sex, friendship and love

sex, Friendship and Love March 1993. Spring in Jiangnan is beautiful, but cold and wet. This kind of night is not suitable for sleeping outside. That day, Xiaoxue called me and told me that she wanted to see me tomorrow. After graduation, Xiaoxue returned to her city, which is more than 100 kilometers away from us. It's true when you think about it. For more than half a year, I only visited her a few times in the name of business trips, but she never came to see me once. . When I picked her up the next day, it was already past 12 noon. After a winter, Xiaoxue became more beautiful and her skin became whiter. I gently hugged her waist and kissed her on the face. Xiaoxue's SMile is very sweet, and it can be seen that she is very happy. I pinched her waist and found that she seemed fatter than before. So I laughed at her and said, "Xue, why have you gained weight? Do you miss me anymore?" Xue made a face at me and said, "Yeah, who told you to be a bad guy?" ReCalling that time I really don't feel like there's anything wrong with it. She loves me so much, and I love her so much. Although my girlfriend and I already live together, thinking of Xiaoxue makes me feel sweet from the bottom of my heart. Xiaoxue is very obedient, unlike my girlfriend who likes to lose her temper. If in ancient times, I think, I would marry both of them at the same time. At that time, staying in a hotel was unthinkable. Therefore, before Xiaoxue came, she told me that she would live with her classmates. That's all I think about. After having some food with her, I had to go to work, so Xiaoxue went to her classmate's workplace and told me her classmate's phone number and asked me to contact her before getting off work. I went to work in the afternoon and had no thoughts at all. On the one hand, he was thinking about Xiaoxue's appearance and how to love her properly. On the other hand, he was also worried about what happened at night. If Xiaoxue stayed at her classmate's house, wouldn't it be a waste of a good night? But if I spend the night outside like before, it will be too cold. This reminds me of Xiao Lin, my best friend. Xiao Lin started working earlier than me, and his Family was in a good situation. At that time, he was already equipped with a BB player, which was very impressive at the time. Xiao Lin and I have been classmates since childhood, and we have had a deep friendship for more than ten years. Although he looks handsome, his father is a veteran cadre, so his upbringing is very strict, he has never had a girlfriend, and he is still a Virgin. He knows everything about Xiaoxue and me. So I thought of asking him for help. I paged Xiao Lin at the public phone booth in the SMall shop in front of my unit. The boy responded very quickly. I asked him if he could find me a place to sleep for the night. It was a coincidence. He said that his aunt had just moved and the old house was still empty. All the furniture was there, but the key was missing. He didn't know if it would be done. He asked me to call him at eight o'clock in the evening. He would go to his aunt's house first to think of a solution. . Xiaolin always responded to my requests. My Family was poor at that time. When I went to college, Xiaolin was already working, so he often bought me things and even gave me money. Although it was only a dozen or twenty yuan, when I went to college at that time, the living expenses provided by my parents were only fifty yuan a month. Therefore, in addition to friendship, I also feel grateful to him. It was this feeling of gratitude that gave me a vaguely absurd idea. I lied casually and told my girlfriend that I wouldn’t go back that night. after get off workI picked up Xiaoxue and went to have dinner with her. Then, riding a bicycle, we came to the park near Xiaolin's house. It was already after six o'clock, there were very few people in the park, and it was getting dark. I took Xiaoxue's hand and went behind a hidden rockery. Days of lust have made my heart beat wildly. Xiaoxue is as obedient as before. She knew what I wanted to do without saying a word. Behind the rockery, we hugged each other tightly. I kissed her wildly, and she kissed me back just as wildly. My hands were squeezing her plump breasts through her clothes. I felt her trembling slightly in my arms. I didn't know whether it was excitement or nervousness. I gasped and asked her: "Xiaoxue, do you miss me?" Xiaoxue said with a little sadness: "Yes, I miss you so much." I knew that she really missed me, and I really missed her. (At that time, because my girlfriend and I were already living together, all the letters she wrote to me were sent to Xiao Lin’s Home and then passed to me by Xiao Lin. And I was the same, often writing more than ten pages. The letter expresses my longing for her. I think this kind of feeling will never happen again in this life. At least, now I will use email instead of handwriting the more than ten pages of love letters.) Some words are unnecessary, my mind is filled with lust. My cold hands reached into Xiaoxue's clothes and pressed against her hot breasts. Her breasts were very full with SMall nipples. I tried to pull up her clothes and kiss her breasts, but Xiaoxue said it was cold, so I stopped insisting. I unbuckled her belt, put one hand into her buttocks, and slid it down her ass crack from behind. Xiaoxue sucked her belly, so I stretched my whole hand in and touched her vaginal opening from behind, which was already very wet. I stroked her gently there, and Xiaoxue couldn't help but gasp loudly. Listening to her breathing, I felt so happy. Because I love her, her happiness is my happiness. But this position was not comfortable after all, so I pulled out a little and gently massaged her Anus with my wet middle finger. Xiaoxue hummed shyly and said, "No." I SMiled and moved my hand to the front. Xiaoxue's pubic hair is not much, but it is very soft. Her labia are not enlarged, they are very shallow, so it is easy to find her vaginal opening. I felt that Xiaoxue's clitoris had become as elastic as gummy, so I gently rubbed her with my fingers and inserted it into her Vagina from time to time. Xiaoxue gasped and slowly leaned on me weakly, saying no more. My fingers were also a little tired, and I was afraid that she would catch a cold. Thinking that there was still another night anyway, I took my hand out and stopped moving. (Many times, Lovers should understand one truth, that is: when you are happy, I am happy. Xiaoxue and I are both people who understand this truth. I am Xiaoxue’s first man. Her Vagina is very beautiful, which makes me happy. The dazzling pink color and the same beautiful breasts are the pride of my life. Now, I am over thirty, and some of my Lovers have also passed this age with me and no longer have this. This is a color that makes men obsessed. Therefore, Xiaoxue when she was young is now a goddess in my eyes. But what I miss most is Xiaoxue’s warmth.Soft, considerate and charming. ) My penis has started to become sore. Xiaoxue arranged her clothes and clung to my arms again. My penis was sticking upright against her belly, rubbing painfully. Seeing no one was around, I unzipped my pants and released my penis. Xiaoxue's cold hands gently pinched the hot penis and manipulated it carefully. I gently pressed her shoulder with my hand. Xiaoxue understood what I meant and squatted down without saying anything. This is not the first time Xiaoxue has done this to me. Before she officially lost her Virginity, she helped me solve it in this way under my guidance. There was even one time in her dormitory, separated by a curtain, her classmates were doing Homework outside. Xiaoxue's mouth is very SMall, so my penis fills her mouth up. She sucked my cock tenderly, playing with it with a little glove, and licked my cockhole with her tongue. Since I was in a park, I wanted to finish it as quickly as possible. Moreover, because I seemed to be aware of some unusual things that might happen at night, I seemed a little angry, a little irritated, and wanted to vent some dissatisfaction, so I became a little violent. I grabbed her hair with my hands and forced my penis into her mouth regardless of her objections. I have always been a gentle man and I have never treated her like this. She clamped her tongue in an attempt to protect herself, but failed. I still clearly remember that at that time, she raised her eyes and glanced at me. In the darkness, a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes. This glance was so deeply imprinted in my mind that I still feel , how weak she was at that time, I should love her for the rest of my life. She was already kneeling on the ground, and my penis penetrated her throat. She felt like she was going to vomit, but she held it back for a while. When it penetrated again, she put her hands on her neck, trying to pull away. But I was close to the edge of ejaculation, so I suppressed her and tried to lift myself up. She stopped resisting and tolerated my roughness, and I became a little gentler and pulled out some of my penis, allowing her to breathe. She knew I was about to cum so she sucked my cock tightly with her mouth and added some pressure with her hands. After pumping hard and fast in her mouth a few times, I bent over and let her forward leaning forehead rest on my belly. I held her head firmly, forcing her to adjust the direction of her head, and inserted my penis into her throat again. I felt the muscles there gently wrapping my glans, and stayed there for two or three seconds. After a while, while she was retching, she pulled out some of her penis. The intense stimulation finally brought me to climax, and my Semen spurted out, filling her mouth. She knelt there, spitting out the Semen and retching sadly. A deep feeling of guilt spread from my heart. After a while, I pulled her up. She still felt like vomiting. I held her tightly and kissed her mouth. There was a fishy SMell there, but I didn't pay much attention to it. At that time, I felt more guilty than loving her. Xiaoxue pushed me away and said no. I saw tears in her eyes. I didn't know if it was because she was choking or if I had made her sad. I'm tightHolding her tightly, saying sorry and saying I love you. Xiaoxue didn't say anything. She buried her face in my arms and hugged me tightly while trembling. (This is the first time in my life that I have treated the woman I love so roughly. Although I occasionally treated other women in this way in the following days, because it was the first time, it left a deep impression on me. I still feel I clearly remember my feelings at that time. Faced with Xiaolin’s deep friendship, I had the idea of ​​​​wanting Xiaolin to lose her Virginity. Although this idea was not clear when I asked her to give me a blowjob behind the rockery. It seems that I have already had such a fantasy. This fantasy does not bring any happiness or excitement. So, at the time, we were all good friends, and I thought Xiaoxue might accept Xiaolin. But my subconscious jealousy and sadness made me become rough with a beloved woman for the first time. Now that I think about it, this time. Oral Sex is really exciting, but also guilty.) It was almost eight o'clock, and Xiaoxue and I became calm. Xiaoxue became gentle and lively again, and I became very happy because my body and mind were relaxed. It was getting colder, so I found a public phone booth and called Xiao Lin. He said he was already at Home and asked me to come over. Xiaolin's Family is right next to it. I asked Xiaoxue to wait for me at the door and entered Xiaolin's house alone. Xiao Lin proudly told me quietly that he had got the key, and said that there were even quilts and everything there. He told me not to tell his father that he secretly asked his cousin to borrow it. I said in my heart: "Damn, I'm crazy. I told your dad." Xiao Lin found a pen and paper to tell me the address. I said to Xiao Lin: "No, I don't know the way. Please take me there." Xiao Lin His father would scold him if he said it was too late. At that time, I was hesitant. On the one hand, I don't want him to go, but on the other hand, I want him to go. But the thought of not letting him go just passed by. I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I SMiled and said to him: "Brother, let’s go together. Don’t come back at night. It’s up to me." "Xiao Lin was stunned for a moment, but didn't respond, and said, "Then where will I sleep at night?" At that time, I suddenly felt a sense of pride in my heart, as if I felt the Pleasure of sharing a good thing with my friends, so I blurted out. Said: "Come live with us." I think, for an adult but inexperienced man, nothing is more attractive than sex, especially in that era, a young man has to have a sexual experience It's not easy. Xiao Lin seemed a little confused and changed his words: "How about I send you there, but I want to come back early, so just tell my dad that you want to go out with me." Because I am his best friend, plus He used to be the top student in the class, so he was always a good boy in the eyes of his parents. Without any effort, Xiao Lin and I walked out of his house. Xiaoxue was also very happy to see Xiaolin, because the two of them knew each other when I was in college, so we were very familiar with each other and didn't say anything. It was a little after eight o'clock, and Xiao Lin suddenly said: "We have opened a bar there called Blue Stone Bar.Please go and sit down, Xiaoxue has not seen you for a long time. "Bars were a luxury thing at the time. I had never been there. Thinking that it was still early for me anyway, I asked Xiaoxue how she was doing. of course Xiaoxue had no objection, so we rode our bikes and followed Xiaolin to Blue Stone. Bar. It was the first time in my life that I went to a bar. Under the dim light, everyone was chatting and laughing. Xiaolin Xiaoxue was quite normal, but I didn’t know what was going on in my heart. I often didn’t speak and just SMiled. Looking at them. Xiaoxue kept leaning against me gently, while Xiaolin was making fun of us and saying envious things. By about ten o'clock, we had probably drank eight or nine bottles of beer, while Xiaoxue was in vain. My face was a little red. It was getting late, so Xiaolin ordered two packs of cigarettes, gave me one pack, and then we left the bar together, and Xiaolin took us to his aunt's house. Xiaolin was always kind to me. He is generous. Treating guests to dinner is a common thing. Even if the person he is with is only related to me and has nothing to do with him, he never asks me to pay for it. He always wants to favor me in front of my Lover or other friends. I definitely know this. But if I had just a vague idea about the ridiculous things that happened that night, the bottles of wine Xiaolin invited actually became the trigger for it to come true. 2) aunt Xiaolin’s house is on the first floor along the street. It’s a very old-fashioned house. Because she moved, the curtains are gone, and the lighting is good. The street lights shine through the windows, and the dim light fills the house, which makes the house feel very good. There is a SMall patio outside the bedroom. When I open the wooden door, the cold and fresh air takes away some of the stale air. I am very satisfied with this place. Since the entire street is being demolished, no one lives nearby, and the whole room is quiet. Occasionally, I heard the sound of cars or passers-by. Xiaolin was sitting on the edge of the bed, wondering what he was thinking about, while I lit a cigarette and watched them without anyone making a sound. There were two quilts, Xiaoxue said, "I'll lay them out. "Xiao Lin came to me and lit a cigarette. He and I walked to the patio. Xiao Lin and I looked at each other for a while. I looked at him with a SMile. He was a little at a loss and said, "Brother, What are you laughing at? "I went up and hugged him, then patted him gently on the back a few times and said, "Brother, relax a little." Xiao Lin said: "It's getting late. I have to go back. You should rest early." "I said: "Wait a while, wait until this cigarette is finished. At this time, Xiaoxue also came out and said, "What are you talking about?" "I said: "Nothing, we are SMoking. "Xiaoxue returned to the room without making a sound. After finishing SMoking, I patted Xiaolin on the shoulder and said, "Go in." "So we entered the room together and closed the door. The alcohol began to evaporate in my stomach, my head was a little dizzy, and I was very excited. Xiaolin said he was leaving, and I stood on the edge of the cliff again. My mind turned quickly. Get up. For maybe a second, I said, "Stay. "At that time, I thought that Xiaoxue would not refuse, because in the two years since she was good to me, she has become a woman who understands style. She has sex with two men at the same time, andIf one is a Lover and the other is a good friend, she will be happier. My instinct tells me that she will not refuse as long as I am willing. I will never say that Xiaoxue is a bad woman, because: 1. It was my idea; 2. I think any mature woman will accept this kind of happiness after letting go of the psychological baggage of facing her Lover. Am I happy? I'm not happy, I'm not excited. When I asked Xiaolin to stay, Xiaoxue just looked a little surprised and opened her eyes wide, but did not speak. A deep sadness flashed through my heart. I said to myself, just this time, just this time. But this trace of jealousy passed quickly and disappeared without a trace under the floodlight. (Friendship cannot be owed to one another. I have always owed Xiao Lin a lot. Therefore, the woman who gave me the gift made my friend lose his Virginity in order to find a balance. Friendship, friendship, thinking about it now, it was too ridiculous at the time. But the love is deeper because of it. Since Xiaoxue will be happy and Xiaolin will be happy, let’s do it.) (Lover’s rule: Your happiness is my happiness. I think this sentence is easy to say, but difficult to do, because of this. There is a need to find a balance between men and women. The ultimate goal is for both parties to be happy. Men like fresh excitement and change, and they feel happy in this way. Women who understand love will not reject it blindly, even if they are not used to it. Let men try it occasionally, such as Anal Sex and Oral Sex. Netizens often ask questions about these issues. I think if it is really love, I can try anything. One night two years ago, I suddenly understood you. Happiness is the reason why I am happy. But ten years ago, I could not express it so clearly, but subconsciously, I should know this truth.) Xiao Lin said: "No, I'll go back." I said: "Yes. No, let’s toss a coin and see what God’s will is.” He took out a five-cent coin and tossed it three times, but God’s will was for Xiao Lin to go back. Xiaoxue didn't say anything. She just sat on the edge of the bed and looked at us with a SMile. I was a little embarrassed. Xiaolin said: "Then I'm leaving." I said: "Wait a minute." The coin was tossed. Now, what I want to do and how Xiaoxue will react, in fact, everything has been revealed. I think, there is no need to pretend anymore, the next thing is for me to break. I gritted my teeth and said to Xiaoxue: "Xue, come on, let me hug you." Xue stood up. I held her tightly. He exerted so much force, as if he was trying to say goodbye to life or death. Xue hugged me hard and whispered in my ear: "Don't want it anymore." I still don't understand whether she meant she didn't want me to hug her anymore, or she meant she didn't want to play this game with Xiaolin anymore. At that time, I thought she didn’t want me to hug her anymore, so I let go of her and said to Xiaolin: "Come, give Xiaoxue a hug. We have been good friends for so long." I said to Xiaoxue: "Xue, Xiaolin has helped us so much." "You can thank him." Neither Xiao Lin nor Xiao Xue made any move, Xiao Xue lowered her head and was at a loss. Probably it was the effect of alcohol, I felt very proud. I feel that none of them are bad, and I am the worst. This gives me some comfort. At least it makes me feel that this is arranged by me and forced by me, rather than voluntarily by them. Although they alwaysWill definitely be happy. But if you are happy, I am happy, and if you are happy, I am happy too. Ha ha. I hugged Xiaoxue again, then pulled her, and then Xiaolin. They hugged each other naturally, motionless. I said softly to them: "I'm at the door." Then I walked out and came to the SMall patio. I lit a cigarette and took a few puffs. I thought it might take a long time and I should get a stool to sit on, so I opened the door and went in. Unexpectedly, they moved so quickly. They were already on the bed, but they didn't take off their clothes, they just hugged the bed and kissed. He was a little startled when he saw me coming in, so I said, "It's okay, I'll get a chair." The passion between the two of them quickly heated up. Xiao Lin kissed Xiao Xue hard. Xiaoxue, perhaps because her lust in the park was not released, kissed him back passionately. They began to treat me as a dead person, and I sat at the door with the door open, lighting a cigarette, and looking at them from time to time. Clothes were thrown out one by one, and quilts were thrown over them. Xiaolin didn't do any foreplay, didn't kiss Xiaoxue's breasts or Vagina, and started trying to get in. He seemed to be unable to find the entrance to the Vagina. I heard Xiaoxue say, "Let me help you." I turned my head and sat on the chair shaking. It finally started, and I felt unspeakably sad and painful. I cursed myself over and over: "Who are you? How could you do such a thing? How could you do such a thing." The hand holding the cigarette was shaking, and I sucked hard, feeling unspeakable regret. After a while, I heard Xiao Lin say: "I'm sorry." Then I heard Xiao Xue say: "It's okay, just relax." Looking over again, the two people stopped moving. Xiao Lin lay on Xiao Xue's body. "So fast? Ha, it's the same as my first time." I laughed secretly in my heart, and my mentality became much calmer. After a while, they started moving again. He is a young man after all, he recovers very quickly. This time they held on much longer. Xiao Lin rose and fell on Xue's body, and the quilt followed the waves. Xiaoxue moaned softly, but Xiaolin didn't make a sound and just moved mechanically. If it were today, I think I would definitely rush forward. But at that time, there was no such concept in my mind. My mind was also numb. I just looked at them quietly without getting excited or blaming myself. Not long after, Xiao Lin couldn't stand it anymore. He moved hard a few times and then ejaculated. It looked like he hadn't ejaculated inside, and then he was trembling and looking for clothes. I stood up and walked to the patio to avoid this embarrassing scene. After a while, Xiao Lin came out, looking very shy, and said to me: "Brother, I'm sorry, I have to leave first." He hugged me. Silence is golden. I nodded and put out the cigarette. Send him out the door. By the time I went to bed, my mood had become infinitely better. The self-blame, sorrow, and pain just now were all forgotten. I am very relaxed, I feel that friendship is no longer heavy, and my affection with Xiaoxue is no longer heavy either. Being a Lover is very painful, especially when I was young, when love was involved between Lovers, I actually always felt guilty about Xiaoxue. But now it's better, I seem to suddenly become very happy. The bed was very warm and Xue was naked. After I took off my clothes, I turned sideways and hugged her. She lay in my arms. I asked gentlyShe: "How is he?" Xue pinched my back and said, "You still said that." I laughed, pulled her away, looked at her face, and said, "He didn't cum in you. "Is it there?" "No, it's all on my legs," Xue said, raising her head and looking at me with watery eyes and infinite tenderness. With a slight sigh, I pressed Xue under me. I didn't kiss her mouth, but kissed all the way to her breasts. I took her breast in my mouth and gently played with her nipples with my tongue. Xiaoxue's moans immediately reached my ears. This time, there is no depression, only enjoyment. I knew Xiaolin must not have satisfied her, and now it was my time. I became extremely excited and my penis immediately stood up. Naturally I kissed her Vagina again. It was wet there and I hesitated. My friend just did it here, and I feel a little dizzy. But the power of lust is infinite. Your happiness is my happiness. I didn’t care about that anymore and took her Vagina into my mouth. Xiaoxue said: "No more." while trying to pull me up. This only sparked my love. I licked her hard and felt her water flowing out continuously. It feels like the world has returned to peace, with only two longing souls wandering around in this early spring night. I sat on Snow's face and let her lick my cock and she took it hard, trying to take it all in her mouth. She had been forced into me in the park, and now she was trying to hold her head up and look at me, trying to swallow my cock. I knew she was touched and she wanted me to be happy. I slowly and carefully inserted my penis into her mouth, down to her throat. Although she still retched, she motioned for me to continue. After repeating it for a few times, I felt very satisfied. Although she had a SMall mouth and I couldn't insert my entire penis into her mouth, it felt so good to be pressed deeply against her throat and wrapped deeply. Spreading her legs, I moved gently inside her wet Vagina. She clamped her legs around my waist, Moaning and gasping. There were one or two places on the quilt that were a little cold. I thought it was probably Xiao Lin's Semen. I avoided those spots and started fucking her like crazy. We changed positions, and I kept controlling myself to prevent myself from cumming prematurely. When Xiaoxue's climax came, her Vagina clamped my penis intermittently, which made me very happy. We never used birth control, I always ejaculated on her body or in her mouth. I had gotten my girlfriend pregnant twice before using the same method, but Xiaoxue had never gotten pregnant. This also made me a little lucky that I ejaculated on her the first time, which was very traditional. The second time I became a little crazy, took off the quilt, made her lie on the bed, and stabbed her Vagina from behind. My penis became harder and harder every time, and I could feel the Pleasure of pushing against her womb. The impact on my uterus made my glans feel a little uncomfortable. Xiaoxue had said it wasn't very comfortable before, but she didn't care that much that night. Finally, I made her lie on the edge of the bed and I stood on the floor, fucking her hard and finally cumming in her mouth. That night I did it three times with Xiaoxue. I clearly remember that I used all the methods I could imagine to do it with her, from the side position to the back position. The third time she had no physical happiness, but physically and mentally, we were both happy. It's a pity that I didn't know about Anal Sex, poisonous dragon drills, etc. at that time, otherwiseDefinitely try it too. Oh. Describing these sexual activities is also to satisfy Qinghai's requirements for publishing. We forgive any shortcomings. At around eight o'clock the next morning, before we got up, Xiaolin knocked on the door again. I wonder why he didn't go to work. Now that I think about it, this guy probably wants to do it again. But I didn't realize it at the time. Let him wait outside, Xue and I got dressed, and we all left Lin's aunt's house together. The sunshine outside is so nice. The three of us are happy together. I'm really relaxed. Facing Xiaolin's friendship and Xiaoxue's love, I no longer feel guilty about anything. Xiaoxue walked in the middle, Xiaolin and I were beside her. We all hugged her waist, talked and laughed, and went to have breakfast. Pedestrians on the road looked at us in surprise. We don't care that much. After dinner, I sent Xiaoxue back to the station, Xiaolin went to work, and a past incident ended. ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊Postscript: The same thing never happened again after that time . Xiaoxue and I are still in love, and Xiaolin continues to deliver letters. Every time we come to my place, we will go to the bar with Xiaolin, and no one will mention what happened that night. Xiaoxue left me in 1996 because of an accident. I don't blame her. She got married in 1997 and is now a mother. I made a mistake the year before last that made me feel sorry for Xiao Lin. I have not contacted him yet, although he has always cared about me. I hope friendship will last forever and love will always be there. Yesterday, a woman I like very much asked me, if it were your own girlfriend, would you do this? I thought about it carefully and said: No. After all, 3P is a dangerous thing. The psychological impact faced for the first time is huge, especially when this woman is preparing to spend a lifetime together, so it is better not to take this risk. But now the world has changed and our concepts have changed. In the face of ordinary life, no one can guarantee that in the future, out of pure excitement, we will not try it, but it is best not to involve friendship or love. When you are happy, I am happy. It is difficult.