"The Perfect Match Wife Xiaoqiu" - Chapter 101, Xiaoqiu's Subconscious Comparison

Xiaoqiu's unreasonable and unreasonable behavior made me lose my last patience; and Xiaoqiu's "rushing out of the door" made me even more angry. Although I was so angry that I didn’t want to see Xiaoqiu and wanted to kick Xiaoqiu far away, and even the thought of divorce flashed across my mind, but I really didn’t want to make a fuss, because after all, this kind of thing can’t be dealt with. If outsiders hear it, it's over. So, I watched Xiaoqiu walk out of the room. And after being extremely angry for ten seconds, I felt that something was wrong. Xiaoqiu's behavior was really strange. How could he run to his father's room just after a quarrel? Unless there is something wrong with her brain, which woman would blatantly go to another man's room to spend the night just after she had an argument with her husband? Unless you really don’t want to live a good life. Therefore, I was very doubtful whether Xiaoqiu really went to my father's room. When I thought of this, I jumped out of bed and opened the door, praying in my heart that Xiaoqiu was just playing a prank and would appear outside the door. However, once again, to my surprise, Xiaoqiu was not outside the door at all. It seemed that she had really gone to her father's room. At this time, I was no longer angry, but furious. I really took it. Did Xiaoqiu take an aphrodisiac, or was there something wrong with her nerves? At that time, I just had an idea, you can go crazy as much as you want. The later you come back, the more miserable I will let you die. If Xiaoqiu doesn't kneel down and admit her mistake this time, and if she doesn't cause a fight to the death, it's impossible for me to forgive Xiaoqiu. With the mentality of "it's never too late for a gentleman to take revenge", I closed the door again and returned to the bedroom. However, after returning to the bedroom, I was still restless and couldn't sit still for even ten seconds. I turned on the computer again. I wanted to see how Xiaoqiu was going to fool around with her father tonight. Monitoring: Xiaoqiu is sitting on the edge of the bed with her head down. His eyes looked at the door from time to time. My father was taking a shower in the steamy Bathroom, and even though the "hot mist was lingering", I was depressed because I could still see my father shaking his big black guy from side to side. Moreover, it seems that you can still see your father hurriedly taking a towel to wipe the front and the back. Sure enough, after a while, his father ran out impatiently while wiping himself, and said hurriedly: "Oh, I thought you wouldn't come over tonight." Xiaoqiu glanced at her father angrily. , sighed and said: "Hey, you put on your clothes first..." His father stared at Xiaoqiu's cloudy face for a few times, and then asked with a puzzled look on his face: "Xiaoxia, what's the matter with you? I feel like you I seem to be in a bad mood..." "Why are you so long-winded? Put your clothes on..." My father stammered, "Oh, oh," and then put on his Underwear and Underwear first. After Xiaoqiu glanced at his father, he said: "Put on your coat too..." "Wear your coat too?" His father glanced at Xiaoqiu in confusion and found that Xiaoqiu ignored him, so he had to reluctantly put on his coat. Put it on. (When I saw this, I was also very puzzled. I didn’t know what Xiaoqiu wanted to play). When Xiaoqiu saw her father put on his clothes, he leaned on the bedside, and then said leisurely: "I'm not in a good mood tonight. Please talk to me and do it later..." Seeing this,I want to SMash the computer and quarrel with my mother. Have I learned to talk to my father? That's really mean. As for the father on the other end of the surveillance camera, when he heard what Xiaoqiu said, he suddenly SMiled and said with a grin: "Okay, okay, tell me, who bullied our Xiaoxia..." As he said this, he ran to bed and wanted to hug her. Xiaoqiu. However, Xiaoqiu was very repulsive and pushed his father away and said, "What are you doing? Just sit on the edge of the bed." His father was stunned for a moment and said, "Oh...oh, that's fine too. I'll sit down." Listening to you at the bedside..." Xiaoqiu sighed again and said, "Oh, it's nothing, just a quarrel with Zhihao?" The father looked confused. The SMile is gone too. Xiaoqiu said lightly "Hmm...". The father wiped his forehead with his hand, then thought for a while and said, "It's normal to quarrel occasionally. husbands and wives will quarrel. Alas," "Are there no couples out there who don't quarrel?" Xiaoqiu asked innocently that day. But it made me jealous, and I felt that Xiaoqiu was completely hopeless, and she even "talked about love" with her father and discussed such a "true love" topic. But his father was obviously not good at discussing this kind of topic, so he said: "No, look at you, your relationship with Zhihao is settled, didn't you still quarrel and break glasses last year?" At this time, Xiaoqiu SMiled. When his father saw Xiaoqiu SMiling, he said, "Forget it, don't think about those unhappy things tonight, let me love you..." After saying that, he pretended to hug Xiaoqiu. "Go away, I'm not in the mood. Don't you care about why Zhihao and I quarreled?" Xiao Qiu said with an unhappy face. The father hurriedly explained: "It's not that I don't care. Didn't you let me take care of your affairs with Zhihao?" After a pause, the father continued: "How about you tell me why you and Zhihao are doing it?" "A quarrel?" "Oh, Zhihao didn't let me come over tonight, so I quarreled with him," Xiaoqiu said with a pout. When his father heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and then asked in disbelief: "Isn't it right? Zhihao didn't let you come over?" "Oh, yes?" "Then, why did you come here?" "When you are angry, I'm coming over." "No, isn't it? Zhihao doesn't want you to come over?" "Well, is it good for you?" The father kept stammering throughout the conversation. He answered briskly, and when Xiaoqiu asked, "Is it good for you?", his father looked embarrassed and flattered and said, "Yes, yes, but, by the way, why doesn't Zhihao let you come over?" "That's right. We had a quarrel, and then Zhihao didn't let me come over..." Xiaoqiu paused and said, "But I don't care about him, I'm so angry with him..." "Is this so?" After saying this, his father fell into thinking. After a few moments, he said, "Isn't that bad?" "What's wrong?" "Zhihao doesn't let you come over, but you insist on coming over. Isn't that bad?" "Isn't that bad?" I'm going to piss him off. I'm in a better mood now, let's do it." Now, it was my father's turn to refuse. "Wait, wait,..." "What's wrong?" "I see?It's better to go back tonight. "Why?" "Is there any other reason for this?" Just after you and Zhihao finished arguing, you came over in anger. If it were me, I would definitely be mad and maybe hit someone. "Is it that serious?" "Isn't it?" Don't you think this is serious? Zhi, Zhihao, is he usually afraid of you? Didn't you get angry? "At this time, Xiaoqiu SMiled, and then thought about it and said: "Are you sure you don't need me to acCompany you tonight? "Forget it, forget it, you should go back and see Zhihao." It won't be good if the noise gets louder later. "Then don't accuse me of breaking my promise then." "No, no, go back quickly." Zhihao's temper got worse and no one could stop him. " "Yeah? Then why have I never seen Zhihao get angry? "Haha, Zhihao seldom gets angry now" "Then I'll go back..." "Go back quickly and don't quarrel all the time." It's better to have fun as a Family. "I know, don't worry, Zhihao has a good temper, just give him some coaxing..." Seeing this, I was confused and felt like I didn't recognize this Xiaoqiu at all. And just when I was confused At this time, Xiaoqiu was getting out of bed and walking back. This scared me so much that I quickly turned off the computer and lay back on the bed. Because I was afraid that there was not enough time, I almost hit Xiaobao who was already asleep on the bed. I covered Xiaobao with the quilt, and then thought, no wonder the adults quarreled and the child suffered. I completely forgot about Xiaobao just now, causing Xiaobao to fall asleep pitifully. But then, Xiaobao was still under Xiaoqiu's control. Very good, at least at night. Just when I was sighing, the door clicked, and Xiaoqiu came back. But I still didn't want to look at Xiaoqiu, so I was about to help Xiaoqiu take off his clothes. He walked to the bed and said very gently: "husband, I'm here. "And I was still too lazy to talk to Xiaoqiu, because I felt that since Xiaoqiu was back, she would definitely take the initiative to talk to me. Sure enough, Xiaoqiu helped Xiaobao take off his clothes, then put Xiaobao away, and then took off his clothes and climbed up The bed came into my arms. I pushed Xiaoqiu a few times without pushing her away, and then turned my back to Xiaoqiu and prepared to sleep. At this time, Xiaoqiu said with a SMile: "husband, were you angry just now? "To be honest, I'm not just angry, I'm simply confused, because I feel that Xiaoqiu is too strange tonight. So I don't want to "take action" easily without "knowing the enemy's situation", and Xiaoqiu doesn't care whether I pay attention or not. She said there herself: "husband, don't be angry, tonight is a joke I made on you. Did you know? The store was not busy at this time, so several female colleagues were talking about how many times they had quarreled with their husbands and had sex with them. Later, a Colleague came up with a weird idea, saying that they used a beautiful girl's trumpet to pretend to be... She looked like she was lovelorn, and then she seduced you. In the end, several of her colleagues’ husbands were really there to comfort the ‘lovelorn beauties’. I knew right then and there that you wouldn't be able to join that lovelorn beauty. "After Xiaoqiu finished speaking, I asked impatiently: "Really? That's because I was too busy today and didn't check WeChat. Besides, what does that have to do with tonight? "Tonight, I am in a bad mood. I have been in a bad mood these past few days. I just want to quarrel with you."Today, my colleagues are praising you for your good temper. I was curious and wanted to test how good your temper is. Will you hit me? Many colleagues have been pushed or pushed by their husbands. "At this time, I realized that Xiaoqiu was really "looking for trouble" to play a prank again. But I still felt very unhappy. At this time, Xiaoqiu said again: "I went too far tonight. I insisted on going to Dad's room. Are you really afraid that you will hit me? "Speaking of this, Xiaoqiu bared her teeth and grinned, and then said proudly: "But you didn't hit me. Haha, husband, you have a really good temper. " Seeing Xiaoqiu's silly look, I wanted to laugh a little, but I held it back. Instead, I said with a straight face: "Don't you think you are boring? "It's not boring. How could it be boring?" "You know what?" I killed two birds with one stone tonight. Through tonight's incident, I discovered that you and dad are really good. "When I heard Xiaoqiu mentioning my father, I was a little surprised, so I glanced at Xiaoqiu curiously. Xiaoqiu probably thought I was interested, and then said: "I just walked out of the room just to see if you would chase me. You came out to beat me, but I found that you didn't chase me out. Then I had a sudden idea, so I actually went to Dad's room to see if Dad knew that I had quarreled with you, would he still want me to acCompany him? In the end guess what. "To be honest, I feel a little disgusted when my father is mentioned now, or in other words, I feel disgusted when my father and Xiaoqiu are mentioned, so I echoed coldly: "What's the matter? "Dad actually persuaded me to come back and told me not to quarrel with you." "I felt a little unspeakably depressed there, but Xiaoqiu said nonchalantly: "That's why I'm so happy, you and dad are so good..." To be honest, I was a little speechless at the time, so I didn't know what to say. What? But Xiaoqiu was still immersed in sweetness and said to herself: "Hey, it's really difficult to quarrel with you. "Xiaoqiu's words made me very puzzled and angry. Is there anyone in the world who likes to quarrel? So I said with disdain: "What's the good of quarreling? Do you like to quarrel so much? "Hehe, no, to tell you the truth, mainly, I don't want to write a diary. If I quarrel with you, don't I need to write it?" But it’s strange, why do you suddenly want me to write a diary so much? " "Write a diary, what's weird about it? Am I still wondering about you? You used to love writing diaries so much, and you said you wanted me to know every detail and every feeling, but now you suddenly stop writing. I'm surprised you've changed so much. Xiaoqiu frowned, thought for a moment and said, "Haha, did I say that?" I can't remember exactly. "I looked at Xiaoqiu with disdain, sighed, and said nothing. The two of us were silent for a while, and Xiaoqiu asked silently: "husband, do you really want me to write a diary? "Well..." "But I really don't want to write?" "Why?" "It's okay, husband, didn't you say that husband and Wife should trust each other unconditionally?" " "yes? So what? "I'm a little impatient. To be honest, I've always been a little impatient, but I'm just restraining myself. "Then you can trust me unconditionally for once and don't force me to write a diary...""Halo, unconditional credit is for big things. What else do you have to hide when writing a diary?" "Do you still remember the story you told me? It was the day you were lying in bed with another woman and you made me believe it. If you are innocent, I will also believe that you are innocent." When we were in love, I did tell Xiaoqiu a story about mutual trust between Lovers. I remember what I said at that time was: when my Wife is lying in bed with another man. Should you believe her when she asked you to believe her in bed - of course, why? Because of the two stories, the first one is more regrettable because one only regretted it for a few years, while the second story regretted it for a lifetime. It was in the 1950s and 1960s. At that time, she went to her grandma's house in the countryside for vacation during the summer vacation. Her grandma's house was Although the remote countryside was remote, it was also more peaceful. She went to practice harmonica under a tree when she had nothing to do at night. The first time she went to play was "JaSMine", but halfway through she found that she was out of tune. What's terrible is that she found a man laughing there. She ran Home in shame and was angry all night. The next morning, she found a ball of paper in front of the door. She opened it and saw that it was written by the man last night and pointed out on it. How should she correct her mistakes last night? He very carefully pointed out her carelessness. Although she was angry, she conscientiously followed his instructions and corrected them, and the effect was really good. From now on, she will do it every time

He would listen quietly every time when he went to play the harmonica under that tree. The next day, there would be paper balls pointing out her mistakes at her door. This continued. That night a week later, she went under the tree again. After she finished blowing, she didn't go away. She told him: She would go back tomorrow. He looked at her calmly. This was the first time they looked at each other. His calmness hurt her. There was a kind of pride deep in his heart. He asked her address. She lowered her head and did not answer and ran back. It was late at night. She put a photo of herself under the tree. Her School address was written on the back of the photo because she believed that if he If he commemorated that tree like her, he would definitely go under that tree and know the address and write her a letter. But in the end she didn’t get his letter. She was very disappointed. After graduation, she became a music Teacher and fell in love several times. But I couldn't forget his shadow. Later, they miraculously met during a blind date with friends. They were stunned this time, but he asked calmly: What's your name? Now it's her turn to be stunned. You gave the address but forgot to mention your name. How did you send a letter in those days? Her wry SMile was also a sweet SMile. Needless to say, the ending of this story is of course that they come together, but I hope I can read the regret in it and don't let this regret appear on us, because we may not be as lucky as them] This is not There was a pair of unlucky Lovers here. He and she fell in love happily, but it didn't last long. The Second World War broke out and he was forced to return.Hometown (let’s say France) After he returned to France, he asked her to wait for him to tell her that he would definitely come back. While she kept waiting, he kept writing to her and affixing an extra stamp because he knew she liked collecting stamps and she also Every time she tore off the stamps and treasured them, but once she received a letter like this. The letter said that he was getting married soon and asked her not to wait for him. She cried sadly and was so angry that she did not tear off the stamps. Later, the second war ended. A person who likes to buy used books saw some old letters at a stall. She also likes collecting stamps. She saw some stamps and bought them. Then she saw the ruthless words in the letter: "Don't wait for me anymore - I'm getting married." But when she tore off the stamp, she was stunned and shed tears, because the back of the stamp said: "Under surveillance, the marriage is fake. My dear, I love you." I think the reason why she shed tears is because she saw It's such a huge regret. It's really a regret. It's a lifelong regret. So we are lucky enough to see such a story and have such a lesson learned. So please don't let us have such regrets. Please give your Lover more trust. Give your love a trust. To be honest, I was surprised that Xiaoqiu still remembered the stories I told her, and used such stories to "excuse" her deception, and used the stories I told her to ask me to believe her unconditionally and stop asking any more questions. This made me full of emotions. I thought for a while and then said: "Then I don't understand why it is so difficult to keep a diary? What happened?" But Xiaoqiu asked me: "Then you can't do it. Do you want to trust me unconditionally?" Haha, trust me unconditionally. I've watched the surveillance, and I know that Xiaoqiu has hidden a lot and still lies. How can you expect me to trust you unconditionally? So, I thought for a while and then said: "But this story also tells us that Lovers should not hide things from each other. You don't tell me anything, which makes me more and more curious..." Xiaoqiu frowned and thought about it. After a while, he stammered: "Actually, it's not that I don't want to write, it's that I don't know how to write at all..." "Halo, why don't you just write it truthfully? You could write it before, why can't you write it now? What happened?..." Under my questioning, Xiaoqiu frowned and sighed uncomfortably. After struggling for a while, she said, "I'm afraid I'll make you angry if I write..." After saying this, Xiaoqiu became nervous. He rubbed his eyes. To be honest, I have known for a long time that Xiaoqiu is afraid of writing it truthfully, for fear that I will be angry. If she doesn’t write it truthfully, she probably won’t be able to make it up, and if she makes it up, Xiaoqiu will also feel guilty. When I saw that Xiaoqiu finally had the courage to confess, I hurriedly said: "You can tell me if you're not angry." "You're really not angry?" "How could you be angry? Haven't you done enough things to go out of your way? I didn’t blame you for telling Dad?” For some reason, Xiaoqiu’s eyes were a little watery at this time. I don’t know if it was nervousness or why, but Xiaoqiu said tremblingly: “Oh, but it’s not like I’m out of line this time. ? Dad said that Xiaobao will grow up soon and will be sensible by then."I'm going to give birth to a baby next year, so I want to spend these few months with him..." "Are you helping dad again?" "I blurted out the biggest taboo in my heart. Xiaoqiu was also frightened and said repeatedly: "No, no, how is it possible? "Then what are you afraid to say?" "Xiao Qiu looked at me carefully, and then said: "Last Wednesday, I, I, I played, tied up, with my dad. "To be honest, I still couldn't accept it when I heard Xiaoqiu say it myself, so I instinctively said: "Halo, how can you play such a dirty game? Are you stupid? "Xiao Qiu blinked and was about to cry, and said softly: "I said just now that I wasn't angry..." "Forget it, I won't play anymore..." "Well, I won't play anymore..." "Then did you follow Dad? kiss? "Xiaoqiu glanced at me in panic, and then quickly denied: "No..." This is, I want to ask more, but suddenly I feel that my attitude tonight is so bad, like interrogating a prisoner, and Xiaoqiu is also frightened. I didn't even dare to admit it even after kissing. I felt that if I asked again, I would definitely not be able to find out the reason, so I said, "Okay, don't hide it anymore. If you keep hiding it, I really won't forgive you." "I didn't lie to you." I don’t want to write a diary, I just don’t want to fool you and deceive you. I don’t usually acCompany my dad, and I only acCompany him once on Wednesdays... I really didn’t hide anything from you on purpose? "Xiaoqiu was explaining to herself again. Didn't you hide anything from me on purpose? I don't know what Xiaoqiu's definition of concealment is now? Could it be that under the influence of her father, Xiaoqiu felt that telling a little lie was nothing? However, Xiaoqiu admitted a lot under my questioning. I was thinking that if her attitude was better, maybe Xiaoqiu would confess more. So, I didn’t want to ask any more questions, but said, "Okay. I'm just not used to you hiding from me. I want to know everything about you...Don't hide it anymore. "I really didn't hide anything." During this period of time, I have been struggling with how to write in the diary...I didn’t say not to write it, I already said that my aunt will write it when she gets there." "Okay, I know...go to sleep, I'm a little sleepy..." But at this time Xiaoqiu was She said coquettishly: "Humph, why don't you do it once? "Xiaoqiu's courtship made me a little embarrassed. At the time, I really didn't understand why Xiaoqiu was still in the mood for it. Now that I think about it, maybe Xiaoqiu loved me at that time, so I always unconsciously thought that Lovers should have sex from time to time. I did it once, and at that time, although I said I forgave Xiaoqiu, I actually didn't forgive Xiaoqiu at all, because I felt that Xiaoqiu didn't fully "tell everything" and still concealed a lot of things. When I went to work the next day, I was still depressed. The incident between my father and Xiaoqiu was still bothering me. And I suddenly realized that Xiaoqiu had once again unintentionally compared me with my father, so I just let it go. What does it mean to test your father? Only Lovers play the game of testing. Why does Xiaoqiu also want to test his father? Isn’t this putting me on the same level as my father? This, I feel bad againheart, because I hope that I am unique in Xiaoqiu’s heart and do not compare myself with anyone else. And I live with such a depressed mood, and Xiaoqiu has not been truly honest. How long can my life be peaceful in the future?