adults of the opposite sex watch a movie, their hearts beat more. After all, there is a tacit ambiguity; ifWatching a movie together between two people of the opposite sex who have just met will be exciting. After all, they may go to a hotel to have sex after watching the movie. When I watched a movie with Morfin, I had a bit of mixed feelings. After all, when a divorced Young Woman who has been single for such a long time is sitting next to you, so close, it is impossible for you not to have random thoughts. I'm the same. I fantasized about Morfin for the first time. I don't know what it feels like to kiss Morfin. Will the breasts of Morfin's clothes be soft and white? I haven't done it for so long, will it be tighter than Xiaoqiu? I felt quite naughty, and while I was thinking about it, Morfin had chosen a movie, and he actually chose a domestic film called "Charlotte." It’s not that this movie is not good to watch, it’s just that I’ve watched it with Xiaoqiu before, and I feel that Xiaoqiu is quite similar to Ma Dongmei in it, but she is much more coquettish than Ma Dongmei. So, I was a little bit disgusted with this movie, but what Morfin said, "Why are all foreign films in movie theaters? I still support domestic dramas..." Morfin's words made me miserable. I really regretted what I just said, "Whatever you want, you love it." You can watch whatever you want..." However, the matter was now settled, so I had no choice but to grit my teeth and acCompany Morfin to the cinema. However, Morfen likes to sigh when watching movies, saying, "Oh, men are just like this, they don't know how to cherish the people in front of them; beautiful women are not always that good, it is better for a Wife to be a Family person..." On the contrary, Xiaoqiu is watching this movie. At that time, he just made one comment: "It doesn't look good. Charlotte doesn't love Ma Dongmei at all. husband, I don't like watching it. I'll take you to go to the woods." Therefore, I didn't even finish watching this movie, so I was forced by Xiaoqiu.
I walked into the woods, but it became a unique memory for Xiaoqiu and me. of course, I don’t like listening to love songs, and naturally I don’t like watching cheesy and fake romance movies, so I just watched the movie in a daze with the immersed Morfin. However, before I finished reading, my sister-in-law called me. As soon as the call was connected, my sister-in-law said hurriedly: "Zhihao, where have you been? Something happened to Xiaoqiu at Home. Why don't you care about your Family at all?" What the sister-in-law said hurriedly: , I was frightened when I heard it, and Morfen was beside me. I was afraid that Morfen would hear it, so I was sweating anxiously. What's wrong with Xiaoqiu? What could happen?
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