The exchange of desires of a lustful wife

The Exchange of Desires of an Obscene Wife I was a very chaste woman for more than thirty years, but from that time on, once the gap opened, it was out of control. I am 35 years old and my husband is 4 years older than me. We have been married for eight years and he is my first love. If it hadn't been for his one thought, my life trajectory might still be so dull until now, all changed because of the exchange. I’m not a very conservative woman, but as a civil servant, I usually only meet people in professional attire. After all, I shouldn’t be too conspicuous in that kind of environment. You may not know this, but despite the relatively orthodox nature of the organization, we are actually very open-minded. Telling dirty jokes in the Office is common, but I rarely participate. My husband’s personality is the opposite of mine. He is more open-minded and easily accepts new things. Maybe it’s because of his personality, but he started the whole thing. As the children get older, the sex between us becomes less and less enjoyable. Once a month, the quality is not very good. This is a common problem among many couples, but there is no panacea for common problems. More people choose to accept the situation and let this dullness acCompany them throughout their lives, but some people are not willing to be dull. For me, who lives a regular life, this kind of life seems normal. But my husband doesn’t see it that way. He always thinks that because of the seven-year itch, everyone is tired of aesthetics and needs some new stimulation to awaken everyone’s youth. I sometimes joke with him: "Awakening your youth, are you not afraid that your Wife will run away?" His answer is always so confident: "You only have one life, and I don't want you to become a yellow-faced woman." He always makes me laugh when he says this. I was very happy, but I never expected it to be in that form. During his first exchange in 2003, he started surfing the Internet. At first, he just read news, visited forums, and occasionally watched SMall movies. Once, a European and American couple exchange movie had a big impact on us. The exciting scenes in the movie made us have an exciting sexual intercourse, and the long-lost feeling surged over us. From then on, he began to occasionally mention the idea of ​​exchanging couples to me. I just thought he was joking and didn't pay much attention to him. Who knew that he secretly went to some exchange forums and actually came into contact with some people and things in this field. Once when he was browsing the web, I bumped into him. When he saw that I had discovered it, he calmly let me watch it together. The story and photos in the post shocked me so much that I never thought that such a thing could actually happen in reality. My husband then tested my tone, should I try this kind of sex? I didn't say anything at that time, I just felt a little fever on my face. Thinking about it now, I can't even figure out why I did that. If I had firmly refused, things might not have developed to this day. Seeing that I was noncommittal, my husband thought that I had acquiesced to such a proposal, so he became more actively looking for an exchange partner. I remember it was after the Spring Festival in 2005. One day he suddenly pulled me to the computer and gave meI read an email and it turned out to be from a man in Tianjin who agreed to contact us. I was a little annoyed at the time and didn't expect him to do such a thing. My husband immediately comforted me, saying that he was just making contact to understand the other person’s psychology, and promised that if I disagreed, he would immediately cut off all contact with the other person. Actually, I didn’t expect that there was a trap here. What does “cut off contact if I don’t agree” mean? In fact, it was wrong to start contacting about this matter. Although I vaguely felt something was wrong, I actually had a kind of curiosity that kept me from getting entangled with him. This was tantamount to formal acquiescence. Maybe the dull life of a couple for many years is really boring. The other party is the owner of a private enterprise in Tianjin, his name is Long Sheng (pseudonym), and he is a few years older than my husband. We quickly established contact through video. In the video, I saw that the other person was a burly man, not handsome but somewhat majestic, at least not annoying. At the beginning, two men appeared in the video, actually for the purpose of showing their wives. The other party quickly reported back that his Wife passed my husband. My husband nuzzled at me, waiting for me to express my opinion. I was a little embarrassed, but I still chose to nod. That night, my husband whispered in my mouth: "You are going to have sex with a stranger^, are you excited?" While fucking me, we had a very good sex. Soon, we made an appointment to meet for the first time. Since the other party’s child was studying in college away from Home, we agreed to meet in Tianjin. One weekend, we arranged for the child to stay at his grandma's house and then took a long-distance bus there. We got off directly at Tianjin Development Zone, and Long Sheng had already picked us up in his Passat. Long Sheng is a big man with a height of 1.85 meters and a very burly figure. In front of him, my husband, who is 1.73 meters tall, looks much weaker. Long Sheng looked like a gangster boss. My husband and I exchanged glances, and both of us couldn't help laughing. In fact, Long Sheng is a very easy-going person. He introduced some situations to us, and soon the two parties seemed to be somewhat harmonious. It's just that it was my first time to participate in such an event, so I was always a little nervous. I felt that the SMile on my face was a little stiff. Long Sheng saw something in the rear mirror and said with a SMile: "Is this the first time for Mrs. Xu to participate in such an event? It's normal to be nervous. But don't worry, you can choose to quit at any time. If it doesn't work, the four of us will sit together You can chat." My face turned red and I lowered my head in embarrassment. After a while, we arrived at their Home, which is a two-story duplex on the top floor. The large bay window overlooks the entire Tianjin Development Zone. The scenery is very beautiful. Long's Wife had already prepared the meal and told us to eat quickly. Let’s call Long’s Wife sister-in-law. She is almost 40 years old. To be honest, she doesn’t look very good. She is far behind me. i'm rightI am full of confidence. I am 1.67 meters tall, 115 pounds, and have a slightly plump figure, but with 75C breasts, it can be said to be quite sexy. My sister-in-law is only 1.6 meters tall. She is not fat, and can even be said to be a little thin, but her temperament is not bad. She looks like a person with social status. She turns out to be a lecturer in the university. I really don’t understand what my husband is after. Maybe it’s because he prefers thin women! of course, the evaluation criteria for men looking at women and women looking at women are different. Soon we finished our meal absentmindedly. Everyone sat and watched TV in the living room for a while, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward. But it was Long Sheng who broke the silence. He asked us both in a questioning tone: "How about we go up to the master bedroom and watch DVDs?" My husband looked at me, I lowered my head and said nothing, and my husband nodded. head. Long Sheng and his Wife took us upstairs. My sister-in-law sat casually on the bed, and my husband also sat carelessly on the other side of the bed. I sat carefully on the imperial concubine's couch by the window. Long Sheng turned on the TV, picked an pornographic film and played it (very similar to many descriptions of exchanges). It seemed that he was already experienced. After watching for a while, Long Sheng ran to me and sat down. I was at a loss and didn’t know how to deal with it. My husband didn’t seem to care and SMiled at us both. After a while, when he saw that I didn't respond, he put his hand around my waist. His big hand squeezed my waist, and I actually felt a little soft. Long Sheng whispered in my ear: "I liked you very much as soon as I saw you." My face immediately burned up. He pushed a little harder and I leaned against him. Seeing this, the husband also fell down on the bed and rolled to his sister-in-law. The sister-in-law did not refuse and let him hold her like this. After looking at it for a while, Long Sheng felt that it was almost done, so he suggested, "How about we go take a shower?" The husband agreed, took his sister-in-law and walked into the Bathroom. When he left, I felt abandoned, and I couldn't help but sigh. When Long Sheng saw that my husband was gone, he immediately reached out and hugged me into his arms. I groaned in surprise. He thought I was encouraging him and covered my mouth without any explanation. I have to admit that he is a man who knows how to kiss very well. I was very comfortable being kissed by him. Our tongues mixed together, and it actually felt like a call. When Long Sheng saw me giving in, his hands began to rub my breasts through my clothes, and my body gradually softened. He opened my clothes. Since it was winter and I was wearing a sweater underneath, it was a little inconvenient. He said commandingly: "Take it off." I unbuttoned it involuntarily. His words seemed to have magic power. I couldn't say no. I stood up and took it off, and he sat there admiring it. I was a little embarrassed at first, as the clothes left my body one by one, and I became even more shy. After all, it is definitely not easy for a woman who has never had extramarital sex experience to be naked in front of an unfamiliar man. I only had one set of Underwear on me and felt a little cold. He waved to me: "Come, help me take off my clothes." I couldn't refuse, so I walked over and helped him take off his clothes. I was standing at first, and it was quite inconvenient to move. He pulled me and motioned for me to kneel down. I actually knelt down obediently again and helped him take off his clothes. Long Sheng’s figure is indeed very burly. It can be seen that he had a strong figure when he was young, but as a man in his forties, time has finally made him develop some belly fat. What surprised me was his penis. After taking off his pants, I felt how big it was in the white briefs. He suddenly took my hand and put it on the penis. I looked up at him in surprise. Long Sheng SMiled and said, "Don't you want to see it?" I laughed out loud at him, and the atmosphere suddenly became harmonious. many. By this time, my husband and sister-in-law had come out of the shower. My face was flushed again. Long Sheng pulled me up and said to my husband, "Mrs. Xu is such a beauty! Haha..." My husband actually laughed in embarrassment. Suddenly I felt a little bad. Why did my husband seem a little wretched? It might be the first exchange and he was very nervous. Long Sheng pulled me into the Bathroom, where the hot water was still running. He stretched out his hand and flicked the buckle on the back of my bra. My two big breasts were immediately released as if they were relieved, and then he untied my hair. Button, a head of dark curly hair fell down like a waterfall. He hugged me from behind, kissed my earlobe, moved his hands up and down, played with my breasts with his right hand, and inserted his left hand into my Underwear to invade my private parts. At first I tried to resist with my legs crossed, but the hot breath from his nose made my whole body go weak and I moaned involuntarily. For the sake of convenience, he actually pulled up my thighs and put them on the edge of the tub. There was no resistance in my private parts. His thick fingers went straight in to dig at my buds. I could no longer hold back the burst of love, it was already overflowing down there, and I moaned wantonly: "Ah..." I reached behind with one hand and stroked his back and neck, and the other hand was pulled down by him. , grab that damn penis, it’s so big, much bigger than my husband’s! Unknowingly, I was turned around and we kissed passionately again. This time I took the initiative to accept it. I felt his penis was a little hard against my stomach, so I consciously took off his Underwear for him. The black penis and glans glistened. I was so excited that I almost fainted. He pressed my shoulders and winked, and I couldn't resist kneeling down to give him a blowjob. My mouth could barely hold the huge penis, "Oh... baby, it feels so comfortable, you are such a stunner!" Long Sheng's voice seemed to be an encouragement, so I worked harder and imitated the heroines in porn movies. I don’t know if I really make him feel comfortable, but I just feel that serving him may be more attentive than serving my husband. After eating for a while, he pulled me into the bathtub to take a bath. He also taught me how to put body wash on the breasts and wipe his back. He jokingly called it "abalone head wiping." Her nipples were rubbing back and forth on his broad back, feeling like an electric shock from time to time.It made me tremble. My body was extremely sensitive at this time, and I was already eager for a man to enter at any time. When we walked out of the Bathroom, my husband was already having sex with my sister-in-law. He was sitting on the bed, and their lower bodies were connected. The sister-in-law raised her head, twisted her body and let out a moan of ecstasy. Her husband's penis was in her Vagina. Stop interspersed. My husband glanced at us out of the corner of his eye, and immediately fell into crazy ** again. There has always been a question in my mind, that is, what does it look like when my husband has sex with someone else? Suddenly I felt jealous, maybe because my husband had ignored my look just now. Long Sheng pulled me to sit on the imperial concubine’s couch and started attacking me again. My body has become very sensitive after being stimulated. In fact, the tide below has never stopped at all. I found that he was quite bad. I sat in his arms, facing the big bed, with my legs on his hairy thighs. His penis came out of my crotch and pressed against my private parts, but he She was not in a hurry to enter, but she was just playing with my breasts, nymphs and clitoris in various ways. His voice rang in my ears: "How is it? Your husband seems to like fucking my Wife very much. Look how hard he fucks her!" I knew he was stimulating my soul, but I was still jealous and closed my eyes. I turned around, put my hands around his head and kissed him. This time I took the initiative. He picked me up and placed me on the imperial concubine’s couch, lying on my stomach, with the glans of his penis pressing against my labia from time to time. I knew he was about to enter, and my body was nervously waiting for this moment, but it seemed to have no idea, and it was pushing and stirring underneath. I couldn't stand it anymore, and I twisted my body anxiously, but he said in my ear : "Do you want it? Put it in yourself." Almost without thinking, I stretched out my hand to hold the huge penis and align it with my heart. At the same time, I twisted my body to cater for its entry. At this time, I was already in a state of forgetfulness. , I desperately needed the penis to enter. When it broke open my labia and inserted it, a feeling of satisfaction suddenly arose in my Vagina. So thick! I let out a long moan of relief. At this time, my husband looked at me with a strange expression. I heard his body hitting my butt, making a "pop" sound. The sound was so obscene that I couldn't help myself. At this time, I heard my husband suddenly let out a dull roar, which meant he had ejaculated, so I screamed even more wantonly, matching the rhythm of Long Sheng's fucking. Long Sheng bent down on my back, stretched out his hands in front of me, and ravaged my plump breasts wantonly. This made me suddenly feel a sense of humiliation, that I was being played with, but this feeling further drove the body's feelings. After a few minutes, I was on the verge of reaching climax, and my screams became more and more urgent. To be honest, it didn't seem like Long Sheng had used much effort to bring me to climax. He seemed to feel my state and suddenly increased his speed. When I was about to reach the peak, he suddenly pulled up my hair and made my body lean back. This painIt became the last straw of my climax. I screamed and trembled without emotion, and tears fell from my eyes... I don’t know how long it took, but Long Sheng still kept fucking me, and his power seemed to have no end. I don’t know how many orgasms I’ve had. My hands were weakly supporting my body, and I was helplessly swaying under the manipulation. I begged for mercy: "Brother... I can’t bear it anymore... please spare me! I’m going to die." ..." Long Sheng turned me over and let me lie on my back on the couch. I finally got a chance to breathe. Then I saw his face, with a winner's SMile on his lips, and entered my body again. I I completely collapsed... This was an endless night. I don’t know why Long Sheng has such strong sexual ability. I was fucked by him twice. The next time, my husband and sister-in-law also joined in. My sister-in-law ate my nipples and I gave my husband Oral Sex. The situation at that time was very lewd. Something I had never imagined before finally happened. Under their attack, I often reach climax quickly and then float in that state, one climax after another. My husband also fucked me alternately with Long Sheng, and I kept accepting the man’s thrusts. Later, the husband became the spectator. He was watching a powerful man playing with his Wife until he ejaculated deep into her body. His expression changed from excitement at the beginning to a bit jealous later, but I seemed to have developed a revengeful mentality. This is what you want to exchange. Is this the feeling you want? I played from 9 pm until dawn, and this exciting banquet came to an end. I was so exhausted that I fell asleep in my husband’s arms. Fortunately, he did not give up this last right. I slept until two o'clock on Sunday afternoon. When I got up, I found that they were already dressed and sitting in the living room chatting. My sister-in-law seemed very open-minded and kept explaining to me that they had already started exchanges two years ago and had successful experiences more than a dozen times. Long Sheng didn't say much. He just sat aside and glanced at me from time to time. His look made me tingle all over and reminded me of the lewd experience last night. My husband is a little sluggish, and it’s easy to understand why. After sitting for about half an hour, my husband asked to leave. Long Sheng and his Wife did not stop him, but just said some polite words such as asking us to sit for a while. Long Sheng drove us to the long-distance bus station, and we took the bus back to Beijing. Along the way, my husband and I rarely talked. I hugged my husband tightly, as if I was afraid of losing something. After this experience, life returned to normal, except that my husband was no longer keen on exchanges, and his behavior in bed suddenly became fierce. He often fucked me very roughly, as if he was stimulated by that time, because he He often asked me during sex: "Is Long Sheng's cock stronger than mine?" I knew his self-esteem was frustrated, so I could only give him more comfort. Although my husband is much more active than before, due to objective consTraints, I no longer feel the same feeling I had that day, the trembling feeling I had.​King of Darkness Time passed quickly two months ago, and my husband had to go south for a month on a business trip. As fate would have it, a phone call came suddenly... On the tenth day after my husband left, I received a phone call, and it turned out to be Long Sheng! So I sometimes wonder: Are people controlled by fate? Long Sheng said on the phone, "Brother, I miss you. When will you come back?" I said, "My husband is on a business trip, so I can't go!" Long Sheng said, "He's gone, aren't you lonely? Come to Tianjin, Let me take a look at you." I said, "That can't be the case. I promised him that both parties must be present in the exchange." Long Sheng said, "Who said this is an exchange? I only look for you alone. You are a beauty, no. My body should be locked in loneliness. Come on, I'll wait for you on the weekend." Long Sheng's words hit my heart like a heavy hammer. I was speechless and my heart was pounding, and I didn't know to continue to refuse. Long Sheng then said: "I know you can't forget me, why should you deceive yourself? I've prepared a wonderful night for you. Yan, I like you very much and want to see you very much." His words seemed to me like saying command, I've discovered this problem since that night. Yes, I couldn't refuse his request. I could only delay it by saying "think about it." After hanging up the phone, I fell into endless pain. I know that it is no longer as simple as the so-called exchange without feelings, and I am slipping to the edge of danger. I feel a little scared in my heart. A 35-year-old woman who has passed the age of sexual attraction has a legitimate career and a happy Family, but she is facing a fatal temptation and is somewhat unable to resist. What is it that confuses me? I'm a little confused. Is it his huge penis or his majestic appearance? Or is it the domineering power he possesses? After hanging up the phone, I subconsciously dialed another number, which was my husband’s phone number. "Hello...Wife, is it you?" The familiar voice sounded on the other side of the phone. "It's me..." I suddenly didn't know what to say. "Oh, why are you Calling me at this time?" It is 3 o'clock in the afternoon. "I want to ask how long it will take for you to come back." "Ah, that's it? I thought something happened! Didn't I tell you that it will be at least until the end of the month." On the other end of the phone, his tone was relaxed . "...Oh, couldn't it be earlier? I miss you." After pondering for a while, I said this sentence. This is my best effort. But for some reason, I didn’t tell him about Long Sheng’s date with me. "It's strange, you never act like this. What happened?" "Oh, no, I watched a movie last night and I just missed you a little." I lied. "Is it that kind of movie?" "You just know that, right?" There was a fierce debate in my mind, should I say it or not? "There's one more thing..." "Oh, if you have anything to say tonight, I've already joined someone else's Company. Let's do this for now."He just hangs up. Hearing the blind tone on the other end of the phone, I was a little disappointed. The moment I hung up, I originally planned to tell him. That night, I was waiting for my husband's call. I even regarded this as a test of fate. If he called me, I would tell him about Long Sheng and refuse Long Sheng; if no call came, I wouldn't. Know what to do. Finally one night he didn't call, and I was accompanied by a long night of insomnia. Is this another fate? Sometimes I believe in fate. Two days later, on Friday, he called again. He asked me when I could come. I was silent for a while, and he waited in silence. I seemed to feel the confident SMile on the other side of the phone. My stubborn nature suddenly broke out: "No, I'm not going." There was a somewhat disappointed tone on the other end of the phone, and he hung up the phone without tempting me further. I seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, but at the same time I had an indescribable feeling that was hard to put into words. This was my last resistance. At that time, I was very grateful that I still had such courage. The next day came Saturday, and my son made an appointment with his classmates for an outing. I thought that the matter was over, and a lonely yellow-faced woman could only pass the time by visiting the mall. While I was shopping, the phone suddenly rang. When I saw it, it was Long Sheng’s call. "I'm in Beijing, where are you?" My heart suddenly jumped, and I said, "I'm shopping outside." "With my husband? Is he back?" "No, he is still on a business trip. "Well, come here now. I'll wait for you in Room 412 of XXX hotel." His tone was unmistakable. I wanted to say something else, but there was no chance. He had already hung up the phone. At this time, I seemed to be falling into the boundless sea. What should I do? No idea at all. I was walking in the mall at a loss, not knowing the direction at all. Otherwise, tell him directly when you meet him! Strangely enough, this dangerous thought suddenly occurred to me at that moment, so I inadvertently moved outside the shopping mall, took a taxi and went straight to the hotel. As I walked through the corridor of the hotel, I subconsciously looked at my attire in the mirror at the stairwell. I wore a black turtleneck sweater that was tight on my body and highlighted my plump breasts, a plaid velvet skirt, and a pair of high heels underneath. She was wearing high boots and her hair was curled down. I looked so sexy in the mirror that I started to feel a little annoyed that I was wearing something like this. I knocked on the door and heard some voices inside. The door opened and that burly body came into view. Oh my God! He actually had no clothes on, only a pair of Underwear. He SMiled at me and said, "You are finally here. I knew you would definitely come." As he said this, he pulled me over and hugged me, and his mouth was already sealed on mine. The door behind me slowly closed, and the sound of the door lock closing shattered my heart like a heavy hammer, as if it closed the way back. I want to resist, but he is so strong, as soon as I lean into his arms, I lose my strength. After kissing for a while, he let me go. I quickly said, "I came here to..." But he sealed my mouth with his hand, pointed to the Bathroom, and said in a commanding tone, "Go, wash up." "Don't be so tired, just relax." From the moment I walked into the Bathroom, I knew I could no longer resist. I surrendered completely.                Whatever, it’s not the first time anyway. With this thought in mind, I closed my eyes and took off my clothes. When the water poured on me, I was extremely happy. The stone that had been weighing on my heart for several days was finally released. At least this was a way of relief. Suddenly, a pair of hands inserted themselves into my waist from behind. I knew it was him who had arrived, so I closed my eyes and enjoyed his caressing. I felt something hard pressing against my lower body. I immediately grabbed my elder Brother's hard penis. He pushed me against the Bathroom wall. I held my hands on the wall and raised my buttocks to rub against the beast behind me. The water from the nozzle spread on the Bathroom wall. On us. The elder Brother squeezed out some body wash, applied it on my Asshole, and dug in with his fingers. He often likes to stimulate that area when having sex with me. In fact, my Asshole is a very sensitive place, but this time it was his penis that pushed against it, and after being lubricated by his fingers and bath liquid, the huge glans actually pushed in. ! I was shocked and glanced back at him: "No, Brother, don't..." He said softly: "Yan, I want you to belong to me. Come on, relax, relax." There was no way, I tried my best to cater to her, His big thing broke through little by little, and I gradually felt pain, and even more so, it was accompanied by a little urge to urinate. But these sensations soon gave way to swelling as he thrust his cock in and out. But to be honest, it's not as exciting as people think. But the eldest Brother was very excited. He rubbed gently at first, and soon it turned into a fast thrust! Stab, he rubbed my breasts crazily while thrusting, and this time he reached climax even faster. During the break, we chatted for a long time. When we talked about my exchange process, Long Sheng seemed to think about it very seriously and said, "Do you know why you didn't refuse at the beginning? In fact, it was because of your subconscious mind I'm tired of the ordinary life..." "No, I can be content with being ordinary." I quickly interrupted him. "You are just talking hard. But why do you have this subconscious mind? That's because you are a lustful woman yourself, and you need such a man to give you such happiness. And the subconscious mind is something you cannot know, otherwise how can it be subconscious? What? Then it means that this is your destiny." When he said this, my mind was a little confused, and there was a voice in my heart asking myself: Is this really the arrangement of fate? He hugged me hard again and called my name: "Yan, you are a beauty, the sexiest woman I have ever seen. You are destined to be my woman, let your body enjoy the most passionate sex." He is angry that I am a scumbag.AdvertiSement post disable this website The soft voice made me melt completely. The voice in my heart answered: Yes, Jiang Keyan, this is your destiny. For a whole eight hours, my eldest Brother and I were naked and entangled together, almost never leaving the bed. In addition to resting, we just did sex. I found that I already liked this kind of life, doing sex carefree. *, even stroking his penis while sleeping. Once the depression brought about by the poverty-stricken life of the past thirty years is released, it will be very terrifying. I can no longer figure out whether I like him or whether I have succumbed to the so-called fate? To be honest, he gave me a very fulfilling feeling. His chest was so broad and thick, and a sense of security lingered in my mind. Perhaps what women need most is this feeling of fulfillment, rather than wasting their lives in boring and empty daily life. From that day until my husband came back, he stayed in Beijing for a total of twelve days. I had to go there to see him almost every day, sometimes after get off work, sometimes after dinner, and sometimes even leaving the work at noon. During those twelve days, I was a little crazy. All I could think about was my tryst with him. I was completely burned by passion. The night before my husband came back, I thought of an excuse not to go Home that night. Near dawn, he brought me to climax again, and I shouted crazily: "Do you love me? Do you love me?" He didn't answer, he just SMiled, the SMile of a winner. From then on, I became Long Sheng’s mistress. He often looked for various opportunities to go to Beijing for business or other reasons, but I knew very well that they were all here for me. Every time he comes, I feel nervous. I wonder what kind of tricks he will bring to me. For this reason, I even went to get a ring to prevent pregnancy. To me, he is the king of darkness, which I cannot resist. I try to make time to meet with him every time. He has a house in Beijing that he rented out specifically for this purpose. As soon as he comes, I will disappear there for a few hours to have sex with him. He especially likes me wearing sexy lingerie and facing the water in the Bathroom^ During sex, I sometimes find myself in the mirror, with my white tight Underwear soaked by water and clinging to my body, my dark nipples looming in the white Underwear, my soaked hair sticking to my body, my figure exquisite and clear, and my expression charming. Intoxicated, I discovered that I was actually so sexy. I might really be the stunner my Brother said I was! Long Sheng seems to have endless sexual interest in my body. His huge body often covers me, and his body plays with my body wantonly, with a passion to engulf me. He demonstrated a variety of sexual intercourse skills, which were so exquisite, some were even extraordinary. For example, he suddenly took out a blindfold and covered my eyes, tied me to the bedside, ravaged me with obscene language, and even used a clamp to Pinching my nipples, I endured it because of my fascination with him, and even deliberately tried to please him. It wasn’t until much later that I knew it was called SM.During the process of having sex with him, I also discovered that I am a woman who can squirt. This term was also told to me by him, which means that the woman will squirt during orgasm. I felt inexplicably excited every time I squirted because he seemed even more excited. Every time after playing with him, I couldn’t face my husband when I got Home, and sex with him became more and more boring. Compared with Long Sheng, my husband seems like a primary School student, but I try my best to cooperate with him to make him happy. I know it is my guilt. For six months, my husband didn’t notice anything, which made me feel even more guilty. In fact, as time went by, I found that the passion I felt during those twelve days could not keep me happy forever. More often than not, I lived in pain in contradictions. Together with Long Sheng, I enjoyed the Pleasure of the body to the fullest, and even wanted to die when having sex with my husband. The Road to Self-Redemption One day at the end of September, I received another call from Long Sheng. He would come to Beijing on Thursday and asked me to prepare myself and wait for the new game. Although half a year has passed, I still feel like a deer every time I receive a call from him. On Thursday afternoon, I asked for leave from my work and went to his house in Beijing. Long Sheng was already waiting for me there. When we meet, we hardly do anything but get straight to the point. As soon as he walked in, the same passionate kiss seemed to have always been so passionate. After the two separated, he looked at me with a SMile. I knew what was underneath, so I took off my clothes consciously. Now that I had learned how to take off my clothes to please him, I slowly took off my coat, unbuttoned my shirt, then let go of my skirt and wiggled it off. He sat on the bed and squinted his eyes to admire my performance. I was wearing a black suspender tight Underwear and black stockings underneath. This was his favorite outfit. After taking it off, I would help him take off his clothes, then let him sit on the edge of the bed and start using his mouth to serve the penis that confused me. Sometimes I would use my breasts to give him titty sex, and he hummed with great enjoyment. Now my Oral Sex had made him very satisfied. Seeing his satisfied look, I licked him harder. After a while, he took out a blindfold and helped me put it on, which is a common prop. After putting it on, he pushed me down on the bed and entered me roughly. This is a bit strange. He is usually very patient and often does foreplay for half an hour. But I couldn't think about it too much, I was already immersed in the hard and thick feeling. Since it had been half a month since the last time he came, I greedily enjoyed his fucking. As if blaming him for his neglect of me, I twisted my body wildly. After fucking for a while, he suddenly pulled his penis out of my body, leaving me feeling empty. He said: "You wait a moment." After saying that, he walked away. I wasn't very surprised, because he sometimes came up with new ideas while playing. After a while he came back and his penis entered my body again, but I suddenly felt somethingSomething is wrong, because I am very familiar with his penis, but the feeling at this time is different from before. I suddenly opened my blindfold and was surprised to find that the person pressing on me was a stranger! And Long Sheng was sitting next to us, looking at us with a SMile. This unfamiliar man was probably about the same age as me. When he saw me opening my eyes, he sped up even more. I exclaimed: "Brother, who is this person?" Long Sheng still kept SMiling and said: "Yan, this is a gift prepared for you. Let's play 3P today." I still wanted to struggle, but he bent down and pressed me. My body kissed me. I was pressed down by two men and couldn't move at all, and my lower body was at the mercy of the stranger. Long Sheng leaned into my ear and said, "Didn't I mention it to you last time? You still said I didn't dare, isn't this coming?" I finally remembered what he said the first two times. I thought it was just a joke. , because I didn’t mention it again for a month, so I didn’t expect it to be true. I closed my eyes in pain and gave up resistance. Long Sheng picked me up and asked the man to lie down. He asked me to sit on him and insert my Vagina into the man's penis. Then he put something on my Asshole. After wiping it on, he inserted the big thing into my back door. Although he had asked for my back door before, this time it felt very different. Two cocks were attacking my lower body from the front and back at the same time. My body, which had already been developed to be very sensitive, was immediately driven by them, as were the other ones just now. The surprise and defiance were gone. While he was fucking me, he used his beard behind to rub my ears. This was his favorite trick. I have seen this scene countless times in porn movies, and now it actually happened to me. My mind was dominated by a kind of obscene imagination. I was sandwiched between two men and fucked together like a slut in an porn movie. I let my body accept the two men in front and behind me, and soon I was fucked by both men. The person had an orgasm. After they ejaculated in my Vagina and Anus, the 3P sex scene came to an end, and I realized that the man I met for the first time was one of his exchange partners, named Mr. Gao. After resting for a while, Mr. Gao lay next to me with a lewd SMile and roughly took possession of me, while Long Sheng had a SMile on his face, a confident SMile. That day, I played with the two of them until 9 o'clock in the evening, before Long Sheng let me go. In Beijing in the autumn, the weather was a bit cold. A cold wind blew and I suddenly felt extremely cold. The man who fascinated me actually easily let me share it with others. So what is my status in his heart? Maybe I am just a plaything, one of his many playthings, but now he is still interested in me, and he will find all kinds of fun in me. As I walked, I thought about it, and tears couldn’t help but flow out. Suddenly I felt extremely lowly, no different from a Prostitute. I knew these were tears of regret. I suddenly hated my husband so much. It was his curiosity and lust that made me take this step.​"A woman is always an emotional animal, and her love for a man can make her do anything for him, but Long Sheng's attitude towards me made me doubt this kind of relationship for the first time." Without feelings, a woman will never be obsessed with a man for his body, at least not for me. After that, I tried hard to cut off all contact with Long Sheng. Although I would occasionally go on dates with him in the next few months, I subconsciously reduced my reliance on him, such as looking for business trip opportunities to avoid him. drive him. Long Sheng seemed to feel something. Although he was still as brave as before during his accidental tryst with me, sometimes during our free time, he and I would not speak for a long time, often feeling lost. I was sure my relationship with him was coming to an end. This feeling of loss has spread to my real life, and the relationship between my husband and I has become increasingly cold. Sometimes we won’t say a word in a night. He would never feel me, so for such a long time, I was alone in my lust. If only he cared more about me, if he was more sensitive to my feelings... On January 1, 2006, I specifically chose this day to call Long Sheng. I told him decisively on the phone that I would not talk to him. He's together. As you can imagine, he was so surprised on the phone, but he quickly regained his confidence in me: "Yan, you can't get rid of it. This is your fate. You are destined to follow me." "Take it back." Let’s do this! I’ve figured it out. I’m just your plaything. I won’t go on like this anymore. Don’t disturb my life anymore.” After that, I hung up the phone. At this moment, I felt a little relieved. In fact, Long Sheng didn’t really understand me. I am a stubborn woman, and things I have determined are irreversible. It is this stubborn character that saves me from it. Yes, he is right, I am a woman controlled by fate, and in the end it was my character that made me leave him. Although he tried to seduce me in every possible way for a long time afterwards, I gritted my teeth and insisted on not going on those dates that made me happy in the past, but now are more painful. I even changed my mobile phone number. Fortunately, in the process of interacting with him, I had a foresight and never told him my workplace and work phone number. Long Sheng, this person who once made me tremble, finally disappeared from my life after being involved with me for a year. After the Spring Festival in 2006, which was about the first anniversary of my falling into the abyss, my husband and I filed for divorce because I felt that I had been betrayed by him to get to this point. He was very surprised by my decision and desperately hoped that I would change my mind. When asked about the reason, I refused to tell him what was going on. In my eyes, he was a pitiful and hateful man, and I didn't want him to completely lose confidence in life. I said to him: "If you don't believe me, then please take a look at my married life. I will not make such a decision because of other men." Yes, I did not make such a decision because of other men. Decide,It's just that I don't want to go further and further away. I want to come back and look for the me who is at peace with myself, the me who is free from pain and lust, even if everything can no longer be found

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