Xiaoqiu's diary was a bit beyond my expectation. The title was called a confessional memoir. I thought it must be about learning from the past and repenting from the past. However, I didn’t expect that Xiaoqiu actually wrote the process in such a thrilling way, giving people a kind of terrifying beauty, evil beauty, sinful beauty, and dark beauty like "Beauty and the Beast". Especially, in the last few paragraphs, I was given the nickname "Wife-loving maniac". It's funny and weird when I think about it. No wonder women are so good at making excuses that men can't match them. If it were me, I couldn't make up this "nickname". However, this exclusive nickname to excuse me sounds a bit "warm", but it is true. If the trouble with Xiaoqiu hadn't reached this point, I would definitely be happy. Kiss Xiaoqiu several times and then "love" her to death. Moreover, when I think of the last sentence, "Occasionally, someone else comes to add some fertilizer," I feel angry and want to laugh. I even applied fertilizer, and my dad almost watered it until crops grew. However, I don’t know why, but I felt that I wanted to laugh more than I was angry at that time. Maybe I had already expected what Xiaoqiu was writing now. So, I couldn't help but laugh, but I didn't dare to laugh out loud. What's worse is that Xiaoqiu can sense even the slightest movement like a cat, and suddenly looked back at me alertly, with a look of suspicion and curiosity on her face. And when I saw Xiaoqiu's ghostly look, I couldn't help laughing, and I suppressed a half-SMile. Maybe my expression was weird at that time. Xiaoqiu turned around and asked me with a SMile: "husband, what are you laughing at? Looking at your gloating look, are you happy that I was beaten by dad tonight?" "Xiaoqiu's words made me think of how Xiaoqiu was squatting on the ground when she was beaten by her father-in-law just now. It was indeed quite funny. I am a natural laugher, so I couldn't help it. I was grinning a little. However, I was still too lazy to talk to Xiaoqiu, so I said coldly: "Can't you laugh yet? Do you have to cry all day long? I saw funny things on the news, right?" Unexpectedly, Xiaoqiu stood up when I said this. He walked to my folding bed and said coquettishly: "What news is so funny? Let me see it..." When I saw Xiaoqiu running over, I was so frightened that I hid my phone under the bed with a look of disgust on my face. I asked quietly: "What is there to see? You don't have a mobile phone yourself?" My hasty words made Xiaoqiu take advantage of it, and Xiaoqiu immediately said coquettishly: "No, I want to see yours, just It depends on you..." Xiaoqiu's coquettishness came so fast and suddenly, which scared me. Moreover, Xiaoqiu's coquettishness has always made it difficult for me to resist, so I didn't dare to look at Xiaoqiu's charming appearance, so I subconsciously crawled into the bed, then turned my back to Xiaoqiu and said, "Don't bother me again. Annoy me, bother me again, I went to Xiaobao's room to sleep..." Although it was a "passive" resistance, the effect was surprisingly good. Xiaoqiu said "Oh" dejectedly, and shut down the computer in despair. It probably didn't matter. After writing about my mood, I washed myself and went to sleep. After turning off the lights, Xiaoqiu tossed and turned a little on the bed, and I couldn't fall asleep at once, so I went to bed again.After carefully reCalling the diary written by Xiaoqiu just now, I found that I was a little scared when I thought about it: Did Xiaoqiu really swallow her father's Semen when she took aphrodisiac? Did you really make peace with your father in front of your drunk father-in-law? Did her father really tie up Xiaoqiu and prevent her from coming back? Xiaoqiu really didn't tell me that her father had kidnapped her for the sake of Family harmony? What worries me the most is, what extremely embarrassing thing did Xiaoqiu and her father do on Valentine’s Day? As Xiaoqiu said, in my heart, it is okay for Xiaoqiu to be lewd and even challenge the mOral bottom line, but what I cannot accept is being immOral. I can bear it, having sex, having sex in the field, and even in the movie theater. What I can't bear is whether Xiaoqiu will take Xiaobao and play crazy with his father. Xiaoqiu and her father are both adults. It doesn't matter how you play, because adults have the ability to take responsibility for their own actions. However, Xiaobao is too young and needs the care of his Family, not the harm from his Family. Therefore, I couldn't sleep without worry. Later, I even dreamed that Xiaoqiu and his father were holding Xiaobao's hand, walking on the street, and then sitting in a box to watch a movie. father kissed Xiaobao's right cheek, and Xiaoqiu kissed Xiaobao. On the left side of Xiaobao's face, three people are holding hands. Later, for some reason, the three of them went to sleep in the hotel. At first, Xiaobao was a little curious and asked: "Hey, mom, why does grandpa sleep with us tonight?" But Xiaoqiu immediately made up. : "Because today is the most special day, today is three generations sharing a bed..." of course Xiaobao didn't understand, and curiously asked Xiao Qiu: "mom, what is three generations sharing a bed?" Xiao Qiu said with a SMile: "Three generations, That is to say, there are three people: me, you, and grandpa. However, you are the youngest, grandpa is the eldest, and mom is neither big nor SMall, so we are called the third generation..." Xiaobao showed his little tiger teeth and said with a SMile, as if he understood something. , so..." Xiaoqiu actually continued to make up: "Yes, grandpa and mother love you the most, so the three of us will sleep together tonight, but this is only once in a lifetime. You can't tell anyone, because this is a A special holiday for the three of us..." Xiaobao thought for a moment and asked, "Can't dad tell me?" Upon hearing this, Xiaoqiu said calmly: "of course I can't tell you. Grandpa is taking you today. Just for fun, dad didn’t take you to play. Remember, this is a special holiday for you, mom and grandpa. It only happens once in your life. of course, no one can tell you...Dad has told you. When mom is away, you must listen. Dad said, when dad is away, you must listen to mom. mom is telling you now, don’t tell anyone what happened today." Xiaobao thought about it for a moment and then said, "Okay, I remember, I will listen to mom. "So, did you have fun today? Grandpa is the oldest and loves you the most. How about we all give him a kiss?" After that, Xiaobao, under Xiaoqiu's temptation, really kissed his father happily. She even said innocently: "It's time for mom to kiss grandpa..." But Xiaoqiu was much more evil than Xiaobao. Xiaoqiu was there, hugging his father and kissing him hungrily, with an expression of Pleasure and enjoyment on his face. When the dream reached this point, I woke up, and I couldn’tI don’t understand why I have such a dream. To be honest, in the past, I would never believe that Xiaoqiu would do such a wicked thing, because what I have always instilled in Xiaoqiu is that "a gentleman is lustful, "It's okay to be lascivious, but it can't be without a bottom line." So, in the past, I would never have had such a dream. I sighed and looked at Xiaoqiu sleeping "next door" with a heavy heart. Could it be that I have been forcing myself to treat Xiaoqiu as a stranger during this period, and now I really treat Xiaoqiu as a stranger deep in my heart? People? This feeling is a bit inexplicable. Yes, my beloved Wife turned into an evil stranger, which is not only terrifying, but also heartbreaking. Just like that, half awake and half asleep, I suddenly heard Xiaobao's cry coming from the monitor. I also turned up the brightness of the monitor a little doubtfully, and found that Xiaobao was sleeping there, moving around. He was still babbling and shouting something. Soon Xiaoqiu woke up and stretched her head over nervously, staring at the monitor worriedly. At this time, Xiaobao made so much movement that the quilt became loose and slid down. Xiaobao has always been a good sleeper. Maybe he has been used to sleeping quietly alone since he was a child. Why is he so dishonest tonight? Are you sick? Xiaoqiu ran over first, and I followed. I touched Xiaobao's forehead and found that he didn't have a fever. Just when I was wondering, Xiaobao suddenly shouted: "Don't hit mommy, don't hit mommy..." "This makes me very embarrassed. When Xiaobao was about two years old, he also babbling and talking in his sleep a few times, but only a handful of them, and he wouldn't remember it at all when he woke up. I must have been frightened tonight and had nightmares. When Xiaoqiu heard this, she felt distressed and wanted to take Xiaobao to the room to sleep. However, I don't allow Xiaoqiu to do this. If Xiaobao wakes up now, he might really remember the nightmare. If he is coaxed, it will only make Xiaobao's memory deeper. It's better to be cruel and let Xiaobao face it by himself. So, I asked Xiaoqiu to cover Xiaobao with the quilt, and then returned to the room. After returning to the room, neither of us felt sleepy, and I pretended to be strong and turned my back to Xiaoqiu, pretending to sleep. But Xiaoqiu was at the side, muttering with a sad but happy face: "Xiaobao really loves me so much, he knows he loves me, I deserve to die, I really shouldn't have run away from Home in the first place..." When I heard this, Suddenly I thought of the dream just now. Maybe this dream was too exciting for me, so I couldn't help but lie down immediately and asked Xiaoqiu impatiently: "On Valentine's Day, you took Xiaobao and did that with your dad, right? When Xiaoqiu heard this, she probably didn't panic at all. Instead, she said in disbelief: "How is it possible? No matter how stupid I am, I couldn't have done that with Xiaobao? I left Xiaobao at my Colleague's house." "Xiaoqiu's answer made me feel a little ashamed. I felt that my thoughts were too dark, but I was not willing to accept the blow, so I said contemptuously: "Tch, right? You haven't talked to dad in front of your father-in-law. That's it..." When Xiaoqiu heard this, he frowned, and then said awkwardly: "Did you really not see the diary I wrote and threw it in the recycling bin? That night, my dad touched it in front of my dad. I, but, but, later I wentIt's made in the kitchen, so it doesn't really count as being made in front of daddy, right? "The more Xiaoqiu spoke, the softer her voice became, and her face became more and more embarrassed. She was obviously a little guilty of remorse, but suddenly she suddenly understood and asked excitedly: "How did you know that I had sex with my dad in front of him on the day the supermarket opened? You read the diary I wrote a few days ago, right? "When I heard this, I was a little confused. Sure enough, in the middle of the night, I couldn't think clearly, and I was confused and exposed my mistakes. Therefore, I was embarrassed and speechless for a moment. At this time, Xiaoqiu was a little happy and said happily: " Hehe, I'm so happy, my husband finally read the diary I wrote..." When I heard Xiaoqiu's complacent expression, I was so angry at the time, I guess I had a bitter look on my face, but I didn't expect that this made Xiaoqiu even more gloating. He actually jumped onto my folding bed without any shame, pressed on top of me, and said without shame: "Tonight is the happiest. It turns out that not only does Xiaobao love me so much, but my husband also cares about me. I won't even die tonight." It's worth it..." "You go down..." I pushed Xiaoqiu feebly, feeling like I had been raped. But Xiaoqiu was still not afraid of me, or she was too happy, and she said to me with a playful SMile, "You "Push me." However, inadvertently, I seemed to see something tattooed on Xiaoqiu's ankle. So, I asked Xiaoqiu doubtfully: "What is that on your foot?" " Xiaoqiu, who was in high spirits, glanced at her ankle out of curiosity when I asked her this question. Then the SMile on her face disappeared and she stammered: "Tattoo... I got a red wolf tattoo..." As soon as I heard Xiaoqiu's tone, I felt something was wrong, so I asked curiously: "Did you get the tattoo when you ran away from Home in Shenzhen? "Xiao Qiu's face was very ugly. It could be said that she whispered "Hmm" with a pale face. When I saw this, I didn't bother to ask any more questions, because if I asked, I would be asking for trouble, but I didn't expect Xiao Qiu to hesitate and say : "This, this, this is a couple's tattoo. Dad also got a tattoo. Yes, yes, it was Big Big Wolf, or my idea." When I heard this, I became very angry. Xiaoqiu had eloped with her father for a month. , it seems that there are many things for the crazy Le Bu Si Shu, so I said angrily: "Get out of here and die..." Xiaoqiu was so frightened that she immediately climbed down in despair, and then said tremblingly: "I am serious I don’t want to deceive you anymore, I’ve done what I’ve done, and now it’s too late to regret...” Not only could I not listen to what Xiaoqiu said, but I was so angry that I got up and said, “Pah! "As soon as the ground hit the ground, he turned off the light and said viciously: "Stop chirping, it's so annoying..." Xiaoqiu then hid in the bed and started sobbing. I don't know what Xiaoqiu was crying about.
How long did it take? Because it was too late at night, I fell asleep soon. The strange thing was that when I went to work the next day, I fell asleep. Qiu’s matter no longer bothers me so much, because Xiaoqiu did not take Xiaobao to fool around with his father, nor did he have sex in front of his father-in-law.The two things I can't accept the most are the former hurting Xiaobao and the latter being disrespectful to his father-in-law. As for the third thing, Xiaoqiu and her father got couple tattoos. Although it makes me unhappy, but from the first two things, it seems that Xiaoqiu still has a certain bottom line, so I don’t want to ask for trouble. After all, things have developed At this point, Xiaoqiu must have done a lot of bottomless things. Now she can only settle for second best. As long as she doesn't hurt other people, she'll be lucky. So, what troubles me the most is Xiaobao’s nightmare last night. Xiaoqiu is right. Not only did I fail to protect her, I also failed to protect Xiaobao. The more you think about a perfect life, sometimes your life becomes a mess. Thinking about it now, as Xiaoqiu said later, it was wrong for her to be lost in desire, but my requirements for her were too perfect. I would rather watch the surveillance secretly than give her a hand. As long as I was, When I give an order, Xiaoqiu will definitely be obedient, but I use perfect standards to demand Xiaoqiu, hoping that she will realize her mistakes consciously. Xiaoqiu said that the truth and things are actually very simple for women. As long as I say that I am unhappy and stop, she will stop without hesitation, and there will be no tragedy that will happen later. of course, this is something for later. At that time, I only felt that Xiaoqiu was half right, that is, she failed to protect Xiaobao. Because in the eyes of adults, a slap is normal. After all, we have seen too many things that are more terrifying than a slap, such as murder and arson, deception and abduction...etc.! However, it was the first time for the young Xiaobao to see his beloved mother being "beaten" by the most familiar grandfather with a fierce look on his face. No wonder Xiaobao had nightmares. We always teach children to endure some hardships and recognize the reality of society early. Because we are also like this and feel that society is realistic, so we become realistic people. But abroad, parents always kiss in front of their children to tell them that mom and dad are very loving and the world is beautiful. Therefore, children abroad will also work hard to find true love and a beautiful life. In our eyes, Society has been realistic since childhood, love? Love is a magic horse? So, I thought about it for a day and felt that we can’t make Xiaobao feel that society is so scary, at least not now. Therefore, I want to make up for Xiaobao and make Xiaobao happy. After get off work, I called Xiaoqiu and asked her to cook more rice and ask the uncle and aunt to come over for dinner. I went to pick up my father-in-law and Mother-in-law, saying that the atmosphere was too tense yesterday and scared Xiaobao. Everyone should be happy today. After all, Xiaoqiu and I have been married for many years, so she understood immediately and said happily: "Okay, hubby, you buy more food, and I will give you all the money at Home and my own private money tonight..." Xiaoqiu Qiu's words almost made me burst out laughing. In order not to let Xiao Qiu hear, I quickly hung up the phone. When I arrived at the Home of my father-in-law and Mother-in-law, she was really surprised and asked me quickly: "Zhihao, why did you come here alone today? Where is Xiaoqiu?" Looking at my Mother-in-law's panic, I must have been on tenterhooks all day today, after all, yesterday I With that attitude, can she not be worried? I kept a straight face, and Xiaoqiu was pitiful. As a mother,I must be worried to death. I must think that after Xiaoqiu comes back from cheating on her, I will definitely not let Xiaoqiu have an easy time. So I SMiled and said to my Mother-in-law: "I haven't had a drink with dad for a long time. I'm so depressed that I came here tonight to pick dad up and have a drink..." When my Mother-in-law heard this, she was stunned at first, but she immediately became happy and said to my father-in-law: " Old man, Zhihao picked you up for a drink..." At this time, his father-in-law, who had always been a majestic man, was like a little old man in the countryside, muttering in a panic: "Oh, okay, okay, okay, I'll go find another pair. Shoes, Zhihao, wait for me, I'll be right over..." My father-in-law looked flustered, as if he was afraid that I wouldn't wait for him. Later, I bought some groceries with my Mother-in-law on the road. My Mother-in-law was about to fight with me and refused to let me pay. She said in a nice way: "Don't worry about it, don't worry about it. I'll buy it for Xiaobao to eat..." Seeing that my Mother-in-law couldn't say anything, I went to buy some wine with my father-in-law. Unlike my Mother-in-law, my father-in-law didn't rush to pay for it with me. I think no matter what age group, the difference between men and women is always so big. After returning Home, Xiaobao saw his grandpa and grandma, and he was really at a loss. When I saw this, I quickly walked over and said to Xiaobao, "Do you know why grandpa and grandma came here again today?" Xiaobao looked at me with doubts and said pitifully. : "I don't know..." There was obviously a little fear in his words. So I said: "Grandpa misses mommy. Yesterday, grandpa came over because mommy was a little disobedient. Just like you, she needs to be taught a lesson. But today, grandpa came over because he missed mommy, because after being taught a lesson, he will become even more disobedient." I love you mommy, just like me. Every time I teach you a lesson, I love you even more..." Upon hearing this, Xiaobao looked at his father-in-law with curious eyes, then looked at me again, sticking out his tongue and asking me: "Really?" When I saw that Xiaobao wasn't completely convinced, I had to bite the bullet and beg Xiaoqiu, so I said to Xiaobao, "Then ask mom..." Xiaoqiu's response was absolutely perfect. Seeing Xiaoqiu running over, he kissed his father-in-law and said, "Look, mommy loves grandpa too..." Xiaobao grinned so hard that he suddenly said, "Then grandpa doesn't kiss mommy?" Xiaobao said this. , making everyone laugh and cry. At this time, I wanted to say: "When you grow up, your father will not be able to kiss his daughter..." But the father-in-law actually kissed Xiaoqiu for the first time. Then my face turned red to my neck. After such a fuss, the atmosphere became much livelier. Xiaobao ran to the kitchen to watch his Mother-in-law cooking, and then ran to the supermarket to help Xiaoqiu. At the dinner table, the uncle also came over to have a drink with his father-in-law. No, he drank many drinks. After all, his father-in-law was already blushing and having a thick neck. Perhaps because everyone was happy, the table was full of food and was eaten in a mess. The remaining drinks in the disposable cups were staggered in front of several women. The father-in-law and uncle may have drunk too much, so they put the food on the table again. It was scattered all over the dishes. All in all, eat to your heart’s content. After having enough wine and food, the Mother-in-law and father-in-law were completely different from last night. They waited until Xiaobao fell asleep, and then slowly prepared to leave. And after I sent my father-in-law and Mother-in-law back, I returned Home and opened the door. I was shocked.Shocked. Because Xiaoqiu was sitting on the edge of the bed with her back to the door, screaming "Ah, ah, ah,..." miserably, and there was a burst of SMoke coming from Xiaoqiu's place. This shocked me. Is Xiaoqiu going to commit suicide?
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